Submissions by zosogirl7 (Chelley Bean)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm engaged and have never been happier. I write poetry about any and everything. No limits or restrictions. I like to be able to write about anything. My specialty is love and trials & tribulations of love. I love tragedy it bleeds beauty.
DARK POEM
Published
10th Jan 2019 12:02pm
10th Jan 2019 12:02pm
Chamber of Death
Chamber of Death”
A storm cloud follows me on my path
Not to protect, but to bring upon a wrath
N'er had I ever been alone with thyself
Always being robbed of my deteriorating health
Inside me there’s a potluck of voices
Trying to deter my beliefs & choices
My writhing body consumed by fear
Slowly my eyes fill & descends with a tear
You there shadow, who lurks in darkness
Cast away thine image, the starkness
A silhouette of terror possessing my withering soul
Covering my skin in hate,...
A storm cloud follows me on my path
Not to protect, but to bring upon a wrath
N'er had I ever been alone with thyself
Always being robbed of my deteriorating health
Inside me there’s a potluck of voices
Trying to deter my beliefs & choices
My writhing body consumed by fear
Slowly my eyes fill & descends with a tear
You there shadow, who lurks in darkness
Cast away thine image, the starkness
A silhouette of terror possessing my withering soul
Covering my skin in hate,...
#sadness
#anxiety
#dark
#death
#despair
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2018 5:09am
3rd Dec 2018 5:09am
Paste My Dreams
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Subside the fear that lies within
Wash away the fog, that clings to your skin
It's a battle to Always fight the demons
That courses through you like a blood streaming
The voices haunt my mental stigma
It erupts inside me, a boiling enigma
I try to capture all that renders
They dampen my soul, a ghostly endeavor
I fake my happiness, to appeal to those
Cryptic boundaries are placing doom in pairs
I dream in threes, about joy and pretend
Only my nightmares are out on lend ...
Subside the fear that lies within
Wash away the fog, that clings to your skin
It's a battle to Always fight the demons
That courses through you like a blood streaming
The voices haunt my mental stigma
It erupts inside me, a boiling enigma
I try to capture all that renders
They dampen my soul, a ghostly endeavor
I fake my happiness, to appeal to those
Cryptic boundaries are placing doom in pairs
I dream in threes, about joy and pretend
Only my nightmares are out on lend ...
#strength
#dreams
#inspirational
#uplifting
#acceptance
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1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2018 4:58am
3rd Dec 2018 4:58am
Light Your Soul
Light Your Soul
A quarter in the well pays the toll
Make a meaningful wish from your soul
The pooling water, aqua blue and translucent
Gaze into the drowning pool of conscience and resentment
You must repair your shattered and hollow mind
Administer truth and forget your crushing memories
Living in the past is a waste of you're priceless energies
The drenching water can wash away shame
It's only a figment of imagination and chemistry
Upon your life, you've been given the greatest of gifts
The ability to love unconditionally, without...
A quarter in the well pays the toll
Make a meaningful wish from your soul
The pooling water, aqua blue and translucent
Gaze into the drowning pool of conscience and resentment
You must repair your shattered and hollow mind
Administer truth and forget your crushing memories
Living in the past is a waste of you're priceless energies
The drenching water can wash away shame
It's only a figment of imagination and chemistry
Upon your life, you've been given the greatest of gifts
The ability to love unconditionally, without...
#happiness
#kindness
#beauty
#support
#admiration
450 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Dec 2017 7:53pm
10th Dec 2017 7:53pm
Contagious Love
Contagious Love
My love is a broken wing
Only sad songs, I can sing
Lonely hearts control my tone
I sit by myself, like a stone
I emptied the rain out of my heart
A vessel dumped, in every part
Contagious love is hard to find
I know it's buried in my mind
Scattered hearts throughout the world
On these pages my emotions are poured
For every person to be inspired
I write my dailies, hand is tired
Scorching sun burns my soul
I'm growing weaker, paid my toll
But I live my life, strong and bold ...
My love is a broken wing
Only sad songs, I can sing
Lonely hearts control my tone
I sit by myself, like a stone
I emptied the rain out of my heart
A vessel dumped, in every part
Contagious love is hard to find
I know it's buried in my mind
Scattered hearts throughout the world
On these pages my emotions are poured
For every person to be inspired
I write my dailies, hand is tired
Scorching sun burns my soul
I'm growing weaker, paid my toll
But I live my life, strong and bold ...
