Submissions by wahillalosa

reprimand and quiet deceit
where solace and corruption meet
to and fro
they sway as one
picture just before my tongue
slip away and great defeat
on your knees...
...and in too deep
you weep.....
seeping souls spilling apathy.....
...thoughtless
splintered grains of tragedy
.....left to be....
.....faultless

and you...you wander...
...lost...
like your mothers
searching for a truth
....left undiscovered
...you weep...
in the uncertanties
and cling to tomorrows...
another graceless place....
a thoughtless taste.....only borrowed
....your weak....
finding empty meaning
in a thing youve never dreamt...
a sickly torment...
for a word youve never meant...
it dances in your midst...
this thing youd kill for,
wide eyed and reckless
envy dripping from you lips
you fight just to hold it
you fight to control it.......

wondering in a song,
closing the door with wild smiles
making the pieces turn in the light
then burning the page in denial
wake to coming back again and spin this in your mind
a place you seem to free your eyes
from darkness left implied
another sickly apology a fast and cruel goodbye
slips away tomorrow before crawling back inside
sheltering our eyes from sorrows and a certain kind of truth
it rips apart the space between
and what was left of you
you lost it just before this plea a promised innocence in shame
with lines and lies and...

its so interesting, in the worst sense, and in the worst way. its laughable to me as i sit here watching it crumble and fail. this treasure i fought for, i bled for....and honestly...i died for. now its sour in my mouth, boring, and unsatisfying. if i doubted my damaged mind before, i surely see its failed me now. is there nothing that can fill me? is there noone who can ever see me? i poor a drink, and swallow my bad intentions....laughing to my self at his selfishness. i wonder quietly, how bad it will hurt him when im gone. when i disappear and leave him here alone with his uglyness. i...