Dear Love

 See There Was A Tear Rolling Down My Face As I Began To Write This
So I Closed My Eyelids & Let It Fall
Because If Love Is Blind Then This Feelings Sightless
And Me .. I Feel Nightless Dayless Restless Because Of This Hatred
& I Don't Mean Emotionally
I Mean What I feel When You're Not Close To Me
Because Today We're Barely Even Speaking
& It Feels Like Just Yesterday
You Were Lying Restlessly In My Arms
Like .. You Had Something To loose If You Moved
& Today I'm Here Alone Hating It
& Your Voice Like Air Whispering Between The Cracks
" I Love You "
" I Love You Back "
But Everything Seemed To Fall Just Like That
I Cried Twice
You Held My Like Grudges
So long & Hard
I felt So Much Love Cutting Beneath my Skin
It Was Enough to Leave Me Permanently Scarred
You Are The Love I Never Been Able To Personify , But Only Touch Feel & See From A Distance
You Are The Time ; The Seconds The Minutes The Hours Within Me
& I Never Felt This Way Before
So Broken So Empty ; So Whole , Then So Half Of A Person ..
So While You Were Sleeping Last night I Wrote a Letter To This Love
& It Went
Dear Love, You Brought Me Something No one Could Ever Bring Me ; You Brought Me Lust, Hope, & Faith ; But At The Same Time You Manage To Leave Me Empty , Ever Since She Walked Away She Took My Sun With Her And The Very Next Day My Clouds Are Grey . My insides Are as Blue As A Warm Day ; Yet So Sad & Filled With Gloom & Love I Hate Personification ; But If You Could Feel This You'd Wanna Rip Your Insides Away From Your Feelings ; You'd Wanna Hold on To The Little Bit Of Strength You Have Holding You Together ; And Pray That your Not The Vail that Breaks , .. It Feels Like She Tore Open My Chest Ripped Out My Heart & Walked Away & This Depressing Moment Was Unknown .. So Please Love .. For Now On .. Just Leave Me Alone .

for matthew