Submissions by tina_rawrmonster
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
cursive
When I form my lines
When I perfect my techniques
I hid my pain beneath the ink
I can't just scribble
Im forced to think
Emotions brought to life
I traded my pen for a knife
With this blood I write my life
Just another soul escaping in the night
As if my pen has finally died
My veins emptying my worthless life
As my well drys up and feather falls apart
My lungs beg for air as my heat had given up
Who knew cursive could save my life
The patterns burned in my brain
The letters missing every major vein
Now I write on paper...
When I perfect my techniques
I hid my pain beneath the ink
I can't just scribble
Im forced to think
Emotions brought to life
I traded my pen for a knife
With this blood I write my life
Just another soul escaping in the night
As if my pen has finally died
My veins emptying my worthless life
As my well drys up and feather falls apart
My lungs beg for air as my heat had given up
Who knew cursive could save my life
The patterns burned in my brain
The letters missing every major vein
Now I write on paper...
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the curse
We admire their strength
We love their muscles
We keep them pleased
We take their rage
We wear the bruises
We hide the shame
We call it love taps
It's the curse of a womans heart
We admire their intelligence
We love their sophistication
We keep them entertained
We take the mental abuse
We cover up the depression
We block out the world
We deny the signs
It's the cures of a womans heart
We admire their age
We love their attention
We keep them close
We take the drugs
We get taken advantage ...
We love their muscles
We keep them pleased
We take their rage
We wear the bruises
We hide the shame
We call it love taps
It's the curse of a womans heart
We admire their intelligence
We love their sophistication
We keep them entertained
We take the mental abuse
We cover up the depression
We block out the world
We deny the signs
It's the cures of a womans heart
We admire their age
We love their attention
We keep them close
We take the drugs
We get taken advantage ...
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in a daze
She sits on the bus she is a part of something
People surround her,but she sits alone
staring out the window wondering to herself
If people say they love me why do I feel pain
Holding back her emotions painting her smile
Kids who know emotion who read her signs
Keep walking by and ignoring her calls
She wants to feel, she wants the smile
the bus stops they all stand
They look down and see her laying there
Walk by and whisper, they want to help
But, they just sit and watch her cry
She tries her hardest and succeeds
One little mistake and...
People surround her,but she sits alone
staring out the window wondering to herself
If people say they love me why do I feel pain
Holding back her emotions painting her smile
Kids who know emotion who read her signs
Keep walking by and ignoring her calls
She wants to feel, she wants the smile
the bus stops they all stand
They look down and see her laying there
Walk by and whisper, they want to help
But, they just sit and watch her cry
She tries her hardest and succeeds
One little mistake and...
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mirror mirror
Mirror mirror on the wall
You see me rise you see me fall
You reflect to me all my pain
You know how I've gone insane
So with this knife
I'll spare a life
You finally know I've broken
You see all my words unspoken
As I watch your pieces fall
I will finally know it all
Why I live and why I die
I'll watch the tears from my eyes
And see it was my pain
That's the reason I've gone insane
I know that your just glass
But you've seen my past
Mirror you are the one who knows
Of all my scars I have to show
No one knows me quite...
You see me rise you see me fall
You reflect to me all my pain
You know how I've gone insane
So with this knife
I'll spare a life
You finally know I've broken
You see all my words unspoken
As I watch your pieces fall
I will finally know it all
Why I live and why I die
I'll watch the tears from my eyes
And see it was my pain
That's the reason I've gone insane
I know that your just glass
But you've seen my past
Mirror you are the one who knows
Of all my scars I have to show
No one knows me quite...
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The poets heart
I am a puppet
without a master
I am the empty shell
emotions fight within
each taking time to wear the mask
I am the mask, they wear me
I have no free will
they each fight for a turn to show
who will I become next
my heart fills with words
they write a story
but, when its my turn to tell it
I crumble for I am many trapped in one
My heart speaks the loudest
But is shy when faced with the fight for freedom
without a master
I am the empty shell
emotions fight within
each taking time to wear the mask
I am the mask, they wear me
I have no free will
they each fight for a turn to show
who will I become next
my heart fills with words
they write a story
but, when its my turn to tell it
I crumble for I am many trapped in one
My heart speaks the loudest
But is shy when faced with the fight for freedom
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the whole truth
air filled with hatred
she breathes in the toxic fumes
welcome to high school
she breathes in the toxic fumes
welcome to high school
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pain is weakness
Growing up I was the oldest
Growing up I was the strongest
Growing up I was the leader
Growing up I took the punishment
I pent up all my emotion
I kept my feelings held back
I never shed a tear
I never lost my temper
I never showed fear
I was not allowed
Growing up I was the oldest
Growing up I was the strongest
Growing up I was the leader
Growing up I took the punishment
Now I can't love
I'm afraid to talk
I'm afraid to touch
I'm afraid to care
I'm afraid to date
I'm afraid to live
Because...
Growing up I was the strongest
Growing up I was the leader
Growing up I took the punishment
I pent up all my emotion
I kept my feelings held back
I never shed a tear
I never lost my temper
I never showed fear
I was not allowed
Growing up I was the oldest
Growing up I was the strongest
Growing up I was the leader
Growing up I took the punishment
Now I can't love
I'm afraid to talk
I'm afraid to touch
I'm afraid to care
I'm afraid to date
I'm afraid to live
Because...
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the unreachable goal
We walk by in the halls
We make eye contact everyday
We built up fragile walls
I see you urge to talk
You see me mourning for a conversation
We let the day fly away
Never to say a simple greeting
The pain of want is far to high
We will never get a chance to say bye
If we never even say hi.
We make eye contact everyday
We built up fragile walls
I see you urge to talk
You see me mourning for a conversation
We let the day fly away
Never to say a simple greeting
The pain of want is far to high
We will never get a chance to say bye
If we never even say hi.
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His love for her
I thought you so amazing gorgeous
that I wanted to have a future with you
the day I met you I couldn't keep my eyes off of you
you seem so perfect to me and you are insanely intelligent everytime I see that you even saw my message it makes me smile makes me feel happy for once and even the thought of a relationship with you gives me hope.
Your hugs are like some type of healing solution
because when I hug you it makes me feel so much better
than anything I have ever felt.
I don't want to go out and say I love you but at the same time
I really do. You...
that I wanted to have a future with you
the day I met you I couldn't keep my eyes off of you
you seem so perfect to me and you are insanely intelligent everytime I see that you even saw my message it makes me smile makes me feel happy for once and even the thought of a relationship with you gives me hope.
Your hugs are like some type of healing solution
because when I hug you it makes me feel so much better
than anything I have ever felt.
I don't want to go out and say I love you but at the same time
I really do. You...
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Daddys little failure
You look at me and say I'm your little girl
you constantly put me down and tell me I'm wrong
I do everything I'm told, And a little bit more
But all I get in return is.... three hour lectures on how I messed it up
I get told I'm a failure no not told I get screamed at all you do is tell me how bad I am and how big of a failure I've become, you don't help me you break me,
your not lifting me up
your pushing me down
I try to please you but,
all I get in return is you telling me and all my friends that I am a failure and I will amount to nothing, why should I...
you constantly put me down and tell me I'm wrong
I do everything I'm told, And a little bit more
But all I get in return is.... three hour lectures on how I messed it up
I get told I'm a failure no not told I get screamed at all you do is tell me how bad I am and how big of a failure I've become, you don't help me you break me,
your not lifting me up
your pushing me down
I try to please you but,
all I get in return is you telling me and all my friends that I am a failure and I will amount to nothing, why should I...
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