Submissions by real15 (LizzieLove15)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
most of my poetry is dark but they are all true experiences and feelings
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Oct 2013 7:15pm
29th Oct 2013 7:15pm
Would You Love Me?
If i told i cry out your name every night...
would you love me?
If i told you i wait for your text everyday...
would you love me?
If i told you i live every moment in my life hoping i just might see you.... Would you love me?
would you love me if i knelt down at the edge of you bed begging you to take me back,
If i laid down next to you and promised to be forever yours...
would you love me?
What if i dressed in a low cut, skin tight, short dress?
If i stood in front of you in only my thong...
Would you love me?
...
would you love me?
If i told you i wait for your text everyday...
would you love me?
If i told you i live every moment in my life hoping i just might see you.... Would you love me?
would you love me if i knelt down at the edge of you bed begging you to take me back,
If i laid down next to you and promised to be forever yours...
would you love me?
What if i dressed in a low cut, skin tight, short dress?
If i stood in front of you in only my thong...
Would you love me?
...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Oct 2013 7:01pm
29th Oct 2013 7:01pm
I'll Be There
Mommy don't look so sad
Mommy please don't cry
Cause I'm with God up In heaven
He sings me lullabies
Please don't question him
Don't thinks He's unkind
Don't think he sent me to you
and then changed he's mind
You see I'm a special Child
and I'm needed up here
I'm the special gift you gave him
a product of your love .
I'll always be there with you
and watch the night sky
Find the brightest star that's gleaming
That's my halos bright light,
You'll see me in the morning frost
that mists you window pane,
that's me in...
Mommy please don't cry
Cause I'm with God up In heaven
He sings me lullabies
Please don't question him
Don't thinks He's unkind
Don't think he sent me to you
and then changed he's mind
You see I'm a special Child
and I'm needed up here
I'm the special gift you gave him
a product of your love .
I'll always be there with you
and watch the night sky
Find the brightest star that's gleaming
That's my halos bright light,
You'll see me in the morning frost
that mists you window pane,
that's me in...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Oct 2013 6:30pm
21st Oct 2013 6:30pm
Suicide
If i'm dead in the grave,
will you still love me?
If i look up will i see flowers
that you left above me?
when the worms begin to feed again
it feels like you love me.
when decay becomes my closest friend
will you be thinking of me?
I feel so alone since the days are gone,
when i walked in the sun.
I gave up my chance in the darkness.
I can't while holding my gun.
If i knock on your door tonight
will i be welcomed in?
Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?
I finally escaped the whispers and lies,
and the world...
will you still love me?
If i look up will i see flowers
that you left above me?
when the worms begin to feed again
it feels like you love me.
when decay becomes my closest friend
will you be thinking of me?
I feel so alone since the days are gone,
when i walked in the sun.
I gave up my chance in the darkness.
I can't while holding my gun.
If i knock on your door tonight
will i be welcomed in?
Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?
I finally escaped the whispers and lies,
and the world...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Oct 2013 6:22pm
21st Oct 2013 6:22pm
Her Eyes
In her eyes,
she's been hurt by some many people
In her eyes,
she thought those same people would last forever.
For these eyes are the same ones that deceive her
These eye of hers tend to see fantasy,
rather than reality.
They tend to feel what they want to feel.
tend to know what they want to know.
Why can't these eyes see what's truly there?
Why are her eyes full of salty tears each and everyday?
However, these eyes are learning something new everyday.
These eyes are noticing only few people in her life that care.
The few people that...
she's been hurt by some many people
In her eyes,
she thought those same people would last forever.
For these eyes are the same ones that deceive her
These eye of hers tend to see fantasy,
rather than reality.
They tend to feel what they want to feel.
tend to know what they want to know.
Why can't these eyes see what's truly there?
Why are her eyes full of salty tears each and everyday?
However, these eyes are learning something new everyday.
These eyes are noticing only few people in her life that care.
The few people that...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Apr 2012 3:17pm
4th Apr 2012 3:17pm
Your life because of the Drug
So here you are, lying in bed.
Dope has deserted you,
And left you for the dead.
Your mind is aching,
You’re seeing stars.
Your now held captive,
In a prison without bars.
The saddest part is…
You know it won’t end,
So the very next day,
You’ll do it again.
Come it hail or snow,
Sunshine or rain,
You’ll find yourself once again,
Putting a hole in your vein.
With each new hit,
Death comes slow.
But the human part of you
Died long ago
You used to get off on it.
It was such a blast.
But now with every hit,...
Dope has deserted you,
And left you for the dead.
Your mind is aching,
You’re seeing stars.
Your now held captive,
In a prison without bars.
The saddest part is…
You know it won’t end,
So the very next day,
You’ll do it again.
Come it hail or snow,
Sunshine or rain,
You’ll find yourself once again,
Putting a hole in your vein.
With each new hit,
Death comes slow.
But the human part of you
Died long ago
You used to get off on it.
It was such a blast.
But now with every hit,...
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Apr 2012 3:15pm
4th Apr 2012 3:15pm
Inside the Smiling Girl
Tears bottled up
She’s going to explode
Trying not to let them fall,
Or let her emotions show
Full of anger and sadness
It’s tareing her apart.
She tries so hard not the show it,
But I killing her heart.
She’s hurting so much inside,
There’s no body to talk too.
