You will be

You will be, the death of me. I should be so happy, but there's a hole in my heart because you just ignore me, and everybody, they all told me, said you were no good, no good for me. Why don't I ever listen? Stupid girl; It's simple division. Why don't I ever see, what i've got into? What i've turned myself into? What have I done to me? I used to have the brightest smile, the loudest laugh, all of that. But i used to hold your hand, I thought I marked the map and all the directions well they were a trap. You will be; The end of me. The end of my love, The start of my misery. You will be; the last of me. The first of my disappearance; the drug in me. But there's a hole in my heart right where you should be, and if not you at the least i need somebody. Cause everyone's gone so there's no moving on, and you were all that i wanted all along, and now i can't find a reason to try, it's like why even bother, I've gotten nothing left to hide. You will be, the last this town sees of me. And i will go; move to a bigger city. And find another perfect lie; and hope he will be mine, but just for him to bring me more misery. Why don't I ever agree? Can't I just stop being me? I don't know who else to be...But i don't wanna live with me, And i would swim the seven seas, you know i would search for the key, and i would climb the tallest tree, you know i'd look around the galaxy, for infinity, just for you to be with me. But now you're gone, There's no moving on...And now i'm lost. I can't carry on. I don't wanna love you, I wanna push and shove you, But I'm not above you this time around, at all. You will be the end of me. The reason why i cry myself to sleep. You will be the last we ever see of me, this lonely girl, when her world came crashing down, she lost her world, yet the thought of him makes her hurl, and now she's gotten sick, from all his tricks and wise words and now she can't see it wasn't meant to be, but listen up you'll be the end of me. I will be, the death of me.