Submissions by shadowkissed (Montana Redd)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"i act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. my insecurities could eat me alive"
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Sep 2012 7:07am
14th Sep 2012 7:07am
tormented hearts
I give you the key
The key to my heart
A heart of gold
A heart that has been shattered
A heart that has been spat on and trampled
A heart that doesn’t want to go on
My heart that struggles to beat
My heart oh so young
My heart that has been through hell
My heart that is no longer mine
The key to my heart
A heart of gold
A heart that has been shattered
A heart that has been spat on and trampled
A heart that doesn’t want to go on
My heart that struggles to beat
My heart oh so young
My heart that has been through hell
My heart that is no longer mine
817 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Sep 2012 4:17pm
13th Sep 2012 4:17pm
the little things
I don't know what to do
I like him, yet he lives so far away
He's so kind and sweet
He says the funniest things and can make me laugh no matter what mood I'm in
I love the way he takes control of my emotions
I love the way he makes me smile
I want him, I want him so bad
I want to be able to touch him
To curl up into his arms
To press my lips up against his
He's perfect for me
I stay up late texting him just cute little chats
I could stay up all night just to talk to him
He captivates me in a way that scares me
But he desires another...
I like him, yet he lives so far away
He's so kind and sweet
He says the funniest things and can make me laugh no matter what mood I'm in
I love the way he takes control of my emotions
I love the way he makes me smile
I want him, I want him so bad
I want to be able to touch him
To curl up into his arms
To press my lips up against his
He's perfect for me
I stay up late texting him just cute little chats
I could stay up all night just to talk to him
He captivates me in a way that scares me
But he desires another...
1063 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Sep 2012 1:50pm
13th Sep 2012 1:50pm
life at it's greatest
684 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2012 00:45am
3rd Sep 2012 00:45am
just me and my AK, part one
I would make their blood run cold
I would fill the city with corpses
This would be a scene they would never forget
This would be a memory they would take to the grave
I said I would finish this and that is exactly what I would do
They had killed him, my father
He had taught me everything
How to kill
How to cover my tracks
And most of all, how to survive
I would never forget the day they had killed my father
Walked into his study, looked him in the eyes and shot him right infront of me, then walked back out
Simple as that
I'll never...
I would fill the city with corpses
This would be a scene they would never forget
This would be a memory they would take to the grave
I said I would finish this and that is exactly what I would do
They had killed him, my father
He had taught me everything
How to kill
How to cover my tracks
And most of all, how to survive
I would never forget the day they had killed my father
Walked into his study, looked him in the eyes and shot him right infront of me, then walked back out
Simple as that
I'll never...
707 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
31st Aug 2012 2:53am
31st Aug 2012 2:53am
the note
I'm done
I'm over it
It is normal to feel this way
Normal to want to die
To leave your friends and family
The ones you love
I just don't want to be hear anymore
I can't take the pain
The hurtful names
And the hateful stares
I don't want to live this life
This destiny
I'm sorry if I have caused you pain
I just don't want to be that person anymore
I know I shouldn’t feel this way I have a good life
But I don’t want this life anymore
It's no longer mine
I'll be gone soon enough
I'm over it
It is normal to feel this way
Normal to want to die
To leave your friends and family
The ones you love
I just don't want to be hear anymore
I can't take the pain
The hurtful names
And the hateful stares
I don't want to live this life
This destiny
I'm sorry if I have caused you pain
I just don't want to be that person anymore
I know I shouldn’t feel this way I have a good life
But I don’t want this life anymore
It's no longer mine
I'll be gone soon enough
683 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
31st Aug 2012 00:40am
31st Aug 2012 00:40am
deep crimson
The urge it's still there
It's to strong and I can't handle it alone
I told myself I never would again but here I am holding a blade in my hand
Years ago I never thought I would of come to this
I was a quite optimistic girl always doing what I was told
I told myself I would never ever drink or swear or cut
But here I am two years later
I'm not that same girl anymore
I miss her but I can't take her back
In ways I have matured but just gotten stupider
I'm scared, scared of what I'll do next
I have driven people away
For that I am sorry I...
It's to strong and I can't handle it alone
I told myself I never would again but here I am holding a blade in my hand
Years ago I never thought I would of come to this
I was a quite optimistic girl always doing what I was told
I told myself I would never ever drink or swear or cut
But here I am two years later
I'm not that same girl anymore
I miss her but I can't take her back
In ways I have matured but just gotten stupider
I'm scared, scared of what I'll do next
I have driven people away
For that I am sorry I...
660 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2012 00:12am
24th Aug 2012 00:12am
my goodbye lullaby
You said you loved me
So what changed?
