Submissions by rachelmae
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Sorry I haven't been on in so long, working through some stuff. but i'm back! I write because I love writing, because my songs are who I am. one day I hope to inspire people with them. I'm shy but if you get to know me I'm really quite funny.
The me, unseen
I'm an aspiring model
but I'm very insecure.
Ever since elementary school I was called ugly
disgusting
nerdy
unworthy
undeserving
All because my crystalline blue eyes have to wear glasses.
because I have freckles in the summer.
because I'm considered too thin, but only because they called me fat
revolting
because they made fun of me for who I was
timid
kind
innocent
forgiving
strong in my faith
But I dream of a day when I am
a singer
songwriter
actress
model
confident
and because one person...
but I'm very insecure.
Ever since elementary school I was called ugly
disgusting
nerdy
unworthy
undeserving
All because my crystalline blue eyes have to wear glasses.
because I have freckles in the summer.
because I'm considered too thin, but only because they called me fat
revolting
because they made fun of me for who I was
timid
kind
innocent
forgiving
strong in my faith
But I dream of a day when I am
a singer
songwriter
actress
model
confident
and because one person...
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The voices and I
The voices and I, we have an agreement
they fight to stay while I pray they leave
scared of the night,
and I'm not sure where I'm going
but I'm not giving up the battle yet
And they can say what they want
I promised I wouldn't listen
I'm turning 'round, I won't run
refusing to break and watch
my future burn to the ground
now I hear you calling through
the tangled web of lies, you're on my side
joining the war that's not quite won
the struggle in my mind
between the voices and I
The voices and I, are still both surviving...
they fight to stay while I pray they leave
scared of the night,
and I'm not sure where I'm going
but I'm not giving up the battle yet
And they can say what they want
I promised I wouldn't listen
I'm turning 'round, I won't run
refusing to break and watch
my future burn to the ground
now I hear you calling through
the tangled web of lies, you're on my side
joining the war that's not quite won
the struggle in my mind
between the voices and I
The voices and I, are still both surviving...
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Once upon a life
She trusts him more than anyone
he sees her tears and doesn't run
he's loved her at her worst and held her through the rest
and she knows for once upon a life
she is enough...
And this time the fairytale won't end
with a storybook closing
the pages are still unwritten
and her heart just started glowing
from the warmth of love and the strength that comes
with a hand that never slips away
even when she falls astray
Once upon a magical, mystical life...
that became reality.
He knows her more and more each day
she's seen him...
he sees her tears and doesn't run
he's loved her at her worst and held her through the rest
and she knows for once upon a life
she is enough...
And this time the fairytale won't end
with a storybook closing
the pages are still unwritten
and her heart just started glowing
from the warmth of love and the strength that comes
with a hand that never slips away
even when she falls astray
Once upon a magical, mystical life...
that became reality.
He knows her more and more each day
she's seen him...
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All you will ever be
You're a pebble stuck in the sole of my shoe
and I just can't seem to get rid of you
always there to remind me of where I've been
and try'na drag me back again
but I'm sick and I'm fed up of putting up with it
All you will ever gain, is nothing from this!
just another scar, on my heart,
but that's not something new.
All you will ever see,
is the remnants of who I used to be
walking away, staying here isn't safe,
I can't handle this
don't want to keep blocking your fist
it's just too much, I've had enough!
so a bad but fading...
and I just can't seem to get rid of you
always there to remind me of where I've been
and try'na drag me back again
but I'm sick and I'm fed up of putting up with it
All you will ever gain, is nothing from this!
just another scar, on my heart,
but that's not something new.
All you will ever see,
is the remnants of who I used to be
walking away, staying here isn't safe,
I can't handle this
don't want to keep blocking your fist
it's just too much, I've had enough!
so a bad but fading...
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Shredded Yesterdays
Bury me deep below the surface of what's real
use up all my love until I cannot feel
I don't want to live this way
hanging onto the things they claim
paper cuts bleeding out lies and blame
trying to tape it all together
but the meaning has been lost
and I can't find all the pieces
Growing numb
from the loss of feeling in my arms
reaching out so long to no avail,
I know a mishap's not a failure
until I let it win
but I can't wish it away, not this time
Future come
'cause I'm done with all the waiting
trying but barely...
use up all my love until I cannot feel
I don't want to live this way
hanging onto the things they claim
paper cuts bleeding out lies and blame
trying to tape it all together
but the meaning has been lost
and I can't find all the pieces
Growing numb
from the loss of feeling in my arms
reaching out so long to no avail,
I know a mishap's not a failure
until I let it win
but I can't wish it away, not this time
Future come
'cause I'm done with all the waiting
trying but barely...
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Who You Are
They thought they broke you down
got it in their heads that they won somehow
They laughed and said they dug your grave
and all you had to do was fall in
but if they really believe you're giving it all up so easily
they don't know who you are!
Oh, I know, you're still standing
they're having a hard time comprehending:
how could you be alive?
how could you dare to face the night?
And I know, your armor's ready
a battle's been waged and you are winning
against all odds
despite every "you will not"
they don't know, what I...
got it in their heads that they won somehow
They laughed and said they dug your grave
and all you had to do was fall in
but if they really believe you're giving it all up so easily
they don't know who you are!
Oh, I know, you're still standing
they're having a hard time comprehending:
how could you be alive?
how could you dare to face the night?
