Submissions by pixiedust_ (stephie)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
17th Nov 2023 4:32pm
17th Nov 2023 4:32pm
uncertainty.
i wonder
what i’m doing all this for.
is there really a point?
on good days i see it
a happy me
with you
in that place we always wanted to live in
and then
most days
i don’t see anything
and i ask myself if everything i’m doing is really worth it
if eventually
i’m just going to wind up dead
drowning in my own tears.
know that i’m aware
it sounds so overused
but ever since i grasped
the concept of love
i never thought of myself,
to be deserving.
even after
some...
what i’m doing all this for.
is there really a point?
on good days i see it
a happy me
with you
in that place we always wanted to live in
and then
most days
i don’t see anything
and i ask myself if everything i’m doing is really worth it
if eventually
i’m just going to wind up dead
drowning in my own tears.
know that i’m aware
it sounds so overused
but ever since i grasped
the concept of love
i never thought of myself,
to be deserving.
even after
some...
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Oct 2023 8:27pm
24th Oct 2023 8:27pm
cross
they think
i wouldn’t cross people
just for you.
i don’t care
only about you.
an angel to you
and to anyone who means well
that’s what i am
but they forget
angels are here to protect.
protect you
from this demon filled world
the ones that can be seen
and the ones that are inside
of your pretty little head.
the darkest side of me
it has never come out
but, my love
we might have a winner with you.
don’t let them look at you
don’t let them touch you
don’t let them...
i wouldn’t cross people
just for you.
i don’t care
only about you.
an angel to you
and to anyone who means well
that’s what i am
but they forget
angels are here to protect.
protect you
from this demon filled world
the ones that can be seen
and the ones that are inside
of your pretty little head.
the darkest side of me
it has never come out
but, my love
we might have a winner with you.
don’t let them look at you
don’t let them touch you
don’t let them...
#love
#jealousy
#relationships #obsession
#relationships #obsession
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Oct 2023 5:12pm
18th Oct 2023 5:12pm
cry
i cry for you
i cry the tears you don’t dare to let out.
i know they’re there.
i can see through your façade.
the screams get louder
you just want to give up
i feel that pain
when i’m sleeping
a nightmare
and i’ll wonder
‘why did i dream of those things?
i haven’t watched anything scary’
when i’m in public
a headache
and i’ll wonder
‘why does my head hurt so much
all of a sudden?’
when i’m alone
ia punch to my gut
and i’ll wonder
‘i was fine a moment ago.
why...
i cry the tears you don’t dare to let out.
i know they’re there.
i can see through your façade.
the screams get louder
you just want to give up
i feel that pain
when i’m sleeping
a nightmare
and i’ll wonder
‘why did i dream of those things?
i haven’t watched anything scary’
when i’m in public
a headache
and i’ll wonder
‘why does my head hurt so much
all of a sudden?’
when i’m alone
ia punch to my gut
and i’ll wonder
‘i was fine a moment ago.
why...
#sadness
#love
#relationships
#suffering
#hurt
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EROTIC POEM
Published
16th Oct 2023 1:12pm
16th Oct 2023 1:12pm
ruin.
my body floats
from this mind numbing pleasure
you push me over the edge
but i cannot scream
your hand stops the air
from reaching my lungs
while you stare at me
admiring, what you made of me
as if i was a work of art
you painted
just to ruin.
from this mind numbing pleasure
you push me over the edge
but i cannot scream
your hand stops the air
from reaching my lungs
while you stare at me
admiring, what you made of me
as if i was a work of art
you painted
just to ruin.
#love
#relationships
#lover #sensual
#lover #sensual
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Oct 2023 3:34pm
15th Oct 2023 3:34pm
i missed you.
i’ll miss you baby
i’ll miss you more.
i hang up
and it starts
i miss you
i wonder about you
was i too loud
was i too much
was i too cheesy
was i too needy
my subconscious
repeats these words
over and over
until a good thing turns bad
it’s been a few hours
where is he?
does he even miss me?
what is he doing?
is he talking to someone
that’s more interesting?
maybe i’m being ignored
maybe this is all
a sick joke-
NO.
i stop...
i’ll miss you more.
i hang up
and it starts
i miss you
i wonder about you
was i too loud
was i too much
was i too cheesy
was i too needy
my subconscious
repeats these words
over and over
until a good thing turns bad
it’s been a few hours
where is he?
does he even miss me?
what is he doing?
is he talking to someone
that’s more interesting?
maybe i’m being ignored
maybe this is all
a sick joke-
NO.
i stop...
#anxiety
#love
#relationships #IMissYou
#relationships #IMissYou
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Oct 2023 8:18am
15th Oct 2023 8:18am
happy
i cannot be happy
i cannot cherish happiness
because it is taken away from me
no one takes mercy on me
not even myself
my lungs give up on me
forget how to breathe
my heart gives up on me
forgets how to beat
my eyes give up
they fill themselves with tears
i am not an angel
but the things i did
do they deserve this punishment?
do i deserve for love to be taken away from me?
do i deserve to cry
to hurt
to hate myself
do i deserve this?
maybe i do.
and maybe i should face the facts
and give...
i cannot cherish happiness
because it is taken away from me
no one takes mercy on me
not even myself
my lungs give up on me
forget how to breathe
my heart gives up on me
forgets how to beat
my eyes give up
they fill themselves with tears
i am not an angel
but the things i did
do they deserve this punishment?
do i deserve for love to be taken away from me?
do i deserve to cry
to hurt
to hate myself
do i deserve this?
maybe i do.
and maybe i should face the facts
and give...
#sadness
#anxiety
#hurt #SelfWorth
#hurt #SelfWorth
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Oct 2023 1:07pm
14th Oct 2023 1:07pm
skipping
i skipped school for you today
and the day before
and last week
baby, i don’t want you to do that for me
your school is important
don’t let me be a burden
that’s what you would tell me.
and i’d agree
but what if i said i also did it for me?
but honestly, sitting in a hard
cold chair, staring at the board
letters and numbers mix
and i can’t make any sense of what
is being explained
break time comes around
i walk around like a ghost
everyone and no one is looking
i would rather...
and the day before
and last week
baby, i don’t want you to do that for me
your school is important
don’t let me be a burden
that’s what you would tell me.
and i’d agree
but what if i said i also did it for me?
but honestly, sitting in a hard
cold chair, staring at the board
letters and numbers mix
and i can’t make any sense of what
is being explained
break time comes around
i walk around like a ghost
everyone and no one is looking
i would rather...
#anxiety
#love
#loneliness #hurt
#loneliness #hurt
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