Submissions by schizodude (a voice from the void)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
a shadow of what once was, preserved by caffeine and spite, i turmoil the days in order to give shape to words
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2012 8:29am
2nd Dec 2012 8:29am
our actions
remorse
a feeling
apology
a word
forgiveness
an act
who strives for this
the sinners who want forgiveness
the cathloics that go to confessionals
the liars who never lie
the drinkers who aren't alcoholics
the murderers who never kill
the hollowed who want to feel normal
a feeling
apology
a word
forgiveness
an act
who strives for this
the sinners who want forgiveness
the cathloics that go to confessionals
the liars who never lie
the drinkers who aren't alcoholics
the murderers who never kill
the hollowed who want to feel normal
803 reads
6 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Dec 2012 9:40am
1st Dec 2012 9:40am
disoriantation (i'm on cloud nie right now)
look at me
in all my putrid glory
full of life and joy
so much fun on cloud nine
nothing's bad
we all laugh
lets have fun!
in all my putrid glory
full of life and joy
so much fun on cloud nine
nothing's bad
we all laugh
lets have fun!
720 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
1st Dec 2012 4:36am
1st Dec 2012 4:36am
Past
laughed and put down
beaten and abused
used to pleasure
the appettite
of a sadistic whore
prayed and prayed
but you didn't answer
cried for mercy
begged for peace
yet no calls of justice
no reward for faith
loved you fully
was by your side
insulted me with sickining words
tried to control my flow on creativity
destroyed the idea of love
left shatterred and broken
at the mercy of The Fates
showed me nothing but horrors
and nightmares of Hades
voices still ring in my ears
pleads of mercy and forgiveness...
beaten and abused
used to pleasure
the appettite
of a sadistic whore
prayed and prayed
but you didn't answer
cried for mercy
begged for peace
yet no calls of justice
no reward for faith
loved you fully
was by your side
insulted me with sickining words
tried to control my flow on creativity
destroyed the idea of love
left shatterred and broken
at the mercy of The Fates
showed me nothing but horrors
and nightmares of Hades
voices still ring in my ears
pleads of mercy and forgiveness...
649 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Nov 2012 8:28pm
27th Nov 2012 8:28pm
words
confused
questioning
mediocre
unnatural
freakish
weird
unfocused
distured
sleepless
despised
hated
depressd
lonely
unfriendly
cold
reserved
understanding
useless
ignorant
creative
lame
sick
FUCKED!!!!
questioning
mediocre
unnatural
freakish
weird
unfocused
distured
sleepless
despised
hated
depressd
lonely
unfriendly
cold
reserved
understanding
useless
ignorant
creative
lame
sick
FUCKED!!!!
691 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
9th Nov 2012 11:34pm
9th Nov 2012 11:34pm
life
people come and go
the ones you love
the ones you dont
like the shadows at night
you never know who they are
you have to reach and search out
try to find the inner being
make friends or enemies
life is full of possibilities
you might find the one you love
you might search for the one to save
but in the end its all the same
for you never know the truth within
understand that you will fail
fall short with misery
save your breath
and leave the rest
cause in the end
you only have
yourself to blame
the ones you love
the ones you dont
like the shadows at night
you never know who they are
you have to reach and search out
try to find the inner being
make friends or enemies
life is full of possibilities
you might find the one you love
you might search for the one to save
but in the end its all the same
for you never know the truth within
understand that you will fail
fall short with misery
save your breath
and leave the rest
cause in the end
you only have
yourself to blame
777 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Nov 2012 2:41am
4th Nov 2012 2:41am
why??
i believed you were different
i thought none of you would hurt me
i guess i was wrong
all of you are just like the fucken world
and people wonder why i'm jaded
why i smoke
why i get high
why i try to ignore everyone
why i dont let anyone in
now you know
getting hurt isn't fun
being pushed down
kicked to the curb
im so hurt by what you said
by your actions you do
i feel so empty now
so cold
i dont want to care
dont want to bleed
DONT WANT TO FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!
all i want to say now
why do you hurt
the one...
i thought none of you would hurt me
i guess i was wrong
all of you are just like the fucken world
and people wonder why i'm jaded
why i smoke
why i get high
why i try to ignore everyone
why i dont let anyone in
now you know
getting hurt isn't fun
being pushed down
kicked to the curb
im so hurt by what you said
by your actions you do
i feel so empty now
so cold
i dont want to care
dont want to bleed
DONT WANT TO FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!
all i want to say now
why do you hurt
the one...
906 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Nov 2012 7:40pm
1st Nov 2012 7:40pm
Gone
I would like to dedicate this poem to all those who have died that were good natured, that wanted to fix the world, that wanted to inspire someone, or just played some goddamn good music.
R.I.P. Mitch Lucker you won't be forgotten.
You died and left
Where have you gone
All alone
No one to hear you
I’m so sorry to hear
That you have passed
From this life
And into the next
My prayers are with you
And the family you left behind
It wasn’t your fault
You never did anything
Whether by a simple mistake
Or a planned...
