Submissions by shelberz
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Mar 2014 8:06pm
18th Mar 2014 8:06pm
his thoughts
maybe just maybe
I could make everyone happy
if I cut my body
piece be piece
so everyone will have apart of me
they pull and tug
I cant stand my ground I love them both
so much
I refuse to hurt either of them
maybe im selfish
or just falling off the deep end
stuck
cant get out?
who can save me
more damaged
than good
when will it end
I could make everyone happy
if I cut my body
piece be piece
so everyone will have apart of me
they pull and tug
I cant stand my ground I love them both
so much
I refuse to hurt either of them
maybe im selfish
or just falling off the deep end
stuck
cant get out?
who can save me
more damaged
than good
when will it end
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2013 7:12pm
22nd Jun 2013 7:12pm
tonight
Dreaming comes easy to me
no needs but all these wants
distracting my mind from counting sheep
I walk on the tree tops tonight
I cant get these things off my mind
they evade me but never leave me
I look for the calming embrace
of these dreams to take me to a
better place where the flowers bloom
and the birds chirp
no needs but all these wants
distracting my mind from counting sheep
I walk on the tree tops tonight
I cant get these things off my mind
they evade me but never leave me
I look for the calming embrace
of these dreams to take me to a
better place where the flowers bloom
and the birds chirp
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ANGER POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2013 7:09pm
22nd Jun 2013 7:09pm
taken from me
My body smiles and laughs but you can never be forgotten. I love you to much
my insides ache,ache of the memories I cant forget ,my mind is wrinkled
I want to blame god for your missing presence but I no its not his fault, if
I even believe in god I don’t no,all I do know is that I need you and your not here,
my insides are crushed and falling into dust for the need to be near you just once more
I saw you go I held your hand I watched as they laid you in your satin box to decay,I tell myself your
not gone my eyes have fooled me and I hope that im not going...
my insides ache,ache of the memories I cant forget ,my mind is wrinkled
I want to blame god for your missing presence but I no its not his fault, if
I even believe in god I don’t no,all I do know is that I need you and your not here,
my insides are crushed and falling into dust for the need to be near you just once more
I saw you go I held your hand I watched as they laid you in your satin box to decay,I tell myself your
not gone my eyes have fooled me and I hope that im not going...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Jun 2013 11:39pm
21st Jun 2013 11:39pm
the game of speed
Speed
all he needs all he wants
he cant walk away not with out another
HIT SNORT
SHOOT POP
SPEED
you cant take it,see it,feel it
not like he does
DAY DAY
IN OUT
this is the game of speed to deep in to leave now
SPEED = love
sorrow passion
hate need want
no dought
his heart says no but his body aches for...
all he needs all he wants
he cant walk away not with out another
HIT SNORT
SHOOT POP
SPEED
you cant take it,see it,feel it
not like he does
DAY DAY
IN OUT
this is the game of speed to deep in to leave now
SPEED = love
sorrow passion
hate need want
no dought
his heart says no but his body aches for...
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Jun 2013 11:37pm
21st Jun 2013 11:37pm
fooled
The reason you cry?
I hope we are,
these acts embedded in my mind
you disgused your self well,
until a bullet wound brought it
flowing out like a slow plague,
killing those you fooled,and opening
a window for us to look out of,
you got the easy exit while
we live with poisoned minds
and diluted souls.
I hope we are,
these acts embedded in my mind
you disgused your self well,
until a bullet wound brought it
flowing out like a slow plague,
killing those you fooled,and opening
a window for us to look out of,
you got the easy exit while
we live with poisoned minds
and diluted souls.
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Mar 2010 11:25pm
11th Mar 2010 11:25pm
our world is fake
outside of these walls,
why do i feel so fake.
nothing around me is real,
everyone is a Fabrication
of what should be,
but why...
why do we feel the need
to live a lie why cant
we all just
be.....?
why do i feel so fake.
nothing around me is real,
everyone is a Fabrication
of what should be,
but why...
why do we feel the need
to live a lie why cant
we all just
be.....?
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DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Jan 2010 10:52pm
29th Jan 2010 10:52pm
little old lady suffers with his addiction
this little old lady is so scared,
day by day she sits in her recliner,
watching the demons (diminsha) she suffers with surround her home,
all she wants is for him to come home,
but he has to pay,
pay for the actions of his addiction,
she prays and prays that he will change,
knowing that it will take a disaster to stop this cycle,
she sits in her chair and thinks of the little boy he used to be,
so playful,
so kind,
so innocent,
but everyone knew he had a problem,
...
day by day she sits in her recliner,
watching the demons (diminsha) she suffers with surround her home,
all she wants is for him to come home,
but he has to pay,
pay for the actions of his addiction,
she prays and prays that he will change,
knowing that it will take a disaster to stop this cycle,
she sits in her chair and thinks of the little boy he used to be,
so playful,
so kind,
so innocent,
but everyone knew he had a problem,
...
