Submissions by redsongbird

What is now, is not what it was then. I thought I was dead or at the very least numb. Going through the motions, living from moment to moment, not feeling anything. You have awoken things inside of me that I had forgotten were there. You came out of no where. I didn't seek you out or ask for it, you just showed up and changed everything  inside of me. The way you spoke to me was as if you were casting a spell over my heart. I don't even think about him anymore. All I do is think of you and what could be. But it's not going to be. You chose to listen to your heart and I wasn't the one in there...

You haunted my dreams, my every waking thought. Remembering the way I felt when we touched, not physically, but emotionally. You filled my inner soul with your beautifully articulated words.  Harmonious lyrics resonating in my heart which spoke to the deepest part of me. I long for that feeling again. I want to imagine you touching me and caressing me, igniting that fire within me again. My desire for you was undeniable as I felt the heat building up inside of me, a heat which manifested itself into a swollen rage ready to burst with one slight touch. I longed for that release, not only...