Submissions by ticktock
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2014 12:22pm
27th Aug 2014 12:22pm
getting close
Death sounds sweat
My mindset Is bleak
I feel weak
I cannot speak
I'm going numb
Fighting myself
With all I have
convincing myself
Its not that bad
I want to die
I know its sad
But I'm going mad
My mindset Is bleak
I feel weak
I cannot speak
I'm going numb
Fighting myself
With all I have
convincing myself
Its not that bad
I want to die
I know its sad
But I'm going mad
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2014 2:36pm
24th Aug 2014 2:36pm
no title
I should slit my wrists
And call it good
Slip from this world
This nightmare
This curse
I want to die
I'm getting close
My soul is dead
My mind is next
Emotions are numb
I think I finally quit.
And call it good
Slip from this world
This nightmare
This curse
I want to die
I'm getting close
My soul is dead
My mind is next
Emotions are numb
I think I finally quit.
637 reads
SELF POEM
Published
6th Jul 2014 3:03pm
6th Jul 2014 3:03pm
day by day
Tears are falling
They will not stop
My head is pounding
My heart feels numb
My soul is fighting
To keep me going on
Its a losing battle
As I hold this gun
Hammer cocked
Ready to go
Today might be the day
I might end this pain
But who's to say tomorrow
Won't be a better day
Will I find out
I never know
They will not stop
My head is pounding
My heart feels numb
My soul is fighting
To keep me going on
Its a losing battle
As I hold this gun
Hammer cocked
Ready to go
Today might be the day
I might end this pain
But who's to say tomorrow
Won't be a better day
Will I find out
I never know
653 reads
SELF POEM
Published
5th Jul 2014 2:34pm
5th Jul 2014 2:34pm
no title
My Emotions run deep
Like the scars on my leg
A twisted past
That seems like fate
Being raped and abused
Made me who I am
A shell of a man
That searches for pain
Scars on my knuckles
Show pent up anger and hate
The look in my eyes
makes me ashamed
Of who I am now
And what I could have been
This shell of a man
Just might give in
To the person I really am
A sadistic prick
A dark and evil person
That lives within
One person can save me
I do not know if they know
that they can pull me out of this life...
Like the scars on my leg
A twisted past
That seems like fate
Being raped and abused
Made me who I am
A shell of a man
That searches for pain
Scars on my knuckles
Show pent up anger and hate
The look in my eyes
makes me ashamed
Of who I am now
And what I could have been
This shell of a man
Just might give in
To the person I really am
A sadistic prick
A dark and evil person
That lives within
One person can save me
I do not know if they know
that they can pull me out of this life...
588 reads
SELF POEM
Published
28th May 2014 7:03pm
28th May 2014 7:03pm
unfinshed
Will this ever end
This torment in my head
Hissing voices
That sound the same
A souless body
That won't complain
A distant memory
Of who I was
A life I can't seem to give enough
Giving up is not a choice
But moving on
Won't suffice
Stuck in one place
Not knowing what path to take
Being told how to live
Does nothing but
Fuck with my head
Giving more than what I have
Just to be reconized as a good man
This torment in my head
Hissing voices
That sound the same
A souless body
That won't complain
A distant memory
Of who I was
A life I can't seem to give enough
Giving up is not a choice
But moving on
Won't suffice
Stuck in one place
Not knowing what path to take
Being told how to live
Does nothing but
Fuck with my head
Giving more than what I have
Just to be reconized as a good man
586 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Apr 2014 1:03pm
27th Apr 2014 1:03pm
No title
Numb I am
To this land
This is the end
The rope is short
It shall be quick
I've lost my mind
And I finally quit
To this land
This is the end
The rope is short
It shall be quick
I've lost my mind
And I finally quit
593 reads
DARK POEM
Published
18th Dec 2013 10:16am
18th Dec 2013 10:16am
fear from within
tiring feeling
Broken in will
A shackled angel
Wanting to fly
Beasts from within
In fire they dance
Forever keeping
A unholy trance
Pent up anger
released in a cry
Cold in breath
Wanting to die
circuming slowy
To fire and rage
Forever knowing
There is no escape
Broken in will
A shackled angel
Wanting to fly
Beasts from within
In fire they dance
Forever keeping
A unholy trance
Pent up anger
released in a cry
Cold in breath
Wanting to die
circuming slowy
To fire and rage
Forever knowing
There is no escape
829 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Dec 2013 11:31pm
15th Dec 2013 11:31pm
Past
The pain that you caused
I carry with me still
The things that you did
I cannot tell
The way that you broke me
I remember still
The way that you touched me
Makes me want to kill
The scars that you left
Aren't as apparent you see
They stay covered up
For no one to see
Nobody comes and nobody sees
The deeds that you did
While you were near me
I will never forgive you
I will never forget
Cursing your name
In hopes that your dead
I carry with me still
The things that you did
I cannot tell
The way that you broke me
I remember still
The way that you touched me
Makes me want to kill
The scars that you left
Aren't as apparent you see
They stay covered up
For no one to see
Nobody comes and nobody sees
The deeds that you did
While you were near me
I will never forgive you
I will never forget
Cursing your name
In hopes that your dead
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th Dec 2013 4:59pm
15th Dec 2013 4:59pm
Jack
This bottle of medicine
Liquid courage you see
It helps me fight off
The demons inside of me
It renders me useless
And numb as one can be
To not have this bottle
Would no doubt kill me.
Liquid courage you see
It helps me fight off
The demons inside of me
It renders me useless
And numb as one can be
To not have this bottle
Would no doubt kill me.
676 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Dec 2013 12:40pm
14th Dec 2013 12:40pm
You will see
In darkness it comes
in darkness it lurks
to feast on your fear
and render you inert
He will cause you to cry
He will cause you to fall
He will pick you back up
Just to back you into a wall
You will take your best shot
Only to find
You cannot fight
What lives in your mind
His name is deppression
The devils true name
And just wait until
You play his dark twisted game
in darkness it lurks
to feast on your fear
and render you inert
He will cause you to cry
He will cause you to fall
He will pick you back up
Just to back you into a wall
You will take your best shot
Only to find
You cannot fight
What lives in your mind
His name is deppression
The devils true name
And just wait until
You play his dark twisted game
870 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Dec 2013 10:07am
14th Dec 2013 10:07am
the first
I kiss your soft lips.
And look into your eyes.
I feel your love burning.
And it brightens my eyes.
I take you by your hand.
And show you the way.
Down a path of happiness.
With a promise I won't stray.
And look into your eyes.
I feel your love burning.
And it brightens my eyes.
I take you by your hand.
And show you the way.
Down a path of happiness.
With a promise I won't stray.
662 reads
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