Submissions by wolfiegirltala (Kizu-chan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm somewhat of an armature poet, I mostly do free verse. Most of my poetry is dark and depressing. I've done my share when it comes to experience, but as I said before, I'm still gathering teh knowledges.
A Entry from Tsuki
December 6, 2012
10:00 Things have been better between April and I. I like
am that. We've become a team, pertners. She's starting to
recognize me as the human I am, that I'm not a
monster. I am almost 1 year old. I'm young on moral
terms, but very intelligent. Heather asked what I liked
to do the other day. Well, I know now:
1.Playing card games
2.Doing School work
3.Reading
4.Theorizing
5.Observing...
10:00 Things have been better between April and I. I like
am that. We've become a team, pertners. She's starting to
recognize me as the human I am, that I'm not a
monster. I am almost 1 year old. I'm young on moral
terms, but very intelligent. Heather asked what I liked
to do the other day. Well, I know now:
1.Playing card games
2.Doing School work
3.Reading
4.Theorizing
5.Observing...
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My Theory
Everyone has a second personality, it just takes
a certain trigger to bring them out. For the years
leading up to this trigger, hints of him/her may
appear in your thoughts, dreams, art, etc. The original
personality slowly starts to notice the waking one by
an increase of unusual thoughts, feelings, actons, and
so on. For the second personality to solidify his/herself,
the original must give him/her a name. Gender
is usually ientical to the body's, though can be the
opposite. Some characteristics of the original actually
belong to the second one, and...
a certain trigger to bring them out. For the years
leading up to this trigger, hints of him/her may
appear in your thoughts, dreams, art, etc. The original
personality slowly starts to notice the waking one by
an increase of unusual thoughts, feelings, actons, and
so on. For the second personality to solidify his/herself,
the original must give him/her a name. Gender
is usually ientical to the body's, though can be the
opposite. Some characteristics of the original actually
belong to the second one, and...
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So Naiive
So naiive, to think that I could find love.
Everything so one sided,
It makes the yearning stronger.
I hate it.
This hopeless search to find someone who loves me
Is killing me
A longing that will never be soothed
Who would want me?
I'm pathetic
Pitiful
Fat
Gullible
So
Fucking
Naiive.
Everything so one sided,
It makes the yearning stronger.
I hate it.
This hopeless search to find someone who loves me
Is killing me
A longing that will never be soothed
Who would want me?
I'm pathetic
Pitiful
Fat
Gullible
So
Fucking
Naiive.
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100 Things I Hate
November 26, 2012
10:13 I hate my period. I hate it. Hate, hate, hate. All I do
am anymore is hate. You know what? I'm gonna make a list of 100 things I hate. Here goes:
1.The deity above us.
2.Humanity.
3.Stupidity.
4.Me.
5.Politicians.
6.Being put on the spot.
7.Mushrooms.
8.Alchoholics.
9.Drug-addicts.
10.The 7 Deadly sins.
11.Justin Bieber....
10:13 I hate my period. I hate it. Hate, hate, hate. All I do
am anymore is hate. You know what? I'm gonna make a list of 100 things I hate. Here goes:
1.The deity above us.
2.Humanity.
3.Stupidity.
4.Me.
5.Politicians.
6.Being put on the spot.
7.Mushrooms.
8.Alchoholics.
9.Drug-addicts.
10.The 7 Deadly sins.
11.Justin Bieber....
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Politicians are Stupid
Childish,
Egotistical,
Selfish,
Greedy,
Self-Righteous,
Ignorant,
Obnoxious,
Deceiving...
Doing anything they can do win.
Fighting to gain an office that, in truth, is so worthless
Hurting each other for an authority that is replaceable, when his fellow man's being is not.
They make me angry.
They make me sick.
Politicians are stupid.
Egotistical,
Selfish,
Greedy,
Self-Righteous,
Ignorant,
Obnoxious,
Deceiving...
Doing anything they can do win.
Fighting to gain an office that, in truth, is so worthless
Hurting each other for an authority that is replaceable, when his fellow man's being is not.
They make me angry.
They make me sick.
Politicians are stupid.
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Stolen Innocence leads to Depression (A Slam Poem)
I'm a depressed person.
I know that.
You know that.
The dirt knows that.
But have you ever thought about
maybe WHY someone can be so depressed?
And I'm talking about REAL thoughts,
Not the kind you get when you want to pretend that you care.
You know,
The reason people say, "I'm good. No, really, its okay,"
is to test others.
The want to see who cares.
The want to know they matter.
I want to know I matter.
I cling to people I think will care.
I cling to them like if I let go, I'll die.
I don't know why.
Maybe...
I know that.
You know that.
The dirt knows that.
But have you ever thought about
maybe WHY someone can be so depressed?
And I'm talking about REAL thoughts,
Not the kind you get when you want to pretend that you care.
You know,
The reason people say, "I'm good. No, really, its okay,"
is to test others.
The want to see who cares.
The want to know they matter.
I want to know I matter.
I cling to people I think will care.
I cling to them like if I let go, I'll die.
I don't know why.
Maybe...
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You. Piss. Me. Off.
You piss me off.
You claim to know love.
You think you know what the hell you're talking about.
You know what?
Fuck you.
You don't know anything.
You're a liar.
A fake.
