Submissions by wesser1
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
A GIFT OF LOVE
YOU WERE A DESPERATE PLEA
UPON THE ONE ABOVE
I WAS A FACELESS SPECTOR
IN YOUR DEEPEST SUBCONSCIOUS DREAMS
TWO SEPARATE PATHS BOUND TO CROSS
BOTH SO DIFFERENT BUT YET NEEDING THE SAME
BOTH WANTING TO GIVE
BUT NOT KNOWING HOW OR WHEN
ONE NIGHT DESTINED
SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME
WE BARED OUR INNER SOULS
SUSPRESSED FEELINGS RUSHED
THEN OVERFLOWED OUR BODIES AND MINDS
FEELINGS, SENSATIONS SINCE FORGOTTEN
NOW OVERWHELMED US
STIMULATING AND TOUCHING AREAS
NUN BEFORE KNEW
THOUGHTS ONLY DREAMED OF
TAKING PLACE IN MUTUAL...
UPON THE ONE ABOVE
I WAS A FACELESS SPECTOR
IN YOUR DEEPEST SUBCONSCIOUS DREAMS
TWO SEPARATE PATHS BOUND TO CROSS
BOTH SO DIFFERENT BUT YET NEEDING THE SAME
BOTH WANTING TO GIVE
BUT NOT KNOWING HOW OR WHEN
ONE NIGHT DESTINED
SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME
WE BARED OUR INNER SOULS
SUSPRESSED FEELINGS RUSHED
THEN OVERFLOWED OUR BODIES AND MINDS
FEELINGS, SENSATIONS SINCE FORGOTTEN
NOW OVERWHELMED US
STIMULATING AND TOUCHING AREAS
NUN BEFORE KNEW
THOUGHTS ONLY DREAMED OF
TAKING PLACE IN MUTUAL...
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FORBIDDEN DESTINY
LEAVES OF GRAY
SKIES OF DARK
COLD AND EVIL BREEZES
FLOW THROUGH MY TORMENTED SOUL
SARCASM, HATRED AND DESPAIR
LAY PROFOUNDLY BEFORE MY EYES
MY DESIRES AND WANTS
FORBIDDEN, FORGOT
LAID TO ROT
SHATTERED LIVES
DISMEMBERED DREAMS
FRIVOLOUS SCREAMS
IGNORED, NEVER HEARD
NOT WANTED TO BE SEEN
YOUNG LIVES
DESTROYED AND DISTORTED
THROWN ASIDE
A NUISANCE, A PEST
TO NEVER HAVE BEEN BORN
WOULD HAVE BEEN BEST
DENIED,...
SKIES OF DARK
COLD AND EVIL BREEZES
FLOW THROUGH MY TORMENTED SOUL
SARCASM, HATRED AND DESPAIR
LAY PROFOUNDLY BEFORE MY EYES
MY DESIRES AND WANTS
FORBIDDEN, FORGOT
LAID TO ROT
SHATTERED LIVES
DISMEMBERED DREAMS
FRIVOLOUS SCREAMS
IGNORED, NEVER HEARD
NOT WANTED TO BE SEEN
YOUNG LIVES
DESTROYED AND DISTORTED
THROWN ASIDE
A NUISANCE, A PEST
TO NEVER HAVE BEEN BORN
WOULD HAVE BEEN BEST
DENIED,...
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FOR THE LOVE OF ONE SO SMALL
EVERY UNSHED TEAR IS A PLEA FOR HELP
WHICH ARE NEVER SEEN OR EVEN HEARD
PLEASE RELEASE ME
FROM THE OVERWHELMING PAIN
BEATING DOWN ON ME
RELENTLESS, UNWELDING
ATTACKING THE REMAINING RUINS
WHICH USED TO BE ME
AN EMPTY CARCASS
NO LONGER IS THERE
A REASON TO GO ON
I GAVE IT ALL UP FOR THEM
THAT WE MIGHT BE AS ONE
NOW I'VE LOST BOTH
AND WORST OF ALL MYSELF
SHE SAYS HE'LL ALWAYS BE ME
BUT WITH NO SAY AND NO TIME
ALL I DO IS SEE HER
WHY CAN'T SHE SEE
WHY CAN'T SHE TRY
ALWAYS FOR OTHERS
NEVER FOR ME
IT'S...
