Submissions by soulreaper13 (Sanixsa Darkcry)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i have alot to get off my chest so i write poetry and let my pencil or pen fly as i smack down my silent words onto paper and make them come to life through words.
SELF POEM
Published
17th Jun 2012 2:47am
17th Jun 2012 2:47am
invisible
alone in a full room
black and white
no sound.
things being rushed.
am i really standing?
or am i on the ground?
looking around
feeling like the see through glass
the tiny doll
that no one sees
screaming out nonsense
hoping that i too
will be visible please.
invisible blending into the wall
watching everyone laugh
and smile.
they feel it all.
like soft sand against your feet.
invisible and non existing like
the moaning ghost
like the monster growling under the bed
like the fairy who follows you to your...
black and white
no sound.
things being rushed.
am i really standing?
or am i on the ground?
looking around
feeling like the see through glass
the tiny doll
that no one sees
screaming out nonsense
hoping that i too
will be visible please.
invisible blending into the wall
watching everyone laugh
and smile.
they feel it all.
like soft sand against your feet.
invisible and non existing like
the moaning ghost
like the monster growling under the bed
like the fairy who follows you to your...
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Jun 2012 11:44pm
13th Jun 2012 11:44pm
Silent watcher
Sitting and waiting
Standing and watching.
Awaiting the chance to
To how can you say it
Keep you close.
The anger builds silently
Inside the silent watcher.
Who just awaits
for the chance to silence
The on going fiend
Who keeps rearing
It's despicable head.
Silent watcher
Patiently waiting
For the time to
Strike?
A silent watcher
Fixated on its prey.
Watching it
Waiting like the gentle
Yet violent spider.
Holding its breath
It becomes unbearable for
The silent watcher
To hold back it's
Rage....
Standing and watching.
Awaiting the chance to
To how can you say it
Keep you close.
The anger builds silently
Inside the silent watcher.
Who just awaits
for the chance to silence
The on going fiend
Who keeps rearing
It's despicable head.
Silent watcher
Patiently waiting
For the time to
Strike?
A silent watcher
Fixated on its prey.
Watching it
Waiting like the gentle
Yet violent spider.
Holding its breath
It becomes unbearable for
The silent watcher
To hold back it's
Rage....
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
22nd May 2012 1:18am
22nd May 2012 1:18am
note to self
note to self i miss you
everyday i go on
singing yet another sad song.
playing with fire
a lonesome hearts one desire.
note to self come back to me
you once were apart of me.
i need to know
i am suppose to be
i need to know who i am/
note to self i need you terribly
i can't believe this insanity
i can not see whats in front of me
come back to me
come back to me.
note to self
why have you abandoned me
cant you see
i miss you terribly?
why don't you come back to me?
note to self
i know why you left me
i see...
everyday i go on
singing yet another sad song.
playing with fire
a lonesome hearts one desire.
note to self come back to me
you once were apart of me.
i need to know
i am suppose to be
i need to know who i am/
note to self i need you terribly
i can't believe this insanity
i can not see whats in front of me
come back to me
come back to me.
note to self
why have you abandoned me
cant you see
i miss you terribly?
why don't you come back to me?
note to self
i know why you left me
i see...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd May 2012 1:01am
22nd May 2012 1:01am
hazy dreamer
lying on the ground
peering at the sky.
a hazy dreamer counts the stars
in the night sky.
batting eyelashes
wiping tears
closing thine eyes
hiding from the nightmares.
hazy dreamer
so innocent
so sweet.
the darkness of the world
hidden so deep.
a feeling of peace.
a feeling of remorse
letting life come live
through its course.
shutting thine eyes
letting a dream
take over.
wondering if
the nightmare will be over.
a hazy dreamer
the reality
has no truth.
a small whisper
coming from the...
peering at the sky.
a hazy dreamer counts the stars
in the night sky.
batting eyelashes
wiping tears
closing thine eyes
hiding from the nightmares.
hazy dreamer
so innocent
so sweet.
the darkness of the world
hidden so deep.
a feeling of peace.