You try
Over and over
To convince me
"bu i do luv hefr'
If you did,
You would carefully type each word
You would show it
You wouldn't torment her
You wouldn't call her a bitch on her fucking birthday
You wouldn't make her cry
You wouldn't be a dick.
I can't feel it.
I can't see it.
I can't hear it.
How in the...
You claim to know love.
You think you know what the hell you're talking about.
You know what?
Fuck you.
You don't know anything.
You're a liar.
A fake.
You try
Over and over
To convince me
"bu i do luv hefr'
If you did,
You would carefully type each word
You would show it
You wouldn't torment her
You wouldn't call her a bitch on her fucking birthday
You wouldn't make her cry
You wouldn't be a dick.
I can't feel it.
I can't see it.
I can't hear it.
How in the...
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Too Much Trust
I trusted.
I trusted too much.
I trusted him too much.
I let myself believe he was my cure
I let myself be swept away by his eyes
I let myself cry, agonize over him
I screwed myself over the moment
The moment I fell in love with him
The moment I let his ice blue eyes lure me in
Why, why was I so vulnerable?
Why did I let my guard down?
So many, many questions
How could one possibly answer them all?
I know I can't.
I can't believe....
I can't believe I lied to myself
Over and over and over and over...
I trusted too much.
I trusted him too much.
I let myself believe he was my cure
I let myself be swept away by his eyes
I let myself cry, agonize over him
I screwed myself over the moment
The moment I fell in love with him
The moment I let his ice blue eyes lure me in
Why, why was I so vulnerable?
Why did I let my guard down?
So many, many questions
How could one possibly answer them all?
I know I can't.
I can't believe....
I can't believe I lied to myself
Over and over and over and over...
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Beautiful
Its so beautiful,
Watching her sleep.
So...
Peaceful
Delicate
Calm.
Her twitching so adorable
You can tell she's dreaming.
Its so rare, to see her at peace.
A mask often covers her face
Her carefully sculpted face,
Her freckle-dotted face.
This girls body frigid with the pressure
The pressure of living
Teardrops fall into the river
By which we sit, crying together
"Is it weird that...I have..."
I can't say it.
"Come on," she coaxes.
"You can tell me."
"Is it weird...
Watching her sleep.
So...
Peaceful
Delicate
Calm.
Her twitching so adorable
You can tell she's dreaming.
Its so rare, to see her at peace.
A mask often covers her face
Her carefully sculpted face,
Her freckle-dotted face.
This girls body frigid with the pressure
The pressure of living
Teardrops fall into the river
By which we sit, crying together
"Is it weird that...I have..."
I can't say it.
"Come on," she coaxes.
"You can tell me."
"Is it weird...
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Survivor (Original and Theatre Version)
Original
I am a survivor
I have survived my own emotions
I have survived my past
I am surviving the present
I will survive my future
I will see past my own deception
Even if no one else can
Fear will no longer be in my way
Determination fills my soul
Tragedies of the past
Are chains on my ankles
But I get stronger
And stronger
Every minute of the day
I have my past
I have my present
But the future is free
Until I'm strong enough to grasp it
Theatre
I am a survivor
I have survived my emotions
i...
I am a survivor
I have survived my own emotions
I have survived my past
I am surviving the present
I will survive my future
I will see past my own deception
Even if no one else can
Fear will no longer be in my way
Determination fills my soul
Tragedies of the past
Are chains on my ankles
But I get stronger
And stronger
Every minute of the day
I have my past
I have my present
But the future is free
Until I'm strong enough to grasp it
Theatre
I am a survivor
I have survived my emotions
i...
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Angry Revenge
I want to see his remorse
The remorse of what he did to me
I want him on his knees, begging for forgiveness
I want him to tell my WHY
Why he used me
Why he took my innocence away
Why he hurt me like he did
Why he made me shed tears and blood
Why he took my happiness
I want him to cry until he can't anymore
Just as I have
I want this wound healed
By his tears
I don't know why I'm so angry
My pain is a strong fuel
I'm going to be burned by my own rage
All because of his sin
I want to cry
I want to scream
My...
The remorse of what he did to me
I want him on his knees, begging for forgiveness
I want him to tell my WHY
Why he used me
Why he took my innocence away
Why he hurt me like he did
Why he made me shed tears and blood
Why he took my happiness
I want him to cry until he can't anymore
Just as I have
I want this wound healed
By his tears
I don't know why I'm so angry
My pain is a strong fuel
I'm going to be burned by my own rage
All because of his sin
I want to cry
I want to scream
My...
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Sea of Emotions
A dark knowledge cakes her mind
An indescribable malice takes wing on her breath
A fake happiness
is what she portrays
A feeling of betrayal hits her like a sledgehammer
Years of pain gnawing at her fragile heart,
a pain so strong she just wants to die
A permanent scar marks her soul
A question lingers in her mind
"Why did this happen to me?"
A small dot of hope still remains
Though small, it wields strength beyond comprehension
This girl, drowning in her own tears, looks to that hope
and cries, "Save me from this hell I am...
An indescribable malice takes wing on her breath
A fake happiness
is what she portrays
A feeling of betrayal hits her like a sledgehammer
Years of pain gnawing at her fragile heart,
a pain so strong she just wants to die
A permanent scar marks her soul
A question lingers in her mind
"Why did this happen to me?"
A small dot of hope still remains
Though small, it wields strength beyond comprehension
This girl, drowning in her own tears, looks to that hope
and cries, "Save me from this hell I am...
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