#PopCulture
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Nov 2017 11:52pm
7th Nov 2017 11:52pm
Love Quest
Love Quest
You talk to me, words so fine
Building a thesaurus, in my mind
Dictating feelings that I can find
That are buried deep between the lines
On the pages of our book of love
Letters you combine, describe, what we have
Together we bind, our hearts once torn
A romance novel that we have born
To fulfill, with imagination and dreams
And hearts that have, endless seams
To draw a line from you to me
A scrapbook of memories for us to see
Flashing back, to what was lost
Typing in our destiny, at any cost
Making...
You talk to me, words so fine
Building a thesaurus, in my mind
Dictating feelings that I can find
That are buried deep between the lines
On the pages of our book of love
Letters you combine, describe, what we have
Together we bind, our hearts once torn
A romance novel that we have born
To fulfill, with imagination and dreams
And hearts that have, endless seams
To draw a line from you to me
A scrapbook of memories for us to see
Flashing back, to what was lost
Typing in our destiny, at any cost
Making...
#love
#boyfriend
#girlfriend
#relationships
#lover
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Nov 2017 5:43am
7th Nov 2017 5:43am
Growing Heathrow
Growing Heathrow
Distant clouds shade the sky
As lighting crashes to the ground
But the thunder rolls inside of me
Disdain and sadness, you can't see
Seeking happiness, so I can be free
To love again, like a fresh rain
Showering me to cleanse the pain
And tear away my humid skin
That is thick from shadows past
That had haunted me, my detest
Spring into a future that is lush
With picture perfect, love that buds
Like popping daisies, about to burst
Into your love I submerse
All my doubts and insecurities
To...
Distant clouds shade the sky
As lighting crashes to the ground
But the thunder rolls inside of me
Disdain and sadness, you can't see
Seeking happiness, so I can be free
To love again, like a fresh rain
Showering me to cleanse the pain
And tear away my humid skin
That is thick from shadows past
That had haunted me, my detest
Spring into a future that is lush
With picture perfect, love that buds
Like popping daisies, about to burst
Into your love I submerse
All my doubts and insecurities
To...
#LifeAsAWriter
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Nov 2017 5:40am
7th Nov 2017 5:40am
O' Dearheart
Oh my dearheart you have made my heart drunk
With love of the truest kind
O' love you have flooded my mind
With thoughts of luscious drink from your lips
Drenched with the honest intent
To fill my dreams with bequeathed love
That never fails to intoxicate me
With sensual desires to curb my appetite
Of love that is honest and singular
To only you and your welcoming soul
Our hearts will dance with joy and delight
For we have tore a page from a book
Of old fashioned romance unknown to most
We carry each other to a threshold ...
With love of the truest kind
O' love you have flooded my mind
With thoughts of luscious drink from your lips
Drenched with the honest intent
To fill my dreams with bequeathed love
That never fails to intoxicate me
With sensual desires to curb my appetite
Of love that is honest and singular
To only you and your welcoming soul
Our hearts will dance with joy and delight
For we have tore a page from a book
Of old fashioned romance unknown to most
We carry each other to a threshold ...
#anxiety
#depression
#emptiness
#apathy
#boredom
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2017 3:09am
3rd Nov 2017 3:09am
Departed Love (Empty Hearts)
Departed Love (Empty Hearts)
This poem is dedicated to my beloved husband Kris.
Tears stream down my sullen face
I cry for my, departed love
He left me for a hollow grave
With you in my veins, my blood
Now I've nothing, but a shell for a heart
Nothing pumping to my heart, but pain
My entire world is torn apart
God if pain could be washed away by the rain
You always loved to hear the thunder
Now the thunder lies within me
And I'm left, to sit and wonder
Why did you have to leave
We shared a lifetime of laughter...
This poem is dedicated to my beloved husband Kris.
Tears stream down my sullen face
I cry for my, departed love
He left me for a hollow grave
With you in my veins, my blood
Now I've nothing, but a shell for a heart
Nothing pumping to my heart, but pain
My entire world is torn apart
God if pain could be washed away by the rain
You always loved to hear the thunder
Now the thunder lies within me
And I'm left, to sit and wonder
Why did you have to leave
We shared a lifetime of laughter...
