Submissions by st33fbaby (Stef)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
astral projection
A minute before unconsiousness
Pop! Shake! Paralyze
Can't move stiff limbs
Only the inhuman eyes
Fears grows into a cloud of blackness
Knowledge ceases to exist
Depersonalization
Time to take off
Shell of being lay dead
Energy hovers above
Swim in a sea of ecstasy
Delight, insight
I am me
Astrally
Pop! Shake! Paralyze
Can't move stiff limbs
Only the inhuman eyes
Fears grows into a cloud of blackness
Knowledge ceases to exist
Depersonalization
Time to take off
Shell of being lay dead
Energy hovers above
Swim in a sea of ecstasy
Delight, insight
I am me
Astrally
1833 reads
3 Comments
slave
Lost in the core of a crowd
consisting of maniacs on rage,
I find myself dwindling in
a dark haze of confusion and shame
There's no exit, no back door out
Only something in relation to the
Underground Railroad
Slaves...
I am a slave
The new age, everyone seems to enjoy,
but I want out. Out of this mess
Is such a thing even possible? Or
do I have to break through -- myself?
Crumbled insides, crumbled me
Lost spirit, lost dreams
Just a slave
consisting of maniacs on rage,
I find myself dwindling in
a dark haze of confusion and shame
There's no exit, no back door out
Only something in relation to the
Underground Railroad
Slaves...
I am a slave
The new age, everyone seems to enjoy,
but I want out. Out of this mess
Is such a thing even possible? Or
do I have to break through -- myself?
Crumbled insides, crumbled me
Lost spirit, lost dreams
Just a slave
941 reads
2 Comments
the city
City of wake
Never sleeps
Urine streets
Poison intake
Road rats
Starving insides
Eating flies
Lust for fat
Busy bees
On-the-go
Flying home
Metal trees
Lost children
Pacing grounds
Pushed down
City villian
Acrid odors
Evoking nausea
Wasting contents
Messy shoulder
Time flies
Roads race
Lightning pace
People die
Save her
She dechays
Smoggy haze
No more
New York
Never sleeps
Urine streets
Poison intake
Road rats
Starving insides
Eating flies
Lust for fat
Busy bees
On-the-go
Flying home
Metal trees
Lost children
Pacing grounds
Pushed down
City villian
Acrid odors
Evoking nausea
Wasting contents
Messy shoulder
Time flies
Roads race
Lightning pace
People die
Save her
She dechays
Smoggy haze
No more
New York
823 reads
0 Comments
the butterflies - III
Still waiting,
Still wondering,
Still hoping, dreaming, crying
Grip remains strong,
Her wings have grown weak
Soul aches, but she persists
Such persistance...
He is still gone -- where did he go?
Is he only living in her head?
Dead in every other form?
She tries. Contact. Post.
She still loves him
No other butterfly could
make her feel
could
fuel her heart
could ...
Still wondering,
Still hoping, dreaming, crying
Grip remains strong,
Her wings have grown weak
Soul aches, but she persists
Such persistance...
He is still gone -- where did he go?
Is he only living in her head?
Dead in every other form?
She tries. Contact. Post.
She still loves him
No other butterfly could
make her feel
could
fuel her heart
could ...
749 reads
0 Comments
the butterflies - II
She holds her grip, won't let go
Something once so great, just can't die
The butterflies died, somehow
Her soul still lingers, lost, in search-mode
He still ceases to exist, he perished
Reincarnation,
Reunited with another mass of energy
Jealousy
He travels on, yet she is stuck...
...so stuck
Something once so great, just can't die
The butterflies died, somehow
Her soul still lingers, lost, in search-mode
He still ceases to exist, he perished
Reincarnation,
Reunited with another mass of energy
Jealousy
He travels on, yet she is stuck...
...so stuck
661 reads
0 Comments
does he remember...
