Submissions by ravenb123- (RavenD)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I might break, but I’m not broken.
Jumbled together
There is so much rolling around in this brain of mine that I can't even write.
I begain one thing and start on another.
Than the words become jumbled together.
I have this urge to write.
But the words that flow just aren't right.
It goes from happy to moody.
Could be that I have become gloomy.
Or is it the mental and physical work.
I have become so wore out.
I just want to sleep.
But I have to work.
Or could it be that on work and school.
I have the pressure of my future ahead.
Or am i just worried about my health.
Seems...
I begain one thing and start on another.
Than the words become jumbled together.
I have this urge to write.
But the words that flow just aren't right.
It goes from happy to moody.
Could be that I have become gloomy.
Or is it the mental and physical work.
I have become so wore out.
I just want to sleep.
But I have to work.
Or could it be that on work and school.
I have the pressure of my future ahead.
Or am i just worried about my health.
Seems...
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TIME
At last I see the sun.
My eyes are open to a new begining.
I see the ones I lost.
I see the ones I loved.
I see the one I love.
My heart grows with this sight.
But I get tear dimmed eyes.
I remember the good times we had.
The love and frustration.
That you made me feel.
But where did time go.
Time left and now we stand still.
The words you need to say won't come out.
So I stand frozen in the stilled time.
Oh ye time come hither to the.
Time yet not come? For time will begin anew.
Time will begin anew soon very soon.
Yet...
My eyes are open to a new begining.
I see the ones I lost.
I see the ones I loved.
I see the one I love.
My heart grows with this sight.
But I get tear dimmed eyes.
I remember the good times we had.
The love and frustration.
That you made me feel.
But where did time go.
Time left and now we stand still.
The words you need to say won't come out.
So I stand frozen in the stilled time.
Oh ye time come hither to the.
Time yet not come? For time will begin anew.
Time will begin anew soon very soon.
Yet...
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Alone
Its hard to leave the darkness that is catching around you.
Im falling more and more into this awful pit called hell on earth.
Everyone knows what im doing and yet no one sees that im hurting.
Im being destroyed.
Tore down.
Beaten.
And yet I have never felt more alive.
I guess getting ride of my soul was all it took.
Falling into this darkness I found a new home.
But never have I felt more alone.
They ask what happened to the good girl they knew.
But I can't answer because im frozen mute.
Maybe I need this.
It could help me.
Or maybe...
Im falling more and more into this awful pit called hell on earth.
Everyone knows what im doing and yet no one sees that im hurting.
Im being destroyed.
Tore down.
Beaten.
And yet I have never felt more alive.
I guess getting ride of my soul was all it took.
Falling into this darkness I found a new home.
But never have I felt more alone.
They ask what happened to the good girl they knew.
But I can't answer because im frozen mute.
Maybe I need this.
It could help me.
Or maybe...
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Death
Another day.
Another hour.
The minutes pass.
The seconds tick.
The time goes slow.
But life goes so fast.
When the time goes by.
We all get older.
And when we are older.
We are just that much closer to death.
Even tho death can cheat.
By taking us so young.
What death doesn't know is that we embrace her.
Old or young we embrace death.
Because we all think death will bring us peace.
This life or the next death will be there.
To the darkness we see while we take our last sleep.
Death will be taking me or you even us....
Another hour.
The minutes pass.
The seconds tick.
The time goes slow.
But life goes so fast.
When the time goes by.
We all get older.
And when we are older.
We are just that much closer to death.
Even tho death can cheat.
By taking us so young.
What death doesn't know is that we embrace her.
Old or young we embrace death.
Because we all think death will bring us peace.
This life or the next death will be there.
To the darkness we see while we take our last sleep.
Death will be taking me or you even us....
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what
I write what I feel and want.
But im so confused because of you.
Are we on or are we out.
All I know is I cant write.
And when I cant write.
I cant think.
But im so confused because of you.
Are we on or are we out.
All I know is I cant write.
And when I cant write.
I cant think.
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I cant
I should hate you I really should.
But I don't.
And thats what is really killing me.
Should froget you but I cant.
And I resent my head for that.
I shouldn't have fallen in love with you.
And my heart broke bc of that.
I should be the strong girl I always was.
But im not.
There are times in the day im happy and you cross my mind.
Than it hits me so hard I feel like crying there.
But I stay strong.
I cry when I run sometimes.
Heck i let the shower drown the tears.
But I learned something from all of this.
Its okey to let the tears...
But I don't.
And thats what is really killing me.
Should froget you but I cant.
And I resent my head for that.
I shouldn't have fallen in love with you.
And my heart broke bc of that.
I should be the strong girl I always was.
But im not.
There are times in the day im happy and you cross my mind.
Than it hits me so hard I feel like crying there.
But I stay strong.
I cry when I run sometimes.
Heck i let the shower drown the tears.
But I learned something from all of this.
Its okey to let the tears...
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whatever's
Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
My heart beaten to two.
Shattered to pieces.
Thrown about.
Broken down.
Stomped on.
But thats life in the rules of love.
You get beat in the heart and played with in the head.
But I cant say im bitter bc its all bitter sweet.
But what the fuck.