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2010 4:28am
22nd Jan 2010 4:28am
do you? ...or is it just me?
Do you
EVER FEEL DEAD
Do you
WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN
Do you
FEEL STUPID FOR EVERYTHING YOU SAY OR DO
Do you
FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES
Do you
SCREAM AND NO ONE COMES TO SAVE YOU
Do you
WISH THAT YOU COULD BE OPPISITE OF
WHAT YOU ARE NOW
Do you
WANT TO DESTROY ALL THE UGLYNESS YOU
SEE IN THE MIRROR
Do you
WANT TO TURN OFF ALL SOUND/THOUGHTS
Do you
FEEL LIKE NEVER WANTING TO WAKE UP
Do you
FEEL SO ALONE YOU WANT TO BE 6FT UNDER
THESE ARE ALL THE THING THEY MAKE ME
FEEL...
EVER FEEL DEAD
Do you
WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN
Do you
FEEL STUPID FOR EVERYTHING YOU SAY OR DO
Do you
FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES
Do you
SCREAM AND NO ONE COMES TO SAVE YOU
Do you
WISH THAT YOU COULD BE OPPISITE OF
WHAT YOU ARE NOW
Do you
WANT TO DESTROY ALL THE UGLYNESS YOU
SEE IN THE MIRROR
Do you
WANT TO TURN OFF ALL SOUND/THOUGHTS
Do you
FEEL LIKE NEVER WANTING TO WAKE UP
Do you
FEEL SO ALONE YOU WANT TO BE 6FT UNDER
THESE ARE ALL THE THING THEY MAKE ME
FEEL...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2010 4:17am
22nd Jan 2010 4:17am
new light
When your alone in the dark
their comes new light
this light will guide you threw hard times.
and help you up when you fall
but its your choice to let this light in
or block it out.
just remember without it
your all alone.
their comes new light
this light will guide you threw hard times.
and help you up when you fall
but its your choice to let this light in
or block it out.
just remember without it
your all alone.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Jan 2010 10:23pm
14th Jan 2010 10:23pm
trying to let go
I WISH I HAD THE CHANCE
to tell you good bye but i was so young,
I MISS YOU
you were the closest thing i had to a father,
I WANT YOUR
advise on all the choises i make in life,
I WANT TO
sit in your lap and here your sories of grandmaw,
I WANTED TO
be there holding your hand at the hospital,
I WATED TO
run away untill i found you when they told me,
I CRIED FOR
the longest time and im crying now,
I CAN SOMTIMES
feel you by me i try to talk to you as if you could hear me,
I WANT YOU
here to solve all my...
to tell you good bye but i was so young,
I MISS YOU
you were the closest thing i had to a father,
I WANT YOUR
advise on all the choises i make in life,
I WANT TO
sit in your lap and here your sories of grandmaw,
I WANTED TO
be there holding your hand at the hospital,
I WATED TO
run away untill i found you when they told me,
I CRIED FOR
the longest time and im crying now,
I CAN SOMTIMES
feel you by me i try to talk to you as if you could hear me,
I WANT YOU
here to solve all my...
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Jan 2010 10:14pm
14th Jan 2010 10:14pm
Can i tell you this
my heart seeks to love yours
this i have not felt before
my hand aches to hold you
as close as i can
my lips crave to touch yours
with as much force possible
my ears burn to hear your voice
once more before you go
my feet trembel to run in your arms
and stay there for ever
my body urges to lie in yours
till death do us part
this i have not felt before
my hand aches to hold you
as close as i can
my lips crave to touch yours
with as much force possible
my ears burn to hear your voice
once more before you go
my feet trembel to run in your arms
and stay there for ever
my body urges to lie in yours
till death do us part
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Jan 2010 6:05am
14th Jan 2010 6:05am
black hole
i no im alive but i feel as if i were
dead. the pain i feel is not real. from
birth to death not knowing
whats real. im dying inside
but no one sees me full of
hate. the room fills with blood
for there is
no one to save me. my hands
are tired of holding on. so sick
with life i let go. my heart beats
faster as i fall into the surface
letting go of all i have lived for .
i cannot feel i cannot hear
this black hole from up above
is what i have needed all along.
dead. the pain i feel is not real. from
birth to death not knowing
whats real. im dying inside
but no one sees me full of
hate. the room fills with blood
for there is
no one to save me. my hands
are tired of holding on. so sick
with life i let go. my heart beats
faster as i fall into the surface
letting go of all i have lived for .
i cannot feel i cannot hear
this black hole from up above
is what i have needed all along.
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