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#death
#evil
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2017 3:02am
3rd Nov 2017 3:02am
Bubby Love
Bubby Love
My big brother is my best friend
Always has been and always will
He protected me, when we were young
Our hearts both need a little mend
We lived lives that were just to real
He stood as tall, as the trees did hung
All we had was each other
Worthless was our father and mother
I followed him like a lost puppy
He must've tired of his constant shadow
But when we were alone, we were happy
Other times we were so low
Forget the guns and shouting matches
We've seen to much, that's for sure
Closed hands and...
My big brother is my best friend
Always has been and always will
He protected me, when we were young
Our hearts both need a little mend
We lived lives that were just to real
He stood as tall, as the trees did hung
All we had was each other
Worthless was our father and mother
I followed him like a lost puppy
He must've tired of his constant shadow
But when we were alone, we were happy
Other times we were so low
Forget the guns and shouting matches
We've seen to much, that's for sure
Closed hands and...
#brother
#family
#support
#admiration
#heroic
587 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2017 7:06pm
2nd Nov 2017 7:06pm
Hope Chest
Hope Chest
Drops of sunshine fill my eyes
New love comes, such a surprise
Rays of happiness, warms my bones
Bolts of light strike my heart
To be together, not alone
Two pumping hearts, one pulsing beat
I can see the flowers in bloom
Once again, my hope chest is full
No longer does my love lie in a tomb
With this treasure, I renew my will
Life can be so tragic, love has won
No more sad songs being played
I feel like I'm basking in the sun
The shadows in my mind, begin to fade
The moonlight calms...
Drops of sunshine fill my eyes
New love comes, such a surprise
Rays of happiness, warms my bones
Bolts of light strike my heart
To be together, not alone
Two pumping hearts, one pulsing beat
I can see the flowers in bloom
Once again, my hope chest is full
No longer does my love lie in a tomb
With this treasure, I renew my will
Life can be so tragic, love has won
No more sad songs being played
I feel like I'm basking in the sun
The shadows in my mind, begin to fade
The moonlight calms...
#depression
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2017 6:59pm
2nd Nov 2017 6:59pm
Utter Bliss
Utter Bliss?
I sit and count the pieces to my shattered heart
I'll never be able to put it together again
Distant thoughts of a lost childhood
Misery relived from the past
I'm dwelling on every part
As a child, adolescent, woman. Did I sin?
I think of these times, nothing good
I should shed these feelings, I must!
But like a cancer, they begin to spread
Emotions caked full of rust
No matter road I led
Every turn, irrevocable pain
Will I ever be able to trust?
Can't seem to shake this disdain
Little girl, Why did...
I sit and count the pieces to my shattered heart
I'll never be able to put it together again
Distant thoughts of a lost childhood
Misery relived from the past
I'm dwelling on every part
As a child, adolescent, woman. Did I sin?
I think of these times, nothing good
I should shed these feelings, I must!
But like a cancer, they begin to spread
Emotions caked full of rust
No matter road I led
Every turn, irrevocable pain
Will I ever be able to trust?
Can't seem to shake this disdain
Little girl, Why did...
#PopCulture
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DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2017 10:48am
2nd Nov 2017 10:48am
Bitter End
Bitter End
I had a need, I had to feed
Xanax and oxycontin everyday
Eventually it became a bad deed
With my life, I would pay
I had to stop the unnerving greed
I knew there was only one way
Cold turkey, throw it all away
My days would be tough
I had no idea how bad
My throat dry and rough
Skin soaked, by my infernal sweat
Stomach aching, my churning gut
Body aches, bring me to my knees
Dillusion, was just to begin
Tossing and turning, sweat drenched sheets
I felt something under my skin
I had indeed,...
I had a need, I had to feed
Xanax and oxycontin everyday
Eventually it became a bad deed
With my life, I would pay
I had to stop the unnerving greed
I knew there was only one way
Cold turkey, throw it all away
My days would be tough
I had no idea how bad
My throat dry and rough
Skin soaked, by my infernal sweat
Stomach aching, my churning gut
Body aches, bring me to my knees
Dillusion, was just to begin
Tossing and turning, sweat drenched sheets
I felt something under my skin
I had indeed,...
#dark
#shadows
#drugs
#frustration
#disappointment
961 reads
6 Comments
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