Submissions by pure_emo117
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
20th Sep 2015 5:38pm
20th Sep 2015 5:38pm
random transcripts of a no so happy person (i do apologise for spelling)
smile.
don't show. they'll never know.
'im going to snap'
'you'll be fine'
fuck you and your selfish ways
if i scream in your face
will you let me be happy?
if i ran away and never came back
would i finally be at peace?
ill just sit here with a knife and pills.
ill be right.
don't show. they'll never know.
'im going to snap'
'you'll be fine'
fuck you and your selfish ways
if i scream in your face
will you let me be happy?
if i ran away and never came back
would i finally be at peace?
ill just sit here with a knife and pills.
ill be right.
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Sep 2015 5:16pm
20th Sep 2015 5:16pm
Im back
its been too long,
lets see what you missed
grew up, got a job, and stayed alive
but something is still amiss
i stil have those feelings..
way way deep down
i can feel my blood calling
wanting to settle on the ground
i still have dreams
white walls, red spatters.
almost beautiful, passionate
why does it satisfy more then hits?
i hate it i hate my self
i want to cut again..
but with so many depending on me
can this nightmare end..?
lets see what you missed
grew up, got a job, and stayed alive
but something is still amiss
i stil have those feelings..
way way deep down
i can feel my blood calling
wanting to settle on the ground
i still have dreams
white walls, red spatters.
almost beautiful, passionate
why does it satisfy more then hits?
i hate it i hate my self
i want to cut again..
but with so many depending on me
can this nightmare end..?
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Dec 2013 1:29am
7th Dec 2013 1:29am
Staying Strong (Not A Poem)
being strong is easy
honestly, anyone can be strong for a minute, hour, day, a week even
you block out the worst, and just for a moment you feel slightly better
then everything begins to struggle, your heart, your mind, eventually your very soul begins to give way
whether it be a break up, losing a loved one, or you may just be battling with yourself, it does not matter, everyone has there reasons.
i know people that appear to be the happiest people in the world, then once i actually sat a spoke with them, they are just like me in a sense.
...
honestly, anyone can be strong for a minute, hour, day, a week even
you block out the worst, and just for a moment you feel slightly better
then everything begins to struggle, your heart, your mind, eventually your very soul begins to give way
whether it be a break up, losing a loved one, or you may just be battling with yourself, it does not matter, everyone has there reasons.
i know people that appear to be the happiest people in the world, then once i actually sat a spoke with them, they are just like me in a sense.
...
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Nov 2013 3:15pm
4th Nov 2013 3:15pm
If you feel suicidal, read this.
please leave a comment if you like it.. i know it probably wont help, but i figured i should try.
Its almost funny
how life can bring you down
when it feels like youre floating
then to relise youre going to drown
we all go through things
some more then others
depression, anxiety to name only two
or losing sisters or brothers
life mat be unfair
or even just plain wrong
but we cant change the past
Those days are lived, and gone.
i write this for anyone
who feels they want to die
take it from someone just like you...
Its almost funny
how life can bring you down
when it feels like youre floating
then to relise youre going to drown
we all go through things
some more then others
depression, anxiety to name only two
or losing sisters or brothers
life mat be unfair
or even just plain wrong
but we cant change the past
Those days are lived, and gone.
i write this for anyone
who feels they want to die
take it from someone just like you...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2013 7:42pm
3rd Jun 2013 7:42pm
Just more lies
you said we would be perfect
i believed every singe word
lie after lie i took it all in
and hope once again stirred
that weekend. that night.
everything seemed so right
i held you in my arms
a loving embrace ever so tight
but no matter how much i love
you dont want me by youre side
you decided that being youre best freind
would be the extent of our plight.
never again
will i kneel to you.
you stabbed me in the heart
slicing me in two
im back on the meds
im clutching at a blade
you dont care about...
i believed every singe word
lie after lie i took it all in
and hope once again stirred
that weekend. that night.
everything seemed so right
i held you in my arms
a loving embrace ever so tight
but no matter how much i love
you dont want me by youre side
you decided that being youre best freind
would be the extent of our plight.
never again
will i kneel to you.
you stabbed me in the heart
slicing me in two
im back on the meds
im clutching at a blade
you dont care about...
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Apr 2013 7:50pm
9th Apr 2013 7:50pm
who am i again?
