Submissions by saveone83

She's just a name on a piece of paper, crumble and discard her, yes we have the audacity to judge you, now we know who you are from words on a paper that aren't your own, yes we know all about you now, we know what you've done, who you are, now you must wait and see if you meet our prerequisites. Our job gives us the right to dissect you then reject you and charge you for the privileged of knowing whether you can be trusted or not.

And if we don't feel your entire life has met our standards you may just find yourself sleeping on the floor of a common room drinking and drugging your...

Sitting inside myself, behind myself, closing off all thoughts, all feelings 'cause I can't take any more pain
why does it have to be this hard to find home, somewhere I belong, everyone wants so much out of me and I oblige
but I can take anymore from myself and hand it over to someone else, you're gonna have to find it elsewhere and I'm gonna
sit right here inside myself, behind myself, closed off to all thoughts, all feeling 'cause I can't take any more pain
giving knowing I have nothing to gain, selfless acts of altruism have apparently serious emotional repercussions.

There is a hollowness inside my chest wherein lives my abyss
I believe that I need to feel that feeling all day, every day, all night, every night. But it only lasts for a short time

Like a gas tank with a hole inside, no matter how much I put in more is always required to keep this feeling alive

How would it be if I released the need for that feeling everyday and every night and I just accepted how I feel at any given time.

I believe that I would feel unhappy and have to deal with how I really feel and why I have a void inside. But then at least I'd find peace...