Today

Today is the day,
from this world I will part.
It's not the drugs, although they did play there part.

These daemons that scream inside my head.
This depression still lingers my feet feel like lead.

I can no longer walk.
I can't hardly talk.

Afraid of the future, Ashamed of my past.
I will find that freedom at last .

I lay here awake wishing for sleep.
Why do I feel everything so deep.

It will be messy no planning for me.
Take me today , please set me free.

Freedom is more precious than gold.
No notes  or goodbyes, a sight to behold.

I will not hang from under a tree.
It will be as its always been,
click -clack -bang , I am free..