To lost to be found
To broken to be remade
To damaged to heal
To dead to be saved
My mind is ready
My razor is shining
Like a hot knife through butter
The blade is gliding
This time its real
Im not coming back from this
Its almost to easy now
Knowing i wont be missed
A quick glance in the mirror.
Just me and my blade
The smile of the boy that once existed
Forever starting to fade
Im not who once knew
If you saw me now you wouldn't believe
Its funny how much you can hide from...
To broken to be remade
To damaged to heal
To dead to be saved
My mind is ready
My razor is shining
Like a hot knife through butter
The blade is gliding
This time its real
Im not coming back from this
Its almost to easy now
Knowing i wont be missed
A quick glance in the mirror.
Just me and my blade
The smile of the boy that once existed
Forever starting to fade
Im not who once knew
If you saw me now you wouldn't believe
Its funny how much you can hide from...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Aug 2012 4:37pm
30th Aug 2012 4:37pm
why is this illegal
stoke the bong
sit in a circle
pass it to the left
when packing be careful
spill the sesh
im gonna get hit
rip that cone
the cherry is lit
sweet smooth smoke
filling up my lungs
exhale with my eyes closed
feeling with my tongue
the cone piece is hot
but i don't care
im stoned mother fucker
and im willing to share ;)
sit in a circle
pass it to the left
when packing be careful
spill the sesh
im gonna get hit
rip that cone
the cherry is lit
sweet smooth smoke
filling up my lungs
exhale with my eyes closed
feeling with my tongue
the cone piece is hot
but i don't care
im stoned mother fucker
and im willing to share ;)
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Aug 2012 2:32pm
20th Aug 2012 2:32pm
lies
as i look to the sky and scream youre name
i begin to die and show my shame
the lies and false smiles on lasted so long
youre mask of innocence is forever gone
to long have you ruled my life
tonight ill stop you with the edge of my knife
you threw me down and spat in my face
you lied to me as i got stuck in youre cold embrace
youre a user, a deciever, you only benefit yourself
how about you take some rope grab a chair and dangle from the top shelf
im sick you youre lies, youre false leading shit
if i ever see you again it...
i begin to die and show my shame
the lies and false smiles on lasted so long
youre mask of innocence is forever gone
to long have you ruled my life
tonight ill stop you with the edge of my knife
you threw me down and spat in my face
you lied to me as i got stuck in youre cold embrace
youre a user, a deciever, you only benefit yourself
how about you take some rope grab a chair and dangle from the top shelf
im sick you youre lies, youre false leading shit
if i ever see you again it...
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DARK POEM
Published
31st Jul 2012 3:07am
31st Jul 2012 3:07am
send me.
bring my end to a full circle
send my body to the deamons below
send my soul to satans hands
watching..
waiting..
squrming..
screaming..
end the worthlessness
stop my waste of breath
lure my false hope away
crawling..
writhing..
crying..
dying..
let my body go cold
as my heart bursts in flames
watch me wither and die
slaughtering..
ripping..
tearing..
breaking..
break my bones to pecies
rip my flesh to shreds
send me to the...
send my body to the deamons below
send my soul to satans hands
watching..
waiting..
squrming..
screaming..
end the worthlessness
stop my waste of breath
lure my false hope away
crawling..
writhing..
crying..
dying..
let my body go cold
as my heart bursts in flames
watch me wither and die
slaughtering..
ripping..
tearing..
breaking..
break my bones to pecies
rip my flesh to shreds
send me to the...
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3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2012 7:21pm
22nd Jul 2012 7:21pm
Im going home
Im slipping away from a tight imbrace
The safety of light seems out of place
I crave the black and relentless cold
My title as "That Emo kid" begining to unfold
I know the road that leads to dark
My skills with a blade had left its mark
My friends will notice the fresh ingravings
As i sharpen my blades with the drop of metal shavings
Bloodstained hands
Razor sharp metal
Bleeding wrists
The blood starts to settle
My hair will grow long and black
My clothes will change their tone
I changed my life to...
The safety of light seems out of place
I crave the black and relentless cold
My title as "That Emo kid" begining to unfold
I know the road that leads to dark
My skills with a blade had left its mark
My friends will notice the fresh ingravings
As i sharpen my blades with the drop of metal shavings
Bloodstained hands
Razor sharp metal
Bleeding wrists
The blood starts to settle
My hair will grow long and black
My clothes will change their tone
I changed my life to...
759 reads
2 Comments
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