And I know, your armor's ready
a battle's been waged and you are winning
against all odds
despite every "you will not"
they don't know, what I...
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Where You'll Be
I would give a million lifetimes up
if I could spend just a single day with you
I would cross a thousand galaxies
until I found a light worthy of your true beauty
and maybe I'd lose my mind a hundred times
but you always bring me back where I belong...
No matter where i am, no matter where you are
I will find you in the essence of a falling star
even if they try to break you, I won't let life take you away from me
you're in my heart, and that's where you'll be
ever and always, for as long as you remember me
I won't let you forget your identity...
if I could spend just a single day with you
I would cross a thousand galaxies
until I found a light worthy of your true beauty
and maybe I'd lose my mind a hundred times
but you always bring me back where I belong...
No matter where i am, no matter where you are
I will find you in the essence of a falling star
even if they try to break you, I won't let life take you away from me
you're in my heart, and that's where you'll be
ever and always, for as long as you remember me
I won't let you forget your identity...
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Hypocritical
chill my heart with words that go too far
then blame me for not being trusting
melt my walls with promises of change
then turn and run just to spite me
and I don't know why i still hang on
look for the best when you do me wrong
all I know is I'll try not to be...
Hypocritical like you
like what you say but not what you do
act like an innocent
but you're just faking it
I won't end up like that
no matter what you say to try and fool me
let me tell you, it's not that easy
I may be complicated, underestimated
but I'll never be...
then blame me for not being trusting
melt my walls with promises of change
then turn and run just to spite me
and I don't know why i still hang on
look for the best when you do me wrong
all I know is I'll try not to be...
Hypocritical like you
like what you say but not what you do
act like an innocent
but you're just faking it
I won't end up like that
no matter what you say to try and fool me
let me tell you, it's not that easy
I may be complicated, underestimated
but I'll never be...
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After All
Somewhere, out of the nothingness, out of the pain, there is gain, there is hope in this.
Somehow, all the brokenness, every scar, bandaged heart, is awaking from the dark and I see...
there is light after all in me.
When the doors have all slammed in my face
and the rain is pouring down,
As the tallest towers and jagged cliffs
mock me as I fall to the ground again...
I look to the sky with the last of my breath
spend all my wishes at once for one final chance
just to know there's something left for me
a glimmer of love to come and set this...
Somehow, all the brokenness, every scar, bandaged heart, is awaking from the dark and I see...
there is light after all in me.
When the doors have all slammed in my face
and the rain is pouring down,
As the tallest towers and jagged cliffs
mock me as I fall to the ground again...
I look to the sky with the last of my breath
spend all my wishes at once for one final chance
just to know there's something left for me
a glimmer of love to come and set this...
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Keep the Memory
Said I wasn't good enough for you
but you couldn't let me go
held on, but didn't know what you held onto
never could imprison my soul
and now I've flown away from your clutches
maybe you'll wither without my light
but all weeds have to die
telling me not to live my destiny
is like asking a bird not to spread its wings
forbidding a fish from swimming
tie my hands behind my back but I'll still sing
don't you question it, this isn't another phase
may the sun always shine its rays upon you
but if you bring me down may there be darkness too...
but you couldn't let me go
held on, but didn't know what you held onto
never could imprison my soul
and now I've flown away from your clutches
maybe you'll wither without my light
but all weeds have to die
telling me not to live my destiny
is like asking a bird not to spread its wings
forbidding a fish from swimming
tie my hands behind my back but I'll still sing
don't you question it, this isn't another phase
may the sun always shine its rays upon you
but if you bring me down may there be darkness too...
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Tell Me Mister
Tell me mister, if you don't mind... why are you racing home in record time?
You walk the same route everyday
see the cardboard sign hiding a worn-out face
You turn to cross the street and always pass him by
never stop to ask, but I know you wonder why
Talk about injustice, talk about starting a third world war
say life's not fair, and you can't take it anymore
but let me tell you, there a battle raging on
inside the tattered minds of the broken and forlorn
and you may never know the feeling of being hopelessly lost
but I bet that everyone has...
You walk the same route everyday
see the cardboard sign hiding a worn-out face
You turn to cross the street and always pass him by
never stop to ask, but I know you wonder why
Talk about injustice, talk about starting a third world war
say life's not fair, and you can't take it anymore
but let me tell you, there a battle raging on
inside the tattered minds of the broken and forlorn
and you may never know the feeling of being hopelessly lost
but I bet that everyone has...
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Eye-Opening
When the impossible becomes a reality
when the unfathomable you hold in your hands
every wish that becomes more than a pipe dream
the moment you believe and realize what you can do
It's amazing, and you know you are forever changed
never to doubt your potential that much again
It's eye-opening
when the victim becomes the victor
heart-stopping, when you finally rise above it
all the lies and fears from every shed tear
they fall away and disappear
just like the wind and leaves you not the same
better in every way
stronger, standing now...
when the unfathomable you hold in your hands
every wish that becomes more than a pipe dream
the moment you believe and realize what you can do
It's amazing, and you know you are forever changed
never to doubt your potential that much again
It's eye-opening
when the victim becomes the victor
heart-stopping, when you finally rise above it
all the lies and fears from every shed tear
they fall away and disappear
just like the wind and leaves you not the same
better in every way
stronger, standing now...
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