Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
awkward and shy
when i first met someone
i feel so numb
my heart feels like it might explode
i get excited to see what unfolds
im awkward and shy
i let this opportunity pass me by
i wanna speak
but my mouth is sealed shut i feel weak
i think you are very attractive
its hard to breathe i feel neurotic
i hope if i go near you i will get your attention
that you would come up to me
am i leaving in a dream?
you never come close to me i...
i feel so numb
my heart feels like it might explode
i get excited to see what unfolds
im awkward and shy
i let this opportunity pass me by
i wanna speak
but my mouth is sealed shut i feel weak
i think you are very attractive
its hard to breathe i feel neurotic
i hope if i go near you i will get your attention
that you would come up to me
am i leaving in a dream?
you never come close to me i...
#relationships
#friendship
#crush
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signs that are missed
they say kids don't go through depression
what do you call when you spend time with the lights off
always spending time alone doesn't play outside
their life could be rough
they can have cable and video games
all the money in the world or material things doesn't matter
depression doesn't care i know this is strange
some eat their feels and get fatter
we might not tell you
because we are afraid that you won't understand
you might be angry when you question us...
what do you call when you spend time with the lights off
always spending time alone doesn't play outside
their life could be rough
they can have cable and video games
all the money in the world or material things doesn't matter
depression doesn't care i know this is strange
some eat their feels and get fatter
we might not tell you
because we are afraid that you won't understand
you might be angry when you question us...
#depression
#silence
#MentalHealth
#misunderstood
#suffering
302 reads
6 Comments
f**k boy/f**k girl
i think we are back to playing games
i want you
i know you want me to
but we ignore each other
i don't need you
i do things on my own
i have so many options who can i choose
we bearly speak on the phone
i guess since my break up I'm a different girl
trapped in an ugly and pretty world
things you say sometimes makes me hurl
like when you're are a no show
you have been after me for years
sadly you don't take any...
i want you
i know you want me to
but we ignore each other
i don't need you
i do things on my own
i have so many options who can i choose
we bearly speak on the phone
i guess since my break up I'm a different girl
trapped in an ugly and pretty world
things you say sometimes makes me hurl
like when you're are a no show
you have been after me for years
sadly you don't take any...
#relationships
#crush
289 reads
2 Comments
little raven
i don't remember who i am at times
i don't like her
to be honest, i want to bury her in the ground
i am sure
she has trauma she's still stuck in
shes to emotional a cry baby
she believes everyone is good
shes always afraid
when I'm triggered i feel here
the fear
feeling like I'm not safe
don't trust men in general
i know she a part of me
i know there are things I need to cope with
some days are...
i don't like her
to be honest, i want to bury her in the ground
i am sure
she has trauma she's still stuck in
shes to emotional a cry baby
she believes everyone is good
shes always afraid
when I'm triggered i feel here
the fear
feeling like I'm not safe
don't trust men in general
i know she a part of me
i know there are things I need to cope with
some days are...
#FeelingLost
#suffering
#FeelingTrapped #emotional
#FeelingTrapped #emotional
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1 Comment
michelle
i see her as my opposite
another me but different
i character i made up in my brain
when I'm hurt bad and in pain
she shows up to take over
she's stronger than me
she tougher
she wants to fight
she is destruction
she wants to make people suffer
as time goes by i see that's not all she is
she is a reminder
how strong i can be
she knows me inside and out
she sees what i see
she is very...
another me but different
i character i made up in my brain
when I'm hurt bad and in pain
she shows up to take over
she's stronger than me
she tougher
she wants to fight
she is destruction
she wants to make people suffer
as time goes by i see that's not all she is
she is a reminder
how strong i can be
she knows me inside and out
she sees what i see
she is very...
#rebirth
#SelfReflection
#redemption
281 reads
3 Comments
isolation
I'm all alone no is here
silence fills my room
there are no friends near
i hope my depression ends soon
on the plus side, i like being alone
i like to be closed up
wish i could make myself into a clone
i just had enough
the outside sometimes is scary
i don't trust strangers
maybe because of the past wish i was a fairy
so i can fly away from many dangers
silence fills my room
there are no friends near
i hope my depression ends soon
on the plus side, i like being alone
i like to be closed up
wish i could make myself into a clone
i just had enough
the outside sometimes is scary
i don't trust strangers
maybe because of the past wish i was a fairy
so i can fly away from many dangers
#anxiety
#loneliness
#dark #fear
#dark #fear
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2 Comments
Codependency
there are reasons i do relate to the charater harley quinn
i feel for some time without realizing it i lost myself in another
i have done some sins
the truth is to be uncovered
i still cry alot about this situttion
which is ok i am not ashamed
the jokes on you
i always had to be around youi know so lame
no more protecting you or covering up your mess
i have to let you learn on your own
my love has been put to rest
my heart turned cold
...
i feel for some time without realizing it i lost myself in another
i have done some sins
the truth is to be uncovered
i still cry alot about this situttion
which is ok i am not ashamed
the jokes on you
i always had to be around youi know so lame
no more protecting you or covering up your mess
i have to let you learn on your own
my love has been put to rest
my heart turned cold
...
