Submissions by wolfiegirltala (Kizu-chan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm somewhat of an armature poet, I mostly do free verse. Most of my poetry is dark and depressing. I've done my share when it comes to experience, but as I said before, I'm still gathering teh knowledges.
That Little Girl
Trapped in this bubble of darkness she weeps
The lost little girl afraid to let her shield recede
She cowers, shaking with a fear she doesn't understand
Letting her doubts flood her soul to the brim
Claw marks cover her body, but blood doesn't come out
Instead the dark red fluid embodies her tears
They etch little marks in her once flawless skin
She wants to scream but she can’t
She wants to reach but she is just so weak
Who is this unfortunate little girl that is so in need?
Nobody can see her
She is invisible to those who don’t look for her...
The lost little girl afraid to let her shield recede
She cowers, shaking with a fear she doesn't understand
Letting her doubts flood her soul to the brim
Claw marks cover her body, but blood doesn't come out
Instead the dark red fluid embodies her tears
They etch little marks in her once flawless skin
She wants to scream but she can’t
She wants to reach but she is just so weak
Who is this unfortunate little girl that is so in need?
Nobody can see her
She is invisible to those who don’t look for her...
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Wash It Away
Rain, Rain
Pour from the heavens
Rain, Rain
Run over my sins
Rain, Rain
Dribble down my back
Rain, Rain
Seep into my skin
Rain, Rain
Flow through my veins
Rain, Rain
Fill my heart
Rain, Rain
Purge me of this blackness
Rain, Rain
Wash it away
Rain, Rain
Take it to my eyes
Rain, Rain
Run down my skin
Rain, Rain
Drop to the floor
Rain, Rain
Rise back to the heavens
Rain, Rain
Come back again someday
Pour from the heavens
Rain, Rain
Run over my sins
Rain, Rain
Dribble down my back
Rain, Rain
Seep into my skin
Rain, Rain
Flow through my veins
Rain, Rain
Fill my heart
Rain, Rain
Purge me of this blackness
Rain, Rain
Wash it away
Rain, Rain
Take it to my eyes
Rain, Rain
Run down my skin
Rain, Rain
Drop to the floor
Rain, Rain
Rise back to the heavens
Rain, Rain
Come back again someday
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When?
When?
When will this cycle of pain cease?
When will trust be honored?
When will I have to stop hiding to be safe?
When will people stop breaking my heart?
I want to trust
I want to love.
But my heart seems to be just a goddamn toy
That everyone can play with.
And I'm left over with the shit.
The pain
The suffering
All for what?
Selfish self pity
Fake heroism
It makes me sick to the bone.
It makes me vomit.
I can't understand why they do this to me
I never will.
So, until I...
When will this cycle of pain cease?
When will trust be honored?
When will I have to stop hiding to be safe?
When will people stop breaking my heart?
I want to trust
I want to love.
But my heart seems to be just a goddamn toy
That everyone can play with.
And I'm left over with the shit.
The pain
The suffering
All for what?
Selfish self pity
Fake heroism
It makes me sick to the bone.
It makes me vomit.
I can't understand why they do this to me
I never will.
So, until I...
711 reads
1 Comment
What True Love Is
I think...
I know what it is now.
Love.
What is true love?
How can you tell?
I can't get close enough to her
I can't get enough of her
I can't love her enough
I can't explain it
I can't breathe without her
I can't think without her
I can't feel without her.
I can't help but feel
Like I want to melt into her
Become one with her.
This is my true love.
She feels my pain
She feels my sorrow
She feels my happiness
She feels ME.
If she tells me "You're beautiful,"
I can't NOT...
I know what it is now.
Love.
What is true love?
How can you tell?
I can't get close enough to her
I can't get enough of her
I can't love her enough
I can't explain it
I can't breathe without her
I can't think without her
I can't feel without her.
I can't help but feel
Like I want to melt into her
Become one with her.
This is my true love.
She feels my pain
She feels my sorrow
She feels my happiness
She feels ME.
If she tells me "You're beautiful,"
I can't NOT...
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For Just One Minute
For just one minute,
I want to be happy with you.
For just one day,
I'd like to really smile at you.
For just one week,
I'd like to say "Good Morning" and mean it.
For just one month,
I'd love to trust you.
For just one year,
I want to be your daughter again.
For just one moment...
I want my mother back.
I want to be happy with you.
For just one day,
I'd like to really smile at you.
For just one week,
I'd like to say "Good Morning" and mean it.
For just one month,
I'd love to trust you.
For just one year,
I want to be your daughter again.
For just one moment...
I want my mother back.
