Submissions by utenaka (cyanide kid102)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
We have something to say to each other, and how well we argue - you drew passions, i am full of grounds. /F.N.
ANGER POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2015 11:49am
23rd Apr 2015 11:49am
f**k this shit
since fall of januar
the ugly big world
watch my dasein
in my little and outmost private world
49 in loony bin
going nright colourful cheerful game
of volunteer-fellow sufferers-artists
how to drive me mad
or get me to suicide.
dear inquisitors, clevermonkeyman, baby-people
i have been long ago suicided
on my poly-tragedy
you restless project
the swelled world troubles
to make me be rockus and loud..
& i had been!
reading of madman Artaud
i recognise simmilarity me either
hate and renounce on all mind and god...
the ugly big world
watch my dasein
in my little and outmost private world
49 in loony bin
going nright colourful cheerful game
of volunteer-fellow sufferers-artists
how to drive me mad
or get me to suicide.
dear inquisitors, clevermonkeyman, baby-people
i have been long ago suicided
on my poly-tragedy
you restless project
the swelled world troubles
to make me be rockus and loud..
& i had been!
reading of madman Artaud
i recognise simmilarity me either
hate and renounce on all mind and god...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2015 11:53am
22nd Apr 2015 11:53am
to my very executioners
дом горит мужик не видит
дом горит мужик не знает
что козлом на свет родился
за...
дом горит мужик не знает
что козлом на свет родился
за...
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Apr 2015 11:35am
21st Apr 2015 11:35am
there is an old story
L.
paint on me your wicked comics
call me douchebag
spit in my well
torture me with needles and knives
poison my marrow
envenom my cat
though, i still obey you
like this foolish virgin
in 'une saison en enfer'.
i will go for you in jail
i will be pariah
silly insane
convict of penal servitude
i will desist from dissident labour
because i feel like
behind of...
paint on me your wicked comics
call me douchebag
spit in my well
torture me with needles and knives
poison my marrow
envenom my cat
though, i still obey you
like this foolish virgin
in 'une saison en enfer'.
i will go for you in jail
i will be pariah
silly insane
convict of penal servitude
i will desist from dissident labour
because i feel like
behind of...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
20th Apr 2015 11:49am
20th Apr 2015 11:49am
One old ...soliloguy
blah blah blah black sheep
one chick says to me:
'we all want the same
unity, unisono, unisex, harmony and such beautiful stuff...'
i wondered upon it since all i know
in friendship
is kneeing for keen perception
is void of tight connection
is competition of egos
and never mutual pronunciation
of the current points of dissatisfaction
i might be wrong
when I claimed such
quality in kinships
like in song
'missisipi goddam' Nina Simon has spelled..
to certain point when we need sincerity
it begins fair of cynic...
one chick says to me:
'we all want the same
unity, unisono, unisex, harmony and such beautiful stuff...'
i wondered upon it since all i know
in friendship
is kneeing for keen perception
is void of tight connection
is competition of egos
and never mutual pronunciation
of the current points of dissatisfaction
i might be wrong
when I claimed such
quality in kinships
like in song
'missisipi goddam' Nina Simon has spelled..
to certain point when we need sincerity
it begins fair of cynic...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Apr 2015 11:42am
20th Apr 2015 11:42am
Chronic of dasein of your zozo le skizzo in ´loony bin
me,anonymous writing hand, aka utenaka,aka urban gad, aka elena verdaga, aka hellena dimitroff, akka modesta fagoticelii, aka eddie legasten, aka dura 102, aka cinematardis, aka ernesta gaunt, grave concillor, aka persephonoff, aka maxim illedoff, aka klavva illedof, aka tash transon, perro semihundido be-be, kusya, aka rolanda delenevengarda
all this nome de quirre were invented not for emasculated games and enterntaiment of lovers of art, but alone with a fragile hope to share with another subterrain underdog or little comminity the obscure brotherhood.
to fond in...
all this nome de quirre were invented not for emasculated games and enterntaiment of lovers of art, but alone with a fragile hope to share with another subterrain underdog or little comminity the obscure brotherhood.
to fond in...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Apr 2015 3:42pm
17th Apr 2015 3:42pm
letter from town K.
D.E.
thus there is nothing made more ignobly useless and superfluous than the organ called heart
which is the dirtiest means which the being has been able
to invent to pump life into me
the movements of the heart are nothing else as maneuver
by which the being relieves himself on mefor me to take
that which i ceaselessly refuse to take from him
that is to say that is how i live
The beings are that virtually parasitic life which is created
on the margin of the true life
and which ends by having the pretention to...
thus there is nothing made more ignobly useless and superfluous than the organ called heart
which is the dirtiest means which the being has been able
to invent to pump life into me
the movements of the heart are nothing else as maneuver
by which the being relieves himself on mefor me to take
that which i ceaselessly refuse to take from him
that is to say that is how i live
The beings are that virtually parasitic life which is created
on the margin of the true life
and which ends by having the pretention to...
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ANGER POEM
Published
15th Apr 2015 3:13pm
15th Apr 2015 3:13pm
wanted: aid to incarcernated in psycho.ward.
here i must recite Kathy Acker, who recite George Bataille who said "that all society wants to do is propagate itself. like any junkie, maintain.