a feeling of remorse
letting life come live
through its course.
shutting thine eyes
letting a dream
take over.
wondering if
the nightmare will be over.
a hazy dreamer
the reality
has no truth.
a small whisper
coming from the...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th May 2012 4:03am
18th May 2012 4:03am
cowards
does time await
when love devastates.
tears flow down the wrists
another engagement with
cowardliness bliss.
to afraid to speak
the words that can not be healed
cowards in the corner
letting their lies
be spilled.
the talking doesn't stop
nor does the tic tic toc.
peace of mind interrupted daily
cowards speak louder
then soft.
can not stand to walk by
the murmurs and whispers
catches my eye.
a hopeful glimpse of the
cowards eyes
letting out a breathe
an unworthy sigh.
cowards whisper never yell...
when love devastates.
tears flow down the wrists
another engagement with
cowardliness bliss.
to afraid to speak
the words that can not be healed
cowards in the corner
letting their lies
be spilled.
the talking doesn't stop
nor does the tic tic toc.
peace of mind interrupted daily
cowards speak louder
then soft.
can not stand to walk by
the murmurs and whispers
catches my eye.
a hopeful glimpse of the
cowards eyes
letting out a breathe
an unworthy sigh.
cowards whisper never yell...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th May 2012 00:35am
17th May 2012 00:35am
faces
one smiles
one cries
one screams
one is angry.
you can never predict
or contradict
you can never imagine
THE ANGER FILLING INSIDE!!!
the joyous smile given
just before the tears drop.
a smile
a laugh
a reason to stay
DAMN IT ALL ANY WAY!!
a tear being shed
face ever so red.
rolling down nothings new
SCREW ME NO SCREW YOU!
a loud scream
A deep howl
bellowing loudly almost like a bell.
WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO TO HELL!!
anger boils
a smile twists
tears fall lightly, quickly, then slowly
pain goes...
one cries
one screams
one is angry.
you can never predict
or contradict
you can never imagine
THE ANGER FILLING INSIDE!!!
the joyous smile given
just before the tears drop.
a smile
a laugh
a reason to stay
DAMN IT ALL ANY WAY!!
a tear being shed
face ever so red.
rolling down nothings new
SCREW ME NO SCREW YOU!
a loud scream
A deep howl
bellowing loudly almost like a bell.
WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO TO HELL!!
anger boils
a smile twists
tears fall lightly, quickly, then slowly
pain goes...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th May 2012 00:23am
17th May 2012 00:23am
Forgive me i'm tired
forgive me I'm tired
I'm tired of the lies
the shame.
am i the one to blame.
looking into eyes
feeling the flames.
hearing the stares speak
saying 'who the hell are you?'
i could answer but I'm tired.
I'm hiding a secret
holding onto a lie.
peering deep down into a hole.
wondering why my hope just dies.
forgive me i am tired.
tired of the smiles
those criticizing smiles.
those scorn filled glares.
the fake words that are said to soothe me.
tired of the fears
the tears that follow suit.
the blank expressions...
I'm tired of the lies
the shame.
am i the one to blame.
looking into eyes
feeling the flames.
hearing the stares speak
saying 'who the hell are you?'
i could answer but I'm tired.
I'm hiding a secret
holding onto a lie.
peering deep down into a hole.
wondering why my hope just dies.
forgive me i am tired.
tired of the smiles
those criticizing smiles.
those scorn filled glares.
the fake words that are said to soothe me.
tired of the fears
the tears that follow suit.
the blank expressions...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Mar 2012 2:03am
17th Mar 2012 2:03am
Am I who i say i Am
am i who i say i am
when i don't mutter a word
when i stand in the corner
hoping i wont be noticed.
am i who i say i am
am i a lover or friend?
who am i to say who i am?
who am you say?
i am what you see
i am what i choose
i am that no body that you
choose not to see.
am i who i say i am?
when i am the ghost of the memory
or the shadow of the horrible past
you chose not to remember
when i don't mutter a word
when i stand in the corner
hoping i wont be noticed.
am i who i say i am
am i a lover or friend?
