Submissions by wonderland687
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
weed is my happiness
Lost in a world of memory
unable to tear away and face reality
all my outlets help me forget
and in the end there's nothing left
a blank mind is what i have
a trapped soul is what i am
i know that there must be more to life than this
where is the happiness?
Oh there you are, my love (maryjane)
grab me and hold me tight
take me away from myself
and make me feel alright
the relief in my heart, the calm in my mind
and once again i know that you are all mine
stay with me for a while
suck me into your world
i surrender myself...
unable to tear away and face reality
all my outlets help me forget
and in the end there's nothing left
a blank mind is what i have
a trapped soul is what i am
i know that there must be more to life than this
where is the happiness?
Oh there you are, my love (maryjane)
grab me and hold me tight
take me away from myself
and make me feel alright
the relief in my heart, the calm in my mind
and once again i know that you are all mine
stay with me for a while
suck me into your world
i surrender myself...
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FOG
Be sure you know i am made of fog...
Look right through me and all you see is smoke
Stare into my eyes and tell me if you can see the soul behind them.
Can you hear my screams above the roar of the wind?
Will you hold my empty body and feel the emotions within?
Tell me why my heart seems so hollow
Explain to me why i am not overcome with joy
Please dont leave me pondering over the ruins of myself.
I hit the floor but didnt feel a thing
I slipped through the cracks and found another world
Allow me to remember, let me forget
I am made of fog
Look right through me and all you see is smoke
Stare into my eyes and tell me if you can see the soul behind them.
Can you hear my screams above the roar of the wind?
Will you hold my empty body and feel the emotions within?
Tell me why my heart seems so hollow
Explain to me why i am not overcome with joy
Please dont leave me pondering over the ruins of myself.
I hit the floor but didnt feel a thing
I slipped through the cracks and found another world
Allow me to remember, let me forget
I am made of fog
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crystal pattern
I lay alone, surrounded by thoughts
The crystal craving makes me angry and lost
The frustration has me cutting, but i feel no relief
I'm trapped in a world of emotion that tries to overcome me
I sank down to the Depths,a place i never intended to go back to again
The drugs pulled me out, but i am still Underground
Trapped.
Take a hit and my mind goes high as the sky
Abandoned my body and left it to die
When i return to myself i am weakened and low
Remembering the feelings i had and unable to let go
Pulling myself in a pattern of death
My body...
The crystal craving makes me angry and lost
The frustration has me cutting, but i feel no relief
I'm trapped in a world of emotion that tries to overcome me
I sank down to the Depths,a place i never intended to go back to again
The drugs pulled me out, but i am still Underground
Trapped.
Take a hit and my mind goes high as the sky
Abandoned my body and left it to die
When i return to myself i am weakened and low
Remembering the feelings i had and unable to let go
Pulling myself in a pattern of death
My body...
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Alice
Hello my dear Hatter,
I've been waiting for days
To exit this world and leave all my pain
To go to the moon and swim in the sea
With the rain from the sky, pouring down on me
In an ocean so cold, i can barely breathe
But it makes me forget, so i'll swim peacefully
Take me up to the clouds and let me float away
With my mind full of smoke, it seems like a brighter day
Let me reach for the sun and upon it i will lay
I am in wonderland and it is here that i stay
I will dream in the meadows where the greenest grass grows
And in the...
I've been waiting for days
To exit this world and leave all my pain
To go to the moon and swim in the sea
With the rain from the sky, pouring down on me
In an ocean so cold, i can barely breathe
But it makes me forget, so i'll swim peacefully
Take me up to the clouds and let me float away
With my mind full of smoke, it seems like a brighter day
Let me reach for the sun and upon it i will lay
I am in wonderland and it is here that i stay
I will dream in the meadows where the greenest grass grows
And in the...
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Depression
Depression. I can feel it coming up again. Entering my heart and filling it. Causing me to shine from the darkness that has found its way into my soul. Taking control of my thoughts and actions, my very being. I am no longer the person I once was. Innocent and sacred, I am now obsessed with finding the happiness I somehow lost during the past 6 years. But my tolerance is building up and I will only have to do more damage to myself in order to be fully satisfied. I have to cause myself harm just to get an illusion(ecstasy). Fake. The word itself is a disappointment. Its nice to know how much I...
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nothing left
I cry for the happiness that eludes me.
Tell me we all matter now.
You can’t leave me here to fend for myself in a dying land.
When the earth starts to shatter and the skies tear apart, you’ll find me in the middle of it all.
Waiting for the clouds to collapse and the trees to fall…with my heart in my hand, I wait.
When the lightning strikes and the darkness falls around us,
I stretch in hopes of seeing the light of the sun once more. Begging it to take me away and save me before there is nothing left to run for…
Tell me we all matter now.
You can’t leave me here to fend for myself in a dying land.
When the earth starts to shatter and the skies tear apart, you’ll find me in the middle of it all.
Waiting for the clouds to collapse and the trees to fall…with my heart in my hand, I wait.
When the lightning strikes and the darkness falls around us,
I stretch in hopes of seeing the light of the sun once more. Begging it to take me away and save me before there is nothing left to run for…
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