Submissions by tsnider711
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
COLLEGE EDUCATED JUNKIE
A mind that's twisted
A soul that's worthy of death
A past of regret
A nobody worth nothing
One who must suffer
One who inflicted pain
One who sold his soul
The drug addict
The liar and user
The unreliable
Borrower and beggar
Pawn shop star
Seller of it all
Looking to buy a early death
Cant trust no one
Starting with myself
I just go with the lies
Accept the knock offs
Pretend they genuine
No thought to my answers
I'm wrong on every question
Hold my opinion ...
A soul that's worthy of death
A past of regret
A nobody worth nothing
One who must suffer
One who inflicted pain
One who sold his soul
The drug addict
The liar and user
The unreliable
Borrower and beggar
Pawn shop star
Seller of it all
Looking to buy a early death
Cant trust no one
Starting with myself
I just go with the lies
Accept the knock offs
Pretend they genuine
No thought to my answers
I'm wrong on every question
Hold my opinion ...
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Memory Full
The truth hurts the pockets of sellers
Lack of cash reduces amount of buyers
The merchandise loses value till Friday
Everybody comes looking after checks are cashed
Relief from reality for 1 night
The pictures the memory takes
Holds us over till next week
For that you sacrifice this
Neither was going to last
How important is eating everyday anyway
Ramen noodles still 19 cents
Life decisions by life's lower class
It's day by day till we fill a week that leads to a month
Look back after 12 realizing we been stuck for another...
Lack of cash reduces amount of buyers
The merchandise loses value till Friday
Everybody comes looking after checks are cashed
Relief from reality for 1 night
The pictures the memory takes
Holds us over till next week
For that you sacrifice this
Neither was going to last
How important is eating everyday anyway
Ramen noodles still 19 cents
Life decisions by life's lower class
It's day by day till we fill a week that leads to a month
Look back after 12 realizing we been stuck for another...
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f**ked up World
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HALF AS SLOW
"HALF AS SLOW"
I'm hurt
Not call 911 I need a doc hurt
That mental and emotional pain
The kind that wakes u at night from a dead sleep
Leaves you with shit you can't let go
That makes time tic twice as slow
How does 1 cope
With anything that frees ones mind
Alcohol ,sex, porn and well you know
Spending money like I have it to blow
Last months rent just got paid
Tomorrow next months due
Each trip could be the one
Yet head for another g
Know I'm being followed
Stopping for a pregnancy test
Now...
I'm hurt
Not call 911 I need a doc hurt
That mental and emotional pain
The kind that wakes u at night from a dead sleep
Leaves you with shit you can't let go
That makes time tic twice as slow
How does 1 cope
With anything that frees ones mind
Alcohol ,sex, porn and well you know
Spending money like I have it to blow
Last months rent just got paid
Tomorrow next months due
Each trip could be the one
Yet head for another g
Know I'm being followed
Stopping for a pregnancy test
Now...
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WWE, MATH and WET WIPES
"WWE, MATH and WET WIPES"
I believe pro wrestling is real when talking to my nephew
That 7th grade math is the hardest thing ever as my daughter tells it
I believe every life matters
That racism won't go away as long as color is used in our description
Standing for the national anthem
That pro athletes are overpaid
Rice cookers are a waste
Gays are no different then straights
Expect cooler to hang out with and have less hate
I believe in equal pay
Taking blame
Correcting mistakes
And picking up the mess your dog...
I believe pro wrestling is real when talking to my nephew
That 7th grade math is the hardest thing ever as my daughter tells it
I believe every life matters
That racism won't go away as long as color is used in our description
Standing for the national anthem
That pro athletes are overpaid
Rice cookers are a waste
Gays are no different then straights
Expect cooler to hang out with and have less hate
I believe in equal pay
Taking blame
Correcting mistakes
And picking up the mess your dog...
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BEDREST DREAMS
"BEDREST DREAMS"
Been stuck on this bed for 6 days
Flat of my back
Like a overworked whore
fighting off killer bees
Blocking Chinese stars
mental Koreans throw
While this old couple fondles me
With hot s'mores
I never been harder
My toes cramping
As everything suddenly stops
Door slowly opens
A 3'10 midget chick
Naked and shaved
Holding a slice of carrot cake
With a devish grin appears
And for the first time I'm a believer
Been stuck on this bed for 6 days
Flat of my back
Like a overworked whore
fighting off killer bees
Blocking Chinese stars
mental Koreans throw
While this old couple fondles me
With hot s'mores
I never been harder
My toes cramping
As everything suddenly stops
Door slowly opens
A 3'10 midget chick
Naked and shaved
Holding a slice of carrot cake
With a devish grin appears
And for the first time I'm a believer
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JESUS, PAM AND ME
Grab a gun and shoot me now
My brakes are shot so I can't stop
Out of controlle in a peaceful state of mind
Singing Look ma no hands
As I hold them high
Like I was a black man
Weapons drawn so I pull my eraser
Removed their trigger finger
Oh shit I'm speeding up
About to do a Paul Walker
Vin Diesel say something nice about me
I'm out of brothers I give a shit about
So Get Eminem to finish this for me
Wait I thought of another line
Hear two kids say momma he's crazy
Slapped them both as I yelled
You ain't the...
