Submissions by soulreaper13 (Sanixsa Darkcry)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i have alot to get off my chest so i write poetry and let my pencil or pen fly as i smack down my silent words onto paper and make them come to life through words.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
7th Apr 2011 9:10pm
7th Apr 2011 9:10pm
tic toc
tic toc
tic toc
the sound of the clock
unruly un calming
tic toc
sitting on top of the white sheet paper
tic toc
waiting for news
listening to my heart
beating so fast
floding the ears of the girl
awaiting for something
good bad
lost in your own thoughts
not hearing the door open
and the man in white
holding your fate
starting out with
"how old are you?"
thats when she realizes shes screwed
tic toc
the sound of the clock
unruly un calming
tic toc
sitting on top of the white sheet paper
tic toc
waiting for news
listening to my heart
beating so fast
floding the ears of the girl
awaiting for something
good bad
lost in your own thoughts
not hearing the door open
and the man in white
holding your fate
starting out with
"how old are you?"
thats when she realizes shes screwed
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ANGER POEM
Published
6th Apr 2011 7:39pm
6th Apr 2011 7:39pm
sunshine
sunshine my only sunshine
you make me happy
you make me proud
STOP!!!! what about my sunshine
my only sunshine drifting away
to another day
watching and holding you up
holding your damn hand
when your scared
im there
im on the floor
talk about not taking it no more
sunshine my only sunshine
you shine
i turn into a dark rain cloud
trying to hide your sunshine away
sunshine meet darkness
the one who held
YOUR DAMN HAND!!!!
who HELPED with your damn plan
now im watching your sunshine drift away
pulling my hand...
you make me happy
you make me proud
STOP!!!! what about my sunshine
my only sunshine drifting away
to another day
watching and holding you up
holding your damn hand
when your scared
im there
im on the floor
talk about not taking it no more
sunshine my only sunshine
you shine
i turn into a dark rain cloud
trying to hide your sunshine away
sunshine meet darkness
the one who held
YOUR DAMN HAND!!!!
who HELPED with your damn plan
now im watching your sunshine drift away
pulling my hand...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Apr 2011 7:30pm
6th Apr 2011 7:30pm
tired
im so tired
watching and waiting
waitng and watching
talking to myself
tired of what you could of said
so tired
so wired
so up there
when im down here
tired of grabbing my sword
holding my shield
protecting you
from the demons the monsters
the me that could be
tired of fighting
tired of wandering around for you
so tired of you
watching and waiting
waitng and watching
talking to myself
tired of what you could of said
so tired
so wired
so up there
when im down here
tired of grabbing my sword
holding my shield
protecting you
from the demons the monsters
the me that could be
tired of fighting
tired of wandering around for you
so tired of you
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
5th Apr 2011 7:44pm
5th Apr 2011 7:44pm
dear diary
dear diary
im sorry i forgot you
i never wrote to you
i went away
i turned my back
diary im sorry
i left you
i never thought
what i did would hurt you
i stopped telling you my feelings
stopped crying my eyes out
pouring out my feelings to you'
when times got rough
diary i never meant it
i never meant to stay away for so long
im writng you now
before i say good bye
"thank you for staying at my side"
diary im sorry
sincerly....Me
im sorry i forgot you
i never wrote to you
i went away
i turned my back
diary im sorry
i left you
i never thought
what i did would hurt you
i stopped telling you my feelings
stopped crying my eyes out
pouring out my feelings to you'
when times got rough
diary i never meant it
i never meant to stay away for so long
im writng you now
before i say good bye
"thank you for staying at my side"
diary im sorry
sincerly....Me
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ANGER POEM
Published
5th Apr 2011 7:38pm
5th Apr 2011 7:38pm
never enough
its never enough
sitting here acting tough
rough enough to keep me down
my pleasant smile
turned into a scowl
a glare for a feeling
that wont ever be there
its never enough laying prostrate
begging for forgiviness
never enough for you
i dont want to disapoint you
i dont want you to reject me as your own
never enough smiles
its not enough to sit here
acting tough
acting up
never enough to just stand there
and take it
sitting here acting tough
rough enough to keep me down
my pleasant smile
turned into a scowl
a glare for a feeling
that wont ever be there
its never enough laying prostrate
begging for forgiviness
never enough for you
i dont want to disapoint you
i dont want you to reject me as your own
never enough smiles
its not enough to sit here
acting tough
acting up
never enough to just stand there
and take it
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Apr 2011 8:06pm
4th Apr 2011 8:06pm
flying
sitting on the ceiling
when your on the floor laid out
turning shifting without a doubt
looking up wondering what the hell is that about
floating mid air
will this high ever wear off
a teenager trying for the first time
thinking am i flying
looking so stupid will this ever end
lying on there silent
hearing them laughing
but not really grasping
what are they really saying????
am i brain dead
is my mind gone
i see myself looking down upon me
its saying
"you look so stupid,what where you thinking?"
exactly what...
when your on the floor laid out
turning shifting without a doubt
looking up wondering what the hell is that about
floating mid air
will this high ever wear off
a teenager trying for the first time
thinking am i flying
looking so stupid will this ever end
lying on there silent
hearing them laughing
but not really grasping
what are they really saying????
am i brain dead
is my mind gone
i see myself looking down upon me
its saying
"you look so stupid,what where you thinking?"
exactly what...