They say “oh she’s just a teen”
But they don’t know what she’s going through
And when she tries to explain
They don’t understand.
Tears in her eyes,
On the pillow they land.
She goes to bed crying,
When she wakes up to a whole new day,
Hoping it will be better....
She’s going to explode
Trying not to let them fall,
Or let her emotions show
Full of anger and sadness
It’s tareing her apart.
She tries so hard not the show it,
But I killing her heart.
She’s hurting so much inside,
There’s no body to talk too.
They say “oh she’s just a teen”
But they don’t know what she’s going through
And when she tries to explain
They don’t understand.
Tears in her eyes,
On the pillow they land.
She goes to bed crying,
When she wakes up to a whole new day,
Hoping it will be better....
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Apr 2012 4:29am
4th Apr 2012 4:29am
Because...
I cry myself to sleep each night because it’s the only thing I can do right.
I avoid you because I would rather be alone.
I dress in black so I can be invisible at night.
I stay out late to avoid the fights that go on at home.
I remain misunderstood because no one wants to take the time to understand me.
I play my music loud so no one can hear me scream and cry.
I rebel because no one will just let things be.
I cut myself because the pain tells me that I’m not numb.
I sleep in late because I’m afraid of the day to come.
I don’t try because everyone just...
I avoid you because I would rather be alone.
I dress in black so I can be invisible at night.
I stay out late to avoid the fights that go on at home.
I remain misunderstood because no one wants to take the time to understand me.
I play my music loud so no one can hear me scream and cry.
I rebel because no one will just let things be.
I cut myself because the pain tells me that I’m not numb.
I sleep in late because I’m afraid of the day to come.
I don’t try because everyone just...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2012 6:25pm
3rd Apr 2012 6:25pm
Prisoner of War
You lie in bed
You tremble and sweat
It’s your very existence
You’ve come to regret
You knew the result
You knew the stakes
Every joint hurts,
Your whole body aches.
Your breathing is heavy
You’re coughing and wheezing
Your stomachs in a knot and you are freezing.
You feel like you’re dying, your whole body sore
Only one this is for sure…
You’re a prisoner of war.
Your emotions run high,
The fear is sooo real
You don’t have the strength,
Not even to cry
You have no money,
To cure this fit.
You have nothing to...
You tremble and sweat
It’s your very existence
You’ve come to regret
You knew the result
You knew the stakes
Every joint hurts,
Your whole body aches.
Your breathing is heavy
You’re coughing and wheezing
Your stomachs in a knot and you are freezing.
You feel like you’re dying, your whole body sore
Only one this is for sure…
You’re a prisoner of war.
Your emotions run high,
The fear is sooo real
You don’t have the strength,
Not even to cry
You have no money,
To cure this fit.
You have nothing to...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2012 6:08pm
3rd Apr 2012 6:08pm
Breakdown
Tears falling down my cheek
What’s happening to me…
I used to be so strong but lately I’ve been feeling so weak?
All the stress brings me down
Its gives me no choice
I can’t seem to speak my mind
I just can’t find my voice
More cuts end up on my wrist
Something else that I have to hide
And the true smile that I used to have
The other part of me…
The person I pretend to be
So you don’t see my tears
And I hide all my fears
I won’t show my real emotion
So I store it all inside
But it builds up….I BREAKDOWN
I have to cut to...
What’s happening to me…
I used to be so strong but lately I’ve been feeling so weak?
All the stress brings me down
Its gives me no choice
I can’t seem to speak my mind
I just can’t find my voice
More cuts end up on my wrist
Something else that I have to hide
And the true smile that I used to have
The other part of me…
The person I pretend to be
So you don’t see my tears
And I hide all my fears
I won’t show my real emotion
So I store it all inside
But it builds up….I BREAKDOWN
I have to cut to...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2012 6:29pm
2nd Apr 2012 6:29pm
Real Fears
Getting left behind
Not being loved
No one understanding
No one caring
are
my fears
I had a dream
I was lost
No one tried to
find me
No one cared
No one listened
understood
Feeling left out
Feeling like no one
understands
Feeling like No one
can hear me
When I’m screaming
to be heard
Destructive behavior
I have
Wishing I could change
Wishing I could make it
better
Wishing for another chance
Wishing for someone who
will come and save me
from...
Not being loved
No one understanding
No one caring
are
my fears
I had a dream
I was lost
No one tried to
find me
No one cared
No one listened
understood
Feeling left out
Feeling like no one
understands
Feeling like No one
can hear me
When I’m screaming
to be heard
Destructive behavior
I have
Wishing I could change
Wishing I could make it
better
Wishing for another chance
Wishing for someone who
will come and save me
from...
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2012 6:11pm
2nd Apr 2012 6:11pm
HELP!!!
I have cried for help for months, maybe even years, Dreaming of the day when I could wipe away the tears Feeling dazed lost and confused, Left here wandering my soul empty and abused Treading in another world but I don’t know where, Perhaps waiting for the Grimm Reaper to pay him his fare? Sensing feelings I can’t explain with dark shadows lurking in the night, Desperately searching for hope, is there any light? Looking to make my escape but I don’t know how, I don’t know what’s wrong, what do I do now? I wish somebody would help me but they can’t hear my call, Maybe I’m just destined to fall...
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