Scaredlittlegirlnamedme

It makes absolute sense. It makes you feel dirty, ugly. I never wanted to see myself naked during puberty. I tried stopping my growth by tying bandanas around my chest so my father wouldn't know I was getting boobs. To this day, I can't even call body parts by their real names.  I felt stained by his filth. I tried killing myself.  But it will get better. I can tell you're strong by the way you write. Just remember. They may take your body, but they can never take what's inside of you unless you let them. Your strength, mind, will power, goodness. They can't touch that if you don't let them. That. That is how you win. You survive and don't let it destroy you. I' don't mean to go off like this, I just want you to know that whatever you are feeling makes sense. You do matter. Your feelings matter. Thank you for the wonderful, beautiful and frightning write.