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Apr 2011 7:39pm
4th Apr 2011 7:39pm
in my head
the only sanctum i have
the reason to keep my room door shut
in my head reality is no more
lonliness is in the box in my hands
my tears drip down softly
in my head where sanity is delayed
on my own in this little black room
behind a white door
that i can only access
in my head the rage within me
turns into mighty power
the tears i cry burn my eyes
in my head im happy
the reason to keep my room door shut
in my head reality is no more
lonliness is in the box in my hands
my tears drip down softly
in my head where sanity is delayed
on my own in this little black room
behind a white door
that i can only access
in my head the rage within me
turns into mighty power
the tears i cry burn my eyes
in my head im happy
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Mar 2011 7:16pm
18th Mar 2011 7:16pm
me myself and why
its me and myself against a world
that wont acknowledge me
a world that can careless who the hell you are
me and myself only holding my knees
CRYING why do they all walk away from me
turning their backs ignoring me
they keep there distance so they can talk about me
i hear them
they hear you
coldness became my eyes
darkness became my spirit
my soul,
emptiness stays in my features
why you may ask
i dont know?
why do they mock me?
make fun of meinfront of me?
me and myself alone together
i sit infront of a mirror
to...
that wont acknowledge me
a world that can careless who the hell you are
me and myself only holding my knees
CRYING why do they all walk away from me
turning their backs ignoring me
they keep there distance so they can talk about me
i hear them
they hear you
coldness became my eyes
darkness became my spirit
my soul,
emptiness stays in my features
why you may ask
i dont know?
why do they mock me?
make fun of meinfront of me?
me and myself alone together
i sit infront of a mirror
to...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Mar 2011 7:03pm
18th Mar 2011 7:03pm
truth
Love me
hate me
despise me
rape me
kill me
forgive me
say my name one last time.
Loathe me
forbode me
intrust me
to your soul
forget me
relive me
shake me
and hold me home
hate me
despise me
rape me
kill me
forgive me
say my name one last time.
Loathe me
forbode me
intrust me
to your soul
forget me
relive me
shake me
and hold me home
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Mar 2011 9:19pm
10th Mar 2011 9:19pm
paper bombs
paper bomb oh paper bomb
killing many of the people i throw this at
blowing up talk about really blowing them away
i never regret it
i never cry
i just stand there and watch them die
i laugh in my head and smirk sly
i turn my back after the BOOM
its all there fault
its them who met there doom
paper bomb oh paper bomb
killing quick i should know
never knowing when it will go off
but when it does
it goes off on my person
ending the wicked person thee
oh paper bomb thank you for ending me softly
killing many of the people i throw this at
blowing up talk about really blowing them away
i never regret it
i never cry
i just stand there and watch them die
i laugh in my head and smirk sly
i turn my back after the BOOM
its all there fault
its them who met there doom
paper bomb oh paper bomb
killing quick i should know
never knowing when it will go off
but when it does
it goes off on my person
ending the wicked person thee
oh paper bomb thank you for ending me softly
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Mar 2011 8:08pm
9th Mar 2011 8:08pm
through my eyes
every day i hear it
everyday i see it
the lies the hate another mother devestated
a little child gone a little child dead
never knowing what is real what is fake
the news showing wars and hate crimes
everytime something different
we dont really care about we see
on the news because its a recording
come to some high schools
see the gangs the pot heads
teenage mothers walking around
with children babies and some on the way
that child has a different father
some of which are bastards
parents neglecting their kids
see things...
everyday i see it
the lies the hate another mother devestated
a little child gone a little child dead
never knowing what is real what is fake
the news showing wars and hate crimes
everytime something different
we dont really care about we see
on the news because its a recording
come to some high schools
see the gangs the pot heads
teenage mothers walking around
with children babies and some on the way
that child has a different father
some of which are bastards
parents neglecting their kids
see things...
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STORY POEM
Published
9th Mar 2011 7:55pm
9th Mar 2011 7:55pm
another world
living in a world were reality doesnt exist
a place were you can be whatever the hell you wanted
you can be a ninja a vampire anything
another world were your imagination flies
a world were everyone lives and you decide if they die
another world like an anime or a movie
like the lovely bones the in between
everyone is doing there own thing
another world were my imagination resides.
living there and standing in between the sunlight and moonlight
another world were you all can find me
to hell with this stupid reality
a place were you can be whatever the hell you wanted
you can be a ninja a vampire anything
another world were your imagination flies
a world were everyone lives and you decide if they die
another world like an anime or a movie
like the lovely bones the in between
everyone is doing there own thing
another world were my imagination resides.
living there and standing in between the sunlight and moonlight
another world were you all can find me
to hell with this stupid reality
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