Future Lover

This old lover of mine
You are my inspiration
Just to keep going each day
Looking forward to your conversation
It delights me in every way
I love you
Although I’d never tell you that
I really shouldn’t be so depended on others
But living in this way I have no other choice
I have to make myself believe that I actually want to be here
When I really want to be with you,
In your arms warm and safe
You’d protect me and fulfill my every fantasy
Living love to you  
In hopes of spending the rest of my life with you
A love like ours is so tender and rare
The thought of us being together still lingers there