Submissions by simplemistress

I woke up this morning
and I knew what I was in...
A doomed situation
only I could ever end
Took me a while
before I could even stand
First thing that I saw
a disappointed man

He looked away from me
eyes a fiery red
I looked at him right
in those eyes
and this is what he said

Darling, dont you cry
try to understand
I  have died
I'm no longer your man

trying to rid myself of hate, i find overwhelming feelings of meaninglessness.
eh, fuck it.
being young means being stupid, trying to complicate everything.
i am almost older now, and i want to be simple.
draw a very well defined line. it separates me from the past.
i want to separate myself from the past.
ive rid myself of most of my hate, and i feel no pain.

i am a woman, patient, and giving.
let alone too long and im longing
for someone to care for, to please.
i am happy doing this.
this is not weakness

everything i do will have him in mind, somewhere.
i like it that way, and, he deserves it.
he deserves whatever things make him feel the best.
i will give them to him.
this is not servitude.

this is a choice that i have made, i know what i want.
i want a man who deserves everything i can offer.
until then, i will hone my skills and talents
to make room for more offerings...