Submissions by pocahontas86

There's a hole in my heart... Not just speaking in metaphors but literally  
An emptiness that can't be filled
My boys my loves happened unexpectedly
A love that can't be replaced by anything
But yet there's a void
A missing piece that I search for everyday
I'm not sure what it is yet
But I know it will come to me
So until than the hole, the void, the emptiness, is me !!!!

Wrote this when I was 18 I am 28 now.

Dear Father,

You were suppose to be there for me
Not leaving me without knowing me
Build a relationship no one can tear
Share laughs no one can share
Shed tears no one can shed
I'm suppose to say I hate you and slam my door
Not you closing the door on us
You suppose to be my protector my hero
We suppose to have so many memories
Yet we have none
Only the pictures of a face I never saw
You wrote to me inô 2001 when u had no one
You were locked up and to spite the past I was there...

Love, pain, all seems the same, an endless cycle will can't escape, from the holds of life will all bear, so why can't we stay away? That to love is to get hurt, reasons unclear but it’s an emotion we need each day, like the sun can't raise with out the moon our hearts can't grow with out our soul…

The urge for you grows deeper each day
The feel of your lips on my body kissing me from head to toe has my body falls weak to your curse
The things I want you to do to me I don't have to say
The way your manhood enters my body as if he knows his way
And each time feels like my first
I have no words to describe the feeling you bring to me
As our body connect in a passionate dance my legs purse
Not wanting this to end and not feeling you is unbearable
For a decade you took over my mind, body, soul and to lose that feeling would be terrible
You whisper sweet...