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
#escape #separation
#escape #separation
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1 Comment
daddy issues
so many negative thoughts people say about someone who has daddy issues
so i will like to talk about this
i think fo myself i have always needed reassurance may come across as needy
my biggest fear is when somebody just disappears
i don't have any communication with my own father
i was let down
so its no bother
i feel im better alone all around
i have always imagine a person cuddling with me never letting me go
i like the attention on me
someone who would not fold
where is he
sometimes when it comes to...
so i will like to talk about this
i think fo myself i have always needed reassurance may come across as needy
my biggest fear is when somebody just disappears
i don't have any communication with my own father
i was let down
so its no bother
i feel im better alone all around
i have always imagine a person cuddling with me never letting me go
i like the attention on me
someone who would not fold
where is he
sometimes when it comes to...
#loneliness
#rejection
#shame #fear
#shame #fear
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2 Comments
you never make a move
you turn me on with your words
takes me to a place I want to explore
you tell me things I have always heard
our conversations excite me I'm never bored
I like you and you know that
you tell me you want me but then hold back
makes me want to hit you with a bat
I'm so impatient
i hate to wait
why do you say these certain things
I been up so late
when you back out I'm waiting for my phone to ring
I just want you to push me to bed
rip my clothes off
do everything as you said
right now my thoughts...
takes me to a place I want to explore
you tell me things I have always heard
our conversations excite me I'm never bored
I like you and you know that
you tell me you want me but then hold back
makes me want to hit you with a bat
I'm so impatient
i hate to wait
why do you say these certain things
I been up so late
when you back out I'm waiting for my phone to ring
I just want you to push me to bed
rip my clothes off
do everything as you said
right now my thoughts...
#lust
#sex
#temptation #passion
#temptation #passion
489 reads
4 Comments
the pain of healing
these is a pain i feel
its so heavy as I'm healing
I have to yell at my self and say your gone
I cant stop feeling
its so easy how I can be replaced
you got what you needed from me
now I'm alone in these challenges that i have faced
forever was not to be
I'm growing stronger without
i have to mentally forget you for my sanity
even when I'm in doubt
i have some clarity
i always had this need to help you to save you
now i have to block that out
i can't help you when you'd don't want me to help ...
its so heavy as I'm healing
I have to yell at my self and say your gone
I cant stop feeling
its so easy how I can be replaced
you got what you needed from me
now I'm alone in these challenges that i have faced
forever was not to be
I'm growing stronger without
i have to mentally forget you for my sanity
even when I'm in doubt
i have some clarity
i always had this need to help you to save you
now i have to block that out
i can't help you when you'd don't want me to help ...
#sadness
#heartbroken
#TimeHeals #MovingOn
#TimeHeals #MovingOn
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2 Comments
insane and proud
i am embracing my not so perfect parts
some people I'm just insane
this is where my new story starts
i know I'm not the same
this Halloween the theme will be the mad hatter
I'm embracing me having psychosis
i can hear their laughter
yes i do see things that are not there
yes I'm entirely bonkers
yes i space out i stay in a daze
being normal is not for Me
i need to stay clear from those stalkers
my brain feels like I'm in a maze
yes i have crying spells due to depression
then the next morning I'm...
some people I'm just insane
this is where my new story starts
i know I'm not the same
this Halloween the theme will be the mad hatter
I'm embracing me having psychosis
i can hear their laughter
yes i do see things that are not there
yes I'm entirely bonkers
yes i space out i stay in a daze
being normal is not for Me
i need to stay clear from those stalkers
my brain feels like I'm in a maze
yes i have crying spells due to depression
then the next morning I'm...
#hope
#courage
#motivational
#shame
#bittersweet
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in a box
im in a box
im not drowning
there is no lock
maybe I'm just growing
the darkness is my friend
I might complain about my mental health
but the demons are the only thing that has stayed to the end
I don't not have a lot of wealth
one day I will get out
I don't want to be ashamed of having hullications
i wish i could scream so loud
I'm not scared of my illusions
this is my journey
tired of being the weird one so i close by eyes and go
to a land of discovery
this is my world my cove
im not drowning
there is no lock
maybe I'm just growing
the darkness is my friend
I might complain about my mental health
but the demons are the only thing that has stayed to the end
I don't not have a lot of wealth
one day I will get out
I don't want to be ashamed of having hullications
i wish i could scream so loud
I'm not scared of my illusions
this is my journey
tired of being the weird one so i close by eyes and go
to a land of discovery
this is my world my cove
#kindness
#loneliness
#redemption
#bittersweet
#emotions
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1 Comment
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