Why?

Why?
It's the only question that matters,
It's the only question I have.
But I know why.
I know the answer to this seemingly unanswerable question.
It is because I "sinned" beyond all hope of redemption.
I am cursed to spend the rest of my life trying to pay-off an insurmountable debt to god, karma, the cosmos.
Whatever it is that you believe in.
Cursed to give and give and get little in return but blank stares and cold shoulders.
Drunk off of thoughts I shouldn't be thinking
Distracted by drinks I shouldn't be drinking
There's only one way to stop it;
One way to end the curse.
One final way to say goodbye.


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