R.I.P. Mitch Lucker you won't be forgotten.
You died and left
Where have you gone
All alone
No one to hear you
I’m so sorry to hear
That you have passed
From this life
And into the next
My prayers are with you
And the family you left behind
It wasn’t your fault
You never did anything
Whether by a simple mistake
Or a planned...
931 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Oct 2012 10:40pm
30th Oct 2012 10:40pm
regrets
so many choices
so many mistakes
i wonder where i went wrong
what path i should have choosen
who i should have listened to
and what i should belive
why do i look back
and see all the negatives
there are the few happy moments
but i squash them from exsistence
don't want to remember
don't want to break anymore
than i already am
so useless
so weak
i'm a shame to all
an outcast to myself
no one to listen
no one to hear
my cries for help
but i pull back
before anyone can help
don't want to get hurt
or...
so many mistakes
i wonder where i went wrong
what path i should have choosen
who i should have listened to
and what i should belive
why do i look back
and see all the negatives
there are the few happy moments
but i squash them from exsistence
don't want to remember
don't want to break anymore
than i already am
so useless
so weak
i'm a shame to all
an outcast to myself
no one to listen
no one to hear
my cries for help
but i pull back
before anyone can help
don't want to get hurt
or...
810 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Oct 2012 9:21am
30th Oct 2012 9:21am
jumbled up mess
dead in the mind
dead in the soul
confused to my bones
weary to the flesh
excuse this sorry mess
that i call poetry
its so jumbled up
and written awkwardly
that it makes no sense
to the world
means almost nothing to you
but means everything to me
i would have died
with no avenue of escape
helping me release
all the stress
all the pain
all the sorrow
all the worry
that i hide inside my body
no one sees the inside
the organs
the brain
the heart
the blood
no one cares to know the story...
dead in the soul
confused to my bones
weary to the flesh
excuse this sorry mess
that i call poetry
its so jumbled up
and written awkwardly
that it makes no sense
to the world
means almost nothing to you
but means everything to me
i would have died
with no avenue of escape
helping me release
all the stress
all the pain
all the sorrow
all the worry
that i hide inside my body
no one sees the inside
the organs
the brain
the heart
the blood
no one cares to know the story...
710 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
30th Oct 2012 6:05am
30th Oct 2012 6:05am
before i break
why must this happen
nothing is right
life is cruel and cold
fucks my life all the more
too many mistakes
too many people
why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?
you wont
and i just leave
but i get sick and tired
of all your bullshit
sick and tired
of all your words
all of you putrid things
just want to see me fail
and fall t the ground
you try to push me around
and kick me when i'm down
LIES LIES LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all of you fucken lie
and i can't fucken deal with it anymore
you plague me like the Black...
nothing is right
life is cruel and cold
fucks my life all the more
too many mistakes
too many people
why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?
you wont
and i just leave
but i get sick and tired
of all your bullshit
sick and tired
of all your words
all of you putrid things
just want to see me fail
and fall t the ground
you try to push me around
and kick me when i'm down
LIES LIES LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all of you fucken lie
and i can't fucken deal with it anymore
you plague me like the Black...
808 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
24th Oct 2012 5:30am
24th Oct 2012 5:30am
untitled
you left me all alone here
didn't even turn to say goodbye
a shadow passed by my life
and took away this fake happiness
you shouldn't even try to explain now
obviously it didn't fit your taste
i was something that you didn't see
nothing but a piece of trash to you
so don't smile and ask about my day
or how i'm feeling right now
you didn't care about me from the start
so don't pretend to care now
you left me wounds and scars
i'm still licking the blood from yesterday
don't pretend to laugh at my jokes
or smile when something good...
didn't even turn to say goodbye
a shadow passed by my life
and took away this fake happiness
you shouldn't even try to explain now
obviously it didn't fit your taste
i was something that you didn't see
nothing but a piece of trash to you
so don't smile and ask about my day
or how i'm feeling right now
you didn't care about me from the start
so don't pretend to care now
you left me wounds and scars
i'm still licking the blood from yesterday
don't pretend to laugh at my jokes
or smile when something good...
798 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
18th Oct 2012 5:12am
18th Oct 2012 5:12am
who i was
they're waiting on me
to take the first step
and they're waiting on me
to take my last breath
so that i can die
and never come back
let alone fix the world
get rid of all these putrid things
so when i die
they'll celebrate on my grave
they're waiting on me
to throw away my cigarrate
and they're waiting for me
to fall to the ground
and give up
let myself drown
in this sea of pain
and i feel alone
agaisnt the world
no one beside me
except my lonely shadow
its up to me to live my life ...
to take the first step
and they're waiting on me
to take my last breath
so that i can die
and never come back
let alone fix the world
get rid of all these putrid things
so when i die
they'll celebrate on my grave
they're waiting on me
to throw away my cigarrate
and they're waiting for me
to fall to the ground
and give up
let myself drown
in this sea of pain
and i feel alone
agaisnt the world
no one beside me
except my lonely shadow
its up to me to live my life ...
664 reads
0 Comments
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