awkward and shy

when i first met someone

i feel so numb

my heart feels like it might explode

i get excited to see what unfolds



im awkward and shy

i let this opportunity pass me by

i wanna speak

but my mouth is sealed shut i feel weak



i think you are very attractive

its hard to breathe i feel neurotic

i hope if i go near you i will get your attention

that you would come up to me



am i leaving in a dream?

you never come close to me i want to scream

i don't know what to do with these feelings

tired of being cautious



if i take a chance and give in

would that be a sin

i just want a taste

i want to see your face



i want to look at you in your eye

i want to go exploring with you

for now you are my crush

im not in a rush