Law is the basis of society. Identity is only Law. Because the Law does not recognize anything other than itself, it caanot recognizeany one or thing that is different from it, any radical difference. Law is neither messy nor confused, above all, it is not black."
being summarily for 12th mobnth incarcernated, i slowly get impression that state want from me like from zozo le skizzo, that i keep it a mirror of its ugly face, what...
Law is the basis of society. Identity is only Law. Because the Law does not recognize anything other than itself, it caanot recognizeany one or thing that is different from it, any radical difference. Law is neither messy nor confused, above all, it is not black."
being summarily for 12th mobnth incarcernated, i slowly get impression that state want from me like from zozo le skizzo, that i keep it a mirror of its ugly face, what...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Apr 2015 2:06pm
14th Apr 2015 2:06pm
to my fellow suffereres on station in loony bin (now with few missed line of yesterday)
entweder klammen alle an mich oder verloassen mich ganz allein,
ich swöre Gatt jeder sekunde been für euch zu spät"
graffiti in smokeroom in loony bin
to individual who make wet my ultra thin roll paper i wish wet exsema on their fingers forever..
runinig runing runing
falling falling falling
ten spring away grim kamikaze way
i know i know
i have to lay low
when i spread me infinit thin
or when i contrar explode in in fretful rage
my riots , my guirrilla warfare
you immediatly...
ich swöre Gatt jeder sekunde been für euch zu spät"
graffiti in smokeroom in loony bin
to individual who make wet my ultra thin roll paper i wish wet exsema on their fingers forever..
runinig runing runing
falling falling falling
ten spring away grim kamikaze way
i know i know
i have to lay low
when i spread me infinit thin
or when i contrar explode in in fretful rage
my riots , my guirrilla warfare
you immediatly...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
13th Apr 2015 12:35pm
13th Apr 2015 12:35pm
two words of this pig-government of the land i misfortuned to dwell.
(actually it belong to category dark)
in berlin between 2008-2010were about 25-30 homeless women. and this nice government even doesnt open for these few poor women an asyl , where there they can dwell. just dose-hause, from 8p.m. to 8a.m. in this rich cuntry will anything normaly made to protect rich from poor. it really horrible how they treat those few homeless girls and woman. there perhaps clowns are required on the streets in emanation of on tragic fate..
a week ago it was tragic crash of plane Düsseldorf-Barcelona, 150 creatures died, whereas in our loony...
in berlin between 2008-2010were about 25-30 homeless women. and this nice government even doesnt open for these few poor women an asyl , where there they can dwell. just dose-hause, from 8p.m. to 8a.m. in this rich cuntry will anything normaly made to protect rich from poor. it really horrible how they treat those few homeless girls and woman. there perhaps clowns are required on the streets in emanation of on tragic fate..
a week ago it was tragic crash of plane Düsseldorf-Barcelona, 150 creatures died, whereas in our loony...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Apr 2015 12:29pm
13th Apr 2015 12:29pm
cherche la femme
here on the station in loony bin there few women injured by men, whileas by my trial to rise up our small feminist barricade against male oppression, they blink with their blank blue eyes, devour chocholate, and dress themself up 5 times a day in lurid sportiv dress. twisting tabacco of n sorts with cigaretten und cigarellos...
while me still in recent part, naive dreamer imagined that those creature who i met accordingly my serendipity are FEMININE CREATUREs..no matter female , male or transgender. what a foute!
like wise Kathy Acker said : a woman, who lives in...
while me still in recent part, naive dreamer imagined that those creature who i met accordingly my serendipity are FEMININE CREATUREs..no matter female , male or transgender. what a foute!
like wise Kathy Acker said : a woman, who lives in...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
27th Mar 2015 12:01pm
27th Mar 2015 12:01pm
heute nacht weinte kathy acker and jean cocteau
since 9 april 2013 till 22 january 2015 dup was my dearly exile. still now , despite burglers found me via dup in january, dup continues to be my single exile. eye should to publish here few of my reports and may be some of "easay" and trip-hop psalms which i scribed every night in in the inquisitiondom sport club med, where i "dwell", but alas i have no chance to do it, cos library-visit time is short and eye am slomo and my "poems" are a little bit long.
here in loony bin, i finally grasp the notion of josef boyce, that everyone is an artist....
here in loony bin, i finally grasp the notion of josef boyce, that everyone is an artist....
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ANGER POEM
Published
25th Mar 2015 3:57pm
25th Mar 2015 3:57pm
instead of KOTZEN &MOTZEN jam-session
from persephonoff to uncyclopedia ragtag:
Here from my Hades. i let you know , that you are disdained arrogand jew cottery of pseudo-satirists, who let the starving stranger , who faints from this deserted civilisation not just die, but slaying him with your synthetic sticky pork-swords.
p.s. the most tragic thing to me that lady ada lovelace is a friend of uncyclopedia. Once with your beautiful hand you touched my moribund heart.
obvisiously i still didnt learn to yell as Dirty and Evil like you wanted me do in your 71page epistole-"instruction" which i...
Here from my Hades. i let you know , that you are disdained arrogand jew cottery of pseudo-satirists, who let the starving stranger , who faints from this deserted civilisation not just die, but slaying him with your synthetic sticky pork-swords.
p.s. the most tragic thing to me that lady ada lovelace is a friend of uncyclopedia. Once with your beautiful hand you touched my moribund heart.
obvisiously i still didnt learn to yell as Dirty and Evil like you wanted me do in your 71page epistole-"instruction" which i...
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