A Simple Blade, Tears For Days.

Three words hit me like a train
"We are over"
Get edged into my brain
He had my heart in his hand
I thought forever we would stand.
I loved him
He said he loved me
But he dumped me over a something really silly
The fact that I took a blade to my wrist
Long ago in my past
If I slipped up one more time
He said he would not last
So of corse
the next day
I couldn't handle to stay from the blade

It's silver flickered in the light
It sliced my skin with one swift thrust
As the tears hit the burning cuts
The sting made me feel alive.
The deep red makes me feel beautiful.

I look in the mirror
Makeup smeared
Lips light pink
Eyes red and sore
I cry more and more looking at this ugly thing looking back at me.
I cant believe what I see.

He left me because I cut my wrists
Want to die
And feel un-beautiful  
I start to laugh and realize that I am only giving him satisfaction