Submissions by sadgurl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi im taylor..i have been writing poetry for about 3 years and i have enjoyed reading poetry for about 5 years
SELF POEM
Published
17th Oct 2012 1:16am
17th Oct 2012 1:16am
Depression
No one understands it...
How i actually feel.
I sit in my room,
crying...
thinking of how i will die..
DEPRESSION they call it...
i augh at the name..
i call it hell,
my life..
i put that smile on for my friends..
to make them think im happy..
well at east so they dont have to worry..
Hmmm what is this in my hand..
oh my its my razor..
i thought id lost it..
hmmm should i use it??
haha dumb question..
once, twice, three times and more,
the razor done its job...
i have faded to nothing....
How i actually feel.
I sit in my room,
crying...
thinking of how i will die..
DEPRESSION they call it...
i augh at the name..
i call it hell,
my life..
i put that smile on for my friends..
to make them think im happy..
well at east so they dont have to worry..
Hmmm what is this in my hand..
oh my its my razor..
i thought id lost it..
hmmm should i use it??
haha dumb question..
once, twice, three times and more,
the razor done its job...
i have faded to nothing....
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Sep 2012 3:15am
10th Sep 2012 3:15am
You
you sat next to me,
everyday at school..
im pretty sure it was all my fault,
that one unfaithful night..
the night of the full moon,
a year ago..
I still have to sit,
next to that empty seat..
the one that was yours,
the one at school..
i miss how you helped me,
the way that you gave me the answers..
now i sit here,
soaking up the regret in the air..
i know it shouldve been my life,
not yours..
that person shouldve killed me,
not you..
i shouldve tried to save you..
i shouldve told your parents, ...
everyday at school..
im pretty sure it was all my fault,
that one unfaithful night..
the night of the full moon,
a year ago..
I still have to sit,
next to that empty seat..
the one that was yours,
the one at school..
i miss how you helped me,
the way that you gave me the answers..
now i sit here,
soaking up the regret in the air..
i know it shouldve been my life,
not yours..
that person shouldve killed me,
not you..
i shouldve tried to save you..
i shouldve told your parents, ...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 10:38am
7th Sep 2012 10:38am
THE WINDOW (EXTENDED)
i look out the window and what do i see?
except for a better version of me.
she did the right where i did the wrong,
so i'm the one that wrote this song.
i'm here soaking up regret in the air,
you died thinking i never did care.
i wish i would've made the right choices,
now its to late, but i hear the voices.
saying all i should've said,
i never knew you would end up dead.
if i could have one last moment with you,
i would die to let you know i love you too.
the three seconds.
it would have took take make that call,
to show...
except for a better version of me.
she did the right where i did the wrong,
so i'm the one that wrote this song.
i'm here soaking up regret in the air,
you died thinking i never did care.
i wish i would've made the right choices,
now its to late, but i hear the voices.
saying all i should've said,
i never knew you would end up dead.
if i could have one last moment with you,
i would die to let you know i love you too.
the three seconds.
it would have took take make that call,
to show...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 10:29am
7th Sep 2012 10:29am
FORGET
forget his name, forget his face,
forget his kiss and warm embrace,
forget the time you spent together.
forget it all he is gone forever.
forget the fact that he once cared,
forget the love that he once shared.
forget his love that once was true,
remember now there is someone new.
forget you cried all night lone,
forget him when they play your song.
forget how close you once were,
remember how he chose her.
forget the way you memorized the way he walked,
forget the way that he talked.
forget the times he made you mad,...
forget his kiss and warm embrace,
forget the time you spent together.
forget it all he is gone forever.
forget the fact that he once cared,
forget the love that he once shared.
forget his love that once was true,
remember now there is someone new.
forget you cried all night lone,
forget him when they play your song.
forget how close you once were,
remember how he chose her.
forget the way you memorized the way he walked,
forget the way that he talked.
forget the times he made you mad,...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 2:03am
7th Sep 2012 2:03am
GOODBYE
If your reading this i am dead,
Mum, dad and my dearest siblings..
this is what it had to be..
i lied in that bed ytoo many times,
crying, cutting and thinking of suicide..
i tried to get help,
it never worked..
those bitches at school drove me to this..
they called me names and pushed me to the ground..
they sent me message,
saying i should die..
so this night you found me..
hanging in my cupboard..
is because of them..
ill miss you dearly...
now you dont have to grieve for me..
im in a better place now.. ...
Mum, dad and my dearest siblings..
this is what it had to be..
i lied in that bed ytoo many times,
crying, cutting and thinking of suicide..
i tried to get help,
it never worked..
those bitches at school drove me to this..
they called me names and pushed me to the ground..
they sent me message,
saying i should die..
so this night you found me..
hanging in my cupboard..
is because of them..
ill miss you dearly...
now you dont have to grieve for me..
im in a better place now.. ...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 2:01am
7th Sep 2012 2:01am
THE END
this is the end,
i cant take the crap no more..
all i do is hide the pain,
and try to ignore it all..
my life was hell,
no one culod ever tell.
everyday id walk home,
run into the bahroom and find that blade.
it would run across my skin,
cutting deeper everytime..
always thinking,
how about suicide..
the girls at school,
i wont mention any names..
put me through hell,
calling me names..
they say that "sticks and stones wiul break my bones, but words will never hurt...
well thats bullshit..
ask all...
i cant take the crap no more..
all i do is hide the pain,
and try to ignore it all..
my life was hell,
no one culod ever tell.
everyday id walk home,
run into the bahroom and find that blade.
it would run across my skin,
cutting deeper everytime..
always thinking,
how about suicide..
the girls at school,
i wont mention any names..
put me through hell,
calling me names..
they say that "sticks and stones wiul break my bones, but words will never hurt...
well thats bullshit..
ask all...
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Sep 2012 00:43am
5th Sep 2012 00:43am
FAT GIRL
i walk through school corridors,
looking down at the ground.
people always looking at me,
calling me fatty.
I just keep walking,
hanging my head in shame..
knowing i wont be perfect,
like those thin bitches at school.
i know i wont be the same,
never going to fit those,
nice, pretty clothes.
always chosen last,
in everything..
im never gonna be a thin bitch,
like thos others that call me fatty......
looking down at the ground.
people always looking at me,
calling me fatty.
I just keep walking,
hanging my head in shame..
knowing i wont be perfect,
like those thin bitches at school.
i know i wont be the same,
never going to fit those,
nice, pretty clothes.
always chosen last,
in everything..
im never gonna be a thin bitch,
like thos others that call me fatty......
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