WHICH ARE NEVER SEEN OR EVEN HEARD
PLEASE RELEASE ME
FROM THE OVERWHELMING PAIN
BEATING DOWN ON ME
RELENTLESS, UNWELDING
ATTACKING THE REMAINING RUINS
WHICH USED TO BE ME
AN EMPTY CARCASS
NO LONGER IS THERE
A REASON TO GO ON
I GAVE IT ALL UP FOR THEM
THAT WE MIGHT BE AS ONE
NOW I'VE LOST BOTH
AND WORST OF ALL MYSELF
SHE SAYS HE'LL ALWAYS BE ME
BUT WITH NO SAY AND NO TIME
ALL I DO IS SEE HER
WHY CAN'T SHE SEE
WHY CAN'T SHE TRY
ALWAYS FOR OTHERS
NEVER FOR ME
IT'S...
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UNCOVERED EYES
DESPAIR, REGRETS
FEELING BETRAYED
SELF PERSECUTION
FOR I SAW AND BROUGHT ON
MY OWN CRUCIFIXION
THAT WHICH I'VE REENACTED
MANY A TIME IN LONG AGO
AND NOT SO DISTANT DAYS
TRUST GIVEN TO ALL
RESPECTED BY NONE
LIES, DECEIT
EXCUSES AND BLAME
ALL FEEBLE ATTEMPTS OF DENYING
BETRAYAL AND SHAME
BUT THESE ARE JUST A FEW PLAYERS
WHEN A GLASS PIPE
IS PART OF THE GAME
I SAW IGNORANCE
NO STUPIDITY
BUT DID NOTHING
ALWAYS EXPECTING GOOD
WHEN THERE WAS NONE TO BEGIN
WHY MUST I BE SO FORGIVING
WHEN I KNOW
THE...
FEELING BETRAYED
SELF PERSECUTION
FOR I SAW AND BROUGHT ON
MY OWN CRUCIFIXION
THAT WHICH I'VE REENACTED
MANY A TIME IN LONG AGO
AND NOT SO DISTANT DAYS
TRUST GIVEN TO ALL
RESPECTED BY NONE
LIES, DECEIT
EXCUSES AND BLAME
ALL FEEBLE ATTEMPTS OF DENYING
BETRAYAL AND SHAME
BUT THESE ARE JUST A FEW PLAYERS
WHEN A GLASS PIPE
IS PART OF THE GAME
I SAW IGNORANCE
NO STUPIDITY
BUT DID NOTHING
ALWAYS EXPECTING GOOD
WHEN THERE WAS NONE TO BEGIN
WHY MUST I BE SO FORGIVING
WHEN I KNOW
THE...
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RELEASE
Watching the shadows go by
Passing through the windows into my mind
Bleakness, Darkness, feelings so unkind
Carcasses of the past
Have enveloped me at last
So I finally did
What had to be done
Eyes filled with Liquid Thoughts
Mouth upon a gun
Pulling the trigger
Set in motion long ago
The Cartridge twisting
Searing then Fragmenting
As it passes
The Inner most Thoughts of this
My now Cavernous Mind
Passing through the windows into my mind
Bleakness, Darkness, feelings so unkind
Carcasses of the past
Have enveloped me at last
So I finally did
What had to be done
Eyes filled with Liquid Thoughts
Mouth upon a gun
Pulling the trigger
Set in motion long ago
The Cartridge twisting
Searing then Fragmenting
As it passes
The Inner most Thoughts of this
My now Cavernous Mind
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LONELY BUT LOVED
Lonely without you here
Not kissing on my ears
Not being able
To hold you all night long
The feeling of security
All but gone
The thoughts of you
Bouncing around in my head
The fantasies of the night
All but dead
Wishing you were here
Laying by my side
So the feeling of lust
We would not have to hide
Yes this poem is for you
Saying in a way
That my love is true
Its been so long
Since we've been alone
I just wish we could
Share a single home
Time to ourselves
And the dreams we feel
Time to make...
Not kissing on my ears
Not being able
To hold you all night long
The feeling of security
All but gone
The thoughts of you
Bouncing around in my head
The fantasies of the night
All but dead
Wishing you were here
Laying by my side
So the feeling of lust
We would not have to hide
Yes this poem is for you
Saying in a way
That my love is true
Its been so long
Since we've been alone
I just wish we could
Share a single home
Time to ourselves
And the dreams we feel
Time to make...