My brakes are shot so I can't stop
Out of controlle in a peaceful state of mind
Singing Look ma no hands
As I hold them high
Like I was a black man
Weapons drawn so I pull my eraser
Removed their trigger finger
Oh shit I'm speeding up
About to do a Paul Walker
Vin Diesel say something nice about me
I'm out of brothers I give a shit about
So Get Eminem to finish this for me
Wait I thought of another line
Hear two kids say momma he's crazy
Slapped them both as I yelled
You ain't the...
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THE SUN IS SHINING BEHIND IT ALL
"THE SUN IS SHINING BEHIND IT ALL"
I find myself more frequently roaming the 12 th floor
Looking down thinking it would be a quick ending
I pace from the elevator to the back stairs
Then back trying to convince myself
But something always stops me
Won't let me get to that point on the edge where I need to be
It's not my kid
Cause I think she forgot me
Overhear her voice once every 4 months
When she calls to tell her mom she's broke
My wife wouldn't be what's keeping me
Only time she ain't yelling is once every 4...
I find myself more frequently roaming the 12 th floor
Looking down thinking it would be a quick ending
I pace from the elevator to the back stairs
Then back trying to convince myself
But something always stops me
Won't let me get to that point on the edge where I need to be
It's not my kid
Cause I think she forgot me
Overhear her voice once every 4 months
When she calls to tell her mom she's broke
My wife wouldn't be what's keeping me
Only time she ain't yelling is once every 4...
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SORRY BUT IM AN ADDICT WHO NEEDS .......
"Sorry but I'm a addict who needs......"
I sit in the alley wrapped up
As the sweat collects the dirt which runs down my face
Shaking feeling death move in
Couldn't tell you the date , time or what day it is
Need a fix so I have to make a move
To make a move I need to stand
Split with 50 different personalities
Each demanding to be fed
Made my wife leave
Has my kids fatherless
From head of household to no house to go to
Begging for change to refill my needle
Lent out my bike to fill the pipe
Without the...
I sit in the alley wrapped up
As the sweat collects the dirt which runs down my face
Shaking feeling death move in
Couldn't tell you the date , time or what day it is
Need a fix so I have to make a move
To make a move I need to stand
Split with 50 different personalities
Each demanding to be fed
Made my wife leave
Has my kids fatherless
From head of household to no house to go to
Begging for change to refill my needle
Lent out my bike to fill the pipe
Without the...
900 reads
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THE VALUE OF NOTHING
THE VALUE OF NOTHING
Nobody told me about this side of life
The dark and eerie
The secrets of sinners
Lost and mislead
The one I put myself in
Been little Debbie broke
That's 2 honey buns shared
Over 3 square meals
Slept with the tv on
Sound of static drown the noise of hunger
Had my priorities more fucked up
Then Eric Wright had priority
Seen my brother forced to the streets
Falsely accused
And called upon way to soon
6 years after my mother suffered
2 rounds of chemo couldn't stop it ...
Nobody told me about this side of life
The dark and eerie
The secrets of sinners
Lost and mislead
The one I put myself in
Been little Debbie broke
That's 2 honey buns shared
Over 3 square meals
Slept with the tv on
Sound of static drown the noise of hunger
Had my priorities more fucked up
Then Eric Wright had priority
Seen my brother forced to the streets
Falsely accused
And called upon way to soon
6 years after my mother suffered
2 rounds of chemo couldn't stop it ...
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BACK TO THE BEGINNING
Been waiting awhile for this
Knew you would break in due time
Alittle patience is all it take
A weak mind with no Hope
Sitting alone cradling Jack
Inside I'm chanting yes like Daniel
I'm the boss like Brian
A killer b teaming with Blair
And here's the facts of life
Im late for this so I'm speeding like Diana's driver
Hard to understand like Tony
Need captions for that Brit
Bow your head and get to your Knee
Laughing like I'm watching Aries
Spears
This is your crash site where you get burned Barker
It's 10pm you...
Knew you would break in due time
Alittle patience is all it take
A weak mind with no Hope
Sitting alone cradling Jack
Inside I'm chanting yes like Daniel
I'm the boss like Brian
A killer b teaming with Blair
And here's the facts of life
Im late for this so I'm speeding like Diana's driver
Hard to understand like Tony
Need captions for that Brit
Bow your head and get to your Knee
Laughing like I'm watching Aries
Spears
This is your crash site where you get burned Barker
It's 10pm you...
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HATE LIFE
"HATE LIFE"
I hate life
The world and people who fill it
The must dos
Must haves
Over priced for under built shit
The judgmental dicks
Free loafers expecting hand outs
Liars ..cheaters.. Non and believers
Those 1 uppers
Gay haters
Negative types
Ones thinking they better
Having kids they can't afford
Protesting personal decisions
The kind that never look in your eyes
We all know atleast 1 to claim so much love for us
Just to fuck us
To hell with them
And sexiest bitches
Not full equal...
I hate life
The world and people who fill it
The must dos
Must haves
Over priced for under built shit
The judgmental dicks
Free loafers expecting hand outs
Liars ..cheaters.. Non and believers
Those 1 uppers
Gay haters
Negative types
Ones thinking they better
Having kids they can't afford
Protesting personal decisions
The kind that never look in your eyes
We all know atleast 1 to claim so much love for us
Just to fuck us
To hell with them
And sexiest bitches
Not full equal...
569 reads
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