You were my everything
The only reason I got up in the morning
I loved you
Yet you put me through so much hell
You were the one who made me cry
All your words are full of lies
I trusted you
Believed everything you said to me
But you went behind my back
Yet in your lies there was truth
You know I'll never love you like I used to
But I will remember you
You were my first love
You were mine
As I was yours
Yet you were ashamed
Embarassed
You denied it
But we both knew your...
So what changed?
You were my everything
The only reason I got up in the morning
I loved you
Yet you put me through so much hell
You were the one who made me cry
All your words are full of lies
I trusted you
Believed everything you said to me
But you went behind my back
Yet in your lies there was truth
You know I'll never love you like I used to
But I will remember you
You were my first love
You were mine
As I was yours
Yet you were ashamed
Embarassed
You denied it
But we both knew your...
613 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Aug 2012 3:00am
22nd Aug 2012 3:00am
why?
do you ever have those times when you cry but you don't know what for?
i do
i'm having one of those moments right now
i have so much bottled up inside
i have to deal with it on my own
i don't know what to do with it
i have cuts all over
my parents don't know
i'm scared of what they would do if they found out
my dad wouldn't know what to say he'd be scared for me
scared for my life
mum she'd be crushed
she's already lost to many
i just can't put that kind of pain and stress on my family they have been through so much already and for them to...
i do
i'm having one of those moments right now
i have so much bottled up inside
i have to deal with it on my own
i don't know what to do with it
i have cuts all over
my parents don't know
i'm scared of what they would do if they found out
my dad wouldn't know what to say he'd be scared for me
scared for my life
mum she'd be crushed
she's already lost to many
i just can't put that kind of pain and stress on my family they have been through so much already and for them to...
719 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
7th Aug 2012 5:50am
7th Aug 2012 5:50am
worthless
Have you ever felt so worthless?
So insignificant that nothing else mattered?
I have
I have felt worthless
I have felt depressed
I have felt… nothing
I have felt many things in my past
I have gone through many challenges
I have had had to be strong and face my fears
I have found a different person inside of me
I have fought my fears and won
I have found I am a lot stronger than I thought
I have many memories and pasts
many i wont forget
and some i can only pray i will
So insignificant that nothing else mattered?
I have
I have felt worthless
I have felt depressed
I have felt… nothing
I have felt many things in my past
I have gone through many challenges
I have had had to be strong and face my fears
I have found a different person inside of me
I have fought my fears and won
I have found I am a lot stronger than I thought
I have many memories and pasts
many i wont forget
and some i can only pray i will
735 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
5th Aug 2012 1:05pm
5th Aug 2012 1:05pm
shadowed streets
As I walked along this street filled with shadows
I was struck from behind
I yelped with pain and surprise
As I fell to the ground I turned to face the mysterious man
He was dressed in a leather jacket and black skinnies
He was holding some kind of pistol I think it was a desert eagle
He leant down and looked into my eyes
He wasn’t expecting what I did next
I grabbed him by the arm and twisted the gun from his ice cold fingertips
I pulled him to the ground and stood above him
I tried to study his face, to see if I recognised him
But I couldn’t...
I was struck from behind
I yelped with pain and surprise
As I fell to the ground I turned to face the mysterious man
He was dressed in a leather jacket and black skinnies
He was holding some kind of pistol I think it was a desert eagle
He leant down and looked into my eyes
He wasn’t expecting what I did next
I grabbed him by the arm and twisted the gun from his ice cold fingertips
I pulled him to the ground and stood above him
I tried to study his face, to see if I recognised him
But I couldn’t...
672 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
1st Aug 2012 3:01am
1st Aug 2012 3:01am
daddy
I was on my kness pleading, begging him to stop
"you mean nothing to me, I wish you were never born"
Please don’t do this daddy, I love you
"well I hate you, I hope you die you’re a waste of space"
Tears rolled down my face as his hateful words surrounded me
As he looked me in the eyes I saw many things
Hatred
Anger
Shame
His demonic little stare said everything
He hated me and I knew it
But I loved him, he was my dad no matter what
As he put all his force into it as he slapped me
My limp body went flying across the room...
"you mean nothing to me, I wish you were never born"
Please don’t do this daddy, I love you
"well I hate you, I hope you die you’re a waste of space"
Tears rolled down my face as his hateful words surrounded me
As he looked me in the eyes I saw many things
Hatred
Anger
Shame
His demonic little stare said everything
He hated me and I knew it
But I loved him, he was my dad no matter what
As he put all his force into it as he slapped me
My limp body went flying across the room...
780 reads
4 Comments
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