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THE DARKNESS IN ME
The night is a reflection
Of my heart
Dark yet filled with life
Never knowing
Never showing
How I am deep inside
The hurt I feel
Is overwhelming
The light has no meaning
My heart is still screaming
Screaming for something
Far away
Something you cannot
Find during the day
The darkness is my guiding light
It makes me wonder
If my life Is truly right
If I could look in vain
Past the hurt
Past the pain
I think I could find
The true light in my heart
A heart that's as dark
As the night
The way I live...
Of my heart
Dark yet filled with life
Never knowing
Never showing
How I am deep inside
The hurt I feel
Is overwhelming
The light has no meaning
My heart is still screaming
Screaming for something
Far away
Something you cannot
Find during the day
The darkness is my guiding light
It makes me wonder
If my life Is truly right
If I could look in vain
Past the hurt
Past the pain
I think I could find
The true light in my heart
A heart that's as dark
As the night
The way I live...
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INSANITY
Insanity is like a drug
It burns deep in your heart and veins
Making your emotions go insane
You lose track of time
And control of your mind
Reality slips away
Day by Day
Until you cannot stand
The intensity of the pain
Then it comes to mind
The only thing left to do
A handful of drugs
And a bottle to your name
And as you slip away
You finally realize
You are no longer Insane...
It burns deep in your heart and veins
Making your emotions go insane
You lose track of time
And control of your mind
Reality slips away
Day by Day
Until you cannot stand
The intensity of the pain
Then it comes to mind
The only thing left to do
A handful of drugs
And a bottle to your name
And as you slip away
You finally realize
You are no longer Insane...
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LOVE OR LUST
Is it Love
Or is it Lust
Could it be
Her Loving touch
A feeling I need
Way to much
When we're making love
There's a feeling
Way deep inside
A feeling even
I cannot hide
Is it Love
Or is it Lust
The way I honestly feel
It's both I hope and trust...
Or is it Lust
Could it be
Her Loving touch
A feeling I need
Way to much
When we're making love
There's a feeling
Way deep inside
A feeling even
I cannot hide
Is it Love
Or is it Lust
The way I honestly feel
It's both I hope and trust...
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Sounds
The sounds I hear
Are the sounds I fear
The words of false Love
Whispered in my ear
You touch my body
Yet it is cold
Because your words of Love
Are growing so old
Making my body sick and queer
As you make false sounds
Of Love in my ears.......
Are the sounds I fear
The words of false Love
Whispered in my ear
You touch my body
Yet it is cold
Because your words of Love
Are growing so old
Making my body sick and queer
As you make false sounds
Of Love in my ears.......
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UNWANTED
Thoughts of death
Now running fast in my mind
How could I be so blind
My eyes were closed
To the reality
To the truth of it all
I'm not wanted
In this or any time
To pass away
Would be utter bliss
I know I wouldn't be
Remembered or missed
My memory would fade
Life would just go on
Without any thought
To the fact I would be gone
Some would cry
Others wouldn't care
I believe the coldness
I would feel
Is the only feeling
That is real
More real than the
Feelings I got from life
Falsities whispered...
Now running fast in my mind
How could I be so blind
My eyes were closed
To the reality
To the truth of it all
I'm not wanted
In this or any time
To pass away
Would be utter bliss
I know I wouldn't be
Remembered or missed
My memory would fade
Life would just go on
Without any thought
To the fact I would be gone
Some would cry
Others wouldn't care
I believe the coldness
I would feel
Is the only feeling
That is real
More real than the
Feelings I got from life
Falsities whispered...
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YOUR ROOM OF DARK
Loneliness Seems To Abound
Wherever
Love Can Be Found
Maybe One Too Many
Or No One Around
Then You Get Lucky
And Find Someone
To Accept Your Heart
But, Instead Of Loving
And Filling It Up
They Tear Your Heart Apart
What's The Use Of Continuing
There's No End In Sight
You Yearn For Someone
To Be At Your Side
Or To Comfort You
When You Cry
So Many Friends
But, No One To Love
You Sit In Your Room
Late At Night
Hands Pressed Together
Between Knees
Closed So Tight
Your Crying...
Wherever
Love Can Be Found
Maybe One Too Many
Or No One Around
Then You Get Lucky
And Find Someone
To Accept Your Heart
But, Instead Of Loving
And Filling It Up
They Tear Your Heart Apart
What's The Use Of Continuing
There's No End In Sight
You Yearn For Someone
To Be At Your Side
Or To Comfort You
When You Cry
So Many Friends
But, No One To Love
You Sit In Your Room
Late At Night
Hands Pressed Together
Between Knees
Closed So Tight
Your Crying...
592 reads
2 Comments
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