who am i to say who i am?
who am you say?
i am what you see
i am what i choose
i am that no body that you
choose not to see.
am i who i say i am?
when i am the ghost of the memory
or the shadow of the horrible past
you chose not to remember
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jan 2012 4:41pm
25th Jan 2012 4:41pm
it could be murder
a cold stare
an evil glare.
pale hands grace
themselves across your body
stopping at your pretty little face.
it looks you in the eyes
almost seemingly mocks you.
it could be murder
it smiles out.
it turns it's blood thirsty eyes.
as you almost shout.
warm hands form into the shape of a heart
as the crimson color drips down
and onto your own cheek.
it could be murder without a doubt
pale hands embrace it's blade
as you un forgivable shout.
it could be murder if you let it be
an untimely death for all to see....
an evil glare.
pale hands grace
themselves across your body
stopping at your pretty little face.
it looks you in the eyes
almost seemingly mocks you.
it could be murder
it smiles out.
it turns it's blood thirsty eyes.
as you almost shout.
warm hands form into the shape of a heart
as the crimson color drips down
and onto your own cheek.
it could be murder without a doubt
pale hands embrace it's blade
as you un forgivable shout.
it could be murder if you let it be
an untimely death for all to see....
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Jan 2012 4:34pm
25th Jan 2012 4:34pm
a silent grave
back and forth back and forth
tilting it's head
it feels no remorse.
a silent being
whose eyes just haunt.
digging a grave
with a smile that taunts.
in and out
the shovel touches the earth
giving a sense of a death dealers time.
a silent grave given for all
one little push and your pedestal will fall.
the flowers on your silent grave
wilt and wither all the same.
a silent grave given to you
it could be scarier.
tilting it's head
it feels no remorse.
a silent being
whose eyes just haunt.
digging a grave
with a smile that taunts.
in and out
the shovel touches the earth
giving a sense of a death dealers time.
a silent grave given for all
one little push and your pedestal will fall.
the flowers on your silent grave
wilt and wither all the same.
a silent grave given to you
it could be scarier.
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Dec 2011 4:18am
28th Dec 2011 4:18am
dont be afraid
its cold bare hands
roam the body
as if it knows it like
the back of its hands.
breathe can be felt
on my neck
as it comes closer
it places its hands on my wrists
it caresses my face
as though it will never feel me again
shhhhhh
it says slowly
but surely
its cold hands
wrap so lovingly around my neck
and they squeeze
as if it was hugging
my breathe can be felt stuck
its hitched and scarce
shhhhh
it whispers as my mind
loses touch with reality.
im drowning on land
my eyes are closing
as i...
roam the body
as if it knows it like
the back of its hands.
breathe can be felt
on my neck
as it comes closer
it places its hands on my wrists
it caresses my face
as though it will never feel me again
shhhhhh
it says slowly
but surely
its cold hands
wrap so lovingly around my neck
and they squeeze
as if it was hugging
my breathe can be felt stuck
its hitched and scarce
shhhhh
it whispers as my mind
loses touch with reality.
im drowning on land
my eyes are closing
as i...
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Dec 2011 4:12am
28th Dec 2011 4:12am
trauma
it stays in the back of my head
and it slowly makes its way to my ears.
it gently whispers the memories
i tried ever so much to erase.
trauma
trauma
trauma
it has me in this
this world of
this feeling of
this place i cant release.
this undefying
this deafening feeling
of fake remorse
trauma the world is in.
the feeling cant be released
that whispering voice makes
its way to my eyes
not letting me forget
showing me the refelection
of the mask
that is being used.
trauma filled insights
gone awry...
and it slowly makes its way to my ears.
it gently whispers the memories
i tried ever so much to erase.
trauma
trauma
trauma
it has me in this
this world of
this feeling of
this place i cant release.
this undefying
this deafening feeling
of fake remorse
trauma the world is in.
the feeling cant be released
that whispering voice makes
its way to my eyes
not letting me forget
showing me the refelection
of the mask
that is being used.
trauma filled insights
gone awry...
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