A shattered heart and a fucked up head is what I have.
Well to say I have always been fucked up.
I try to see the good in everything but I cant see the good today.
So roses to ashes and violates to dust for this heart of mine changed to rust.
Violets are blue.
My heart beaten to two.
Shattered to pieces.
Thrown about.
Broken down.
Stomped on.
But thats life in the rules of love.
You get beat in the heart and played with in the head.
But I cant say im bitter bc its all bitter sweet.
But what the fuck.
A shattered heart and a fucked up head is what I have.
Well to say I have always been fucked up.
I try to see the good in everything but I cant see the good today.
So roses to ashes and violates to dust for this heart of mine changed to rust.
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blank
I guess I meant nothing.
But my heart took the fall.
The fall of my own stupidity that I actually meant something to someone for once.
But I guess I didn't mean anything nor my heart.
It hurts to much.
I actually fell to the ground.
Right there in front of them.
I never cry in front of anyone.
But I did today.
In front of the whole family.
Not even the shower can hid what I feel this time.
But this is the story of my life.
A matter of heartbreak and pain.
But my heart took the fall.
The fall of my own stupidity that I actually meant something to someone for once.
But I guess I didn't mean anything nor my heart.
It hurts to much.
I actually fell to the ground.
Right there in front of them.
I never cry in front of anyone.
But I did today.
In front of the whole family.
Not even the shower can hid what I feel this time.
But this is the story of my life.
A matter of heartbreak and pain.
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confused and hurt
Drifting apart.
I don't know what to say.
And yet the tears explain it all.
The fears I have are coming true.
The doubt's I thought I never had well they are there.
What am I to do.
How am I supposed to go on.
How come after all the others who hurt me I never felt like I do now.
Why does it have to be you.
The shower hides my tears.
My bed is my shelter from my heart.
Everyone is here and yet I have never felt so alone in my life.
Nothing anymore.
Why.
I'm so confused
Help.
But he doesn't hear.
It feels as if I'm in a...
I don't know what to say.
And yet the tears explain it all.
The fears I have are coming true.
The doubt's I thought I never had well they are there.
What am I to do.
How am I supposed to go on.
How come after all the others who hurt me I never felt like I do now.
Why does it have to be you.
The shower hides my tears.
My bed is my shelter from my heart.
Everyone is here and yet I have never felt so alone in my life.
Nothing anymore.
Why.
I'm so confused
Help.
But he doesn't hear.
It feels as if I'm in a...
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Can you see
When he says my name my heart starts to flutter.
When he talks abt life and work I listen.
When he talks abt how I make him happy I feel tangled inside.
He doesn't know how I have fallen for him.
He doesn't know what he means to me.
Every text every call I jump I run im like a linebacker going to my phone.
I know its him on the other end.
I can hear the smile in his voice no its not strange.
I can see his laughter no its normal.
I can feel his touch so gentle and tender even if he is not with me.
Sometimes I wonder can he hear my heartbeat...
When he talks abt life and work I listen.
When he talks abt how I make him happy I feel tangled inside.
He doesn't know how I have fallen for him.
He doesn't know what he means to me.
Every text every call I jump I run im like a linebacker going to my phone.
I know its him on the other end.
I can hear the smile in his voice no its not strange.
I can see his laughter no its normal.
I can feel his touch so gentle and tender even if he is not with me.
Sometimes I wonder can he hear my heartbeat...
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dream
As I look at your picture I see the face I dream of every night.
When I wake up I curse the morning light.
But with that light comes joy.
I get to talk to you.
I get to hear the voice I hear every night.
I found joy when my days go bad.
I find joy do to you.
I want to tell you everything.
Even how I feel.
I blush, I smile, I laugh, and now I have a twinkle in my eyes :)
You have brought joy and happiness into my life.
And ill feel this for years to come.
I feel this everyday and night.
And when night comes upon me again.
I get all...
When I wake up I curse the morning light.
But with that light comes joy.
I get to talk to you.
I get to hear the voice I hear every night.
I found joy when my days go bad.
I find joy do to you.
I want to tell you everything.
Even how I feel.
I blush, I smile, I laugh, and now I have a twinkle in my eyes :)
You have brought joy and happiness into my life.
And ill feel this for years to come.
I feel this everyday and night.
And when night comes upon me again.
I get all...
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you
You make me smile.
You make me blush.
You make me laugh.
You make my day.
You know the words to say to get me through the day.
You know how to make my heart skip three beats.
I can't explain what this is.
Or what we are doing.
But when i talk to you my heart is slowly unglueing.
We have so much to talk abt.
We have the same intrests.
We know the same things.
But with all this how come when i hear your voice i become speechless.
My mind goes blank and all i can think abt is you in that moment.
Before i met you...
You make me blush.
You make me laugh.
You make my day.
You know the words to say to get me through the day.
You know how to make my heart skip three beats.
I can't explain what this is.
Or what we are doing.
But when i talk to you my heart is slowly unglueing.
We have so much to talk abt.
We have the same intrests.
We know the same things.
But with all this how come when i hear your voice i become speechless.
My mind goes blank and all i can think abt is you in that moment.
Before i met you...
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