Does he remember...
iceskating? camping?
me running, him chasing?
sickness? he took care of me
saved me, loved me
endless summer parties?
sexual-encounters? four
condoms in a night!
narcotics annonymous?
lost my keychain, he
gave me his, how
gentleman-like!
such love. june, july, september
10th it ended. time of
my life. shrooms? broken
promises. he changed
my life, i'm going
to find him...
...one day
iceskating? camping?
me running, him chasing?
sickness? he took care of me
saved me, loved me
endless summer parties?
sexual-encounters? four
condoms in a night!
narcotics annonymous?
lost my keychain, he
gave me his, how
gentleman-like!
such love. june, july, september
10th it ended. time of
my life. shrooms? broken
promises. he changed
my life, i'm going
to find him...
...one day
762 reads
2 Comments
the mirror
Cracked and shattered
like the bones of venison
strung out on the side of the road
Separated and sharpened
like beams of thought energy
shooting through the canals
of my scattered brain
Stepped on and played on
during a night of
lustful games and
sexual play
The broken mirror,
creation of long memories
of a wild night
like the bones of venison
strung out on the side of the road
Separated and sharpened
like beams of thought energy
shooting through the canals
of my scattered brain
Stepped on and played on
during a night of
lustful games and
sexual play
The broken mirror,
creation of long memories
of a wild night
682 reads
0 Comments
sickness
The sickness, it's what
makes you feel alive
makes you realize you're human
inevitable demon
pain, twitch, nausea
let it in, it's only
the beginning
the hypnagogic state of mind
won't cure the disease,
your guns & tanks
won't slaughter it
experience
sickness
it's what makes us,
keeps us
sane and real
makes you feel alive
makes you realize you're human
inevitable demon
pain, twitch, nausea
let it in, it's only
the beginning
the hypnagogic state of mind
won't cure the disease,
your guns & tanks
won't slaughter it
experience
sickness
it's what makes us,
keeps us
sane and real
1050 reads
4 Comments
little girl
Alone in an alley,
the little girl weeps
tale-tell, how her
mother died
confrontation,
beautiful baby
in a basket
let me take you
home
nourish
lies and surprise
the rapist sighs,
aggravation, weeps, and cries
of the little girl
helpless in demise
severed lips,
bloody finger tips and
tiny hips
yet the game persists
little girl grows elderly
scarred, scared...
the little girl weeps
tale-tell, how her
mother died
confrontation,
beautiful baby
in a basket
let me take you
home
nourish
lies and surprise
the rapist sighs,
aggravation, weeps, and cries
of the little girl
helpless in demise
severed lips,
bloody finger tips and
tiny hips
yet the game persists
little girl grows elderly
scarred, scared...
808 reads
1 Comment
it meant nothing
A night of childish play
topped with lustful games
ends in confusion and
cravings
the next day
Meet again, my dear sweet
Tonight shall we meet on the
street
Feelings of addiction open
and penetrate our now
vulnerable physical shells
Let it in, it's about to begin
Withdraws, want, strong mental desire
eat the lioness
topped with lustful games
ends in confusion and
cravings
the next day
Meet again, my dear sweet
Tonight shall we meet on the
street
Feelings of addiction open
and penetrate our now
vulnerable physical shells
Let it in, it's about to begin
Withdraws, want, strong mental desire
eat the lioness
721 reads
1 Comment
the butterflies - I
Summers gone
Freedom ends
No more time
Can we make it?
Her soft lips tremble
His masculine hands ponder
Wild summer love, desire, need
Please don't end, she sad
I won't leave, he replied
Hesitation, aggravation, time
The two butterflies fly here and there
But they can't find eachother
What now?
Souls entwined forever
She dies, he cries, she waits, he hesitates
Only time...
Freedom ends
No more time
Can we make it?
Her soft lips tremble
His masculine hands ponder
Wild summer love, desire, need
Please don't end, she sad
I won't leave, he replied
Hesitation, aggravation, time
The two butterflies fly here and there
But they can't find eachother
What now?
Souls entwined forever
She dies, he cries, she waits, he hesitates
Only time...
644 reads
0 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by st33fbaby (Stef)