Submissions by single_child

Stuck inside the walls that trap me
no matter how hard I claw
there is no turning back now
just go through with it
it will all get better...
he loves me

same routine daily
being shattered inside the hallway
questioned in the room with plastic people
can never get away
he loves me not

you have to do it better
second chances follow through
...but there wasn't ever a first
paint it on so they don't know
he loves me

I see you
we exchange our love
then leave
I am Plan B.
do you even see me anymore?...

They think they know me.
Like they know what's going on...
haha silly people.
You can read all day
looking for the answers
in the words.

I want to be free
of these feelings.
I can be distracted
With small green trees
or hard flavored liquid
It wont change me.

"I love you"
how many girls
have heard that from you before?
It changes when I do.
"fuck you slut"
New person. Same lies.

Holidays with family
echoes of parents screaming
brother is out wasting away
uncle is in that...

People say that
the stars aren't actually there...
they disappeared long ago...

What if I am a star
what if I disappear?
will people still be looking for me too?

Life goes on...
the sun still comes out
the earth stills rotates
and the seasons still change.

'Don't even think about that'
-fuck you
but the cuts run deep
and before you know it
everything is black.

Your best friend still cries
looking at the memories on her wall
still waiting for you at the end of the day
wishing she could be giving you a...