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The One I Will Become
I will not become
Him
The man rotting in his cell
For the heinous crimes he committed
I will not spew my shit
On some innocent child
I will fight this lust
In any way I can
I will become
The woman
Who holds others high
With her pain and her story
I will become
The woman
That ends this chain
Of crippling pain
I will become
The exact opposite
of Him
I'll mend other's wounds
With my own
The memories that pain me
Will be the antidote
To their poison
That
Is the one I will...
Him
The man rotting in his cell
For the heinous crimes he committed
I will not spew my shit
On some innocent child
I will fight this lust
In any way I can
I will become
The woman
Who holds others high
With her pain and her story
I will become
The woman
That ends this chain
Of crippling pain
I will become
The exact opposite
of Him
I'll mend other's wounds
With my own
The memories that pain me
Will be the antidote
To their poison
That
Is the one I will...
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Not So Bad
Yes,
I have faults
Faults,
I don't deny them
Them,
I hope I can change
Change,
Just for you
You,
Can you hear me?
Me,
I'm dying
Dying,
Don't you see the blood?
Blood,
Its everywhere
Everywhere,
I look for you, but you aren't there
There,
I said it.
It,
I confessed.
Confessed,
My thoughts.
Thoughts,
Can't get rid of them.
Them,
The images of you.
You,
Why won't you save me?
Me,
I guess it could be worse.
Worse,
Its not so bad, thinking of you.
You,
I love...
I have faults
Faults,
I don't deny them
Them,
I hope I can change
Change,
Just for you
You,
Can you hear me?
Me,
I'm dying
Dying,
Don't you see the blood?
Blood,
Its everywhere
Everywhere,
I look for you, but you aren't there
There,
I said it.
It,
I confessed.
Confessed,
My thoughts.
Thoughts,
Can't get rid of them.
Them,
The images of you.
You,
Why won't you save me?
Me,
I guess it could be worse.
Worse,
Its not so bad, thinking of you.
You,
I love...
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Dark Minded
Through the curtain
You can see my thoughts
The morbidity of it all
Is mesmerizing...
The dark colours swarm about like flies
My mind decaying before your eyes
The horrors forever staining your innocence
The blood
The screams
The mud caking the skin
The chains
Beautiful, isn't it?
Fear fills your body along with adrenaline
As a sinister laugh fills your ears
And ice forms in the pit of your soul
Oh, are you going to run?
Are you scared?
I would hope so.
Only the insane can stand
My
Sick
Angry...
You can see my thoughts
The morbidity of it all
Is mesmerizing...
The dark colours swarm about like flies
My mind decaying before your eyes
The horrors forever staining your innocence
The blood
The screams
The mud caking the skin
The chains
Beautiful, isn't it?
Fear fills your body along with adrenaline
As a sinister laugh fills your ears
And ice forms in the pit of your soul
Oh, are you going to run?
Are you scared?
I would hope so.
Only the insane can stand
My
Sick
Angry...
809 reads
1 Comment
Its Far From Over
Though the holidays are halfway gone
The yearning is just too strong
The pain isn't any weaker
The wound isn't any smaller
Blood continues to seep slowly
Down my skin
Along with the tears
This empty pain
To strong to bear
Loneliness is hard to cure
You can wish and wish and wish
The only thing it will do for you
Is create more and more pain
More longing
More tears.
I want this to end
I want this to be done
But I know
It is Far from Over.
The yearning is just too strong
The pain isn't any weaker
The wound isn't any smaller
Blood continues to seep slowly
Down my skin
Along with the tears
This empty pain
To strong to bear
Loneliness is hard to cure
You can wish and wish and wish
The only thing it will do for you
Is create more and more pain
More longing
More tears.
I want this to end
I want this to be done
But I know
It is Far from Over.
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The Pressure
761 reads
2 Comments
So One-Sided
I watch her from a distance
Her alluring smile
Her amazing laugh
Her hilarious sarcasm
I know I can't have her
I know that its just me.
I know that it might just be fake,
Just infatuation.
But I want to know
I want to know the difference
Maybe she can help...
Or maybe not.
Kidding myself won't do any good.
Denial is even more useless.
Convincing my mind to believe
That someone could love
A worthless rat like me.
Having crushes left and right
When did I get so fucking messed up?
Why am I so desprate?
Love couldn't...
Her alluring smile
Her amazing laugh
Her hilarious sarcasm
I know I can't have her
I know that its just me.
I know that it might just be fake,
Just infatuation.
But I want to know
I want to know the difference
Maybe she can help...
Or maybe not.
Kidding myself won't do any good.
Denial is even more useless.
Convincing my mind to believe
That someone could love
A worthless rat like me.
Having crushes left and right
When did I get so fucking messed up?
Why am I so desprate?
Love couldn't...
811 reads
2 Comments
I Understand
813 reads
2 Comments
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