That sparkling tension attracting us like magnets that are facing the wrong way. Trying to be together but there's no way to let it be. Because, all the while there's a banging at the back of my head, where there's room for only the most secretive of thoughts. Amidst the confusion I find myself standing at a cross roads of uncertain love and certain settling. Wishing that the spark would turn into a flame and burn down this small settlement of nothing. Wishing that I could have my 4th of July back. Wishing...