Submissions by personanongrata (Astral Gift)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
lyricist, poet, writer
Out of the blue
I don't know how
out of the blue
I just awoke.
I realized
which were my thoughts
and which were not.
I found myself
learning of love
looking for light
I felt my beat
and the sound of my peace
to synchronize
I don't want to live
in a meaning of life
I want to experience
What is beyond
the sight of the eye
will be inconvenient
But this is a risk
I already took
while seeking of guidance
The compass then said
"I'm pointing the truth,
I'm pointing your balance"
Lost in my mind ...
out of the blue
I just awoke.
I realized
which were my thoughts
and which were not.
I found myself
learning of love
looking for light
I felt my beat
and the sound of my peace
to synchronize
I don't want to live
in a meaning of life
I want to experience
What is beyond
the sight of the eye
will be inconvenient
But this is a risk
I already took
while seeking of guidance
The compass then said
"I'm pointing the truth,
I'm pointing your balance"
Lost in my mind ...
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what is your mission?
The world is like a hurricane
and we are in the middle
There's hate and evil everywhere
our life is a weird riddle
Just waiting to be enough
to light up this darkness
To balance the unsound minds
to show that love is boundless
The lessons I am here to learn..
I welcome them with joy
The patterns and the mental pain..
my ego's worst envoys
The world is committing suicide
We must be negotiators
To show them the beauty of soul
to honor the creator(s)
So, let's go save the earth, sweet child
but know...
and we are in the middle
There's hate and evil everywhere
our life is a weird riddle
Just waiting to be enough
to light up this darkness
To balance the unsound minds
to show that love is boundless
The lessons I am here to learn..
I welcome them with joy
The patterns and the mental pain..
my ego's worst envoys
The world is committing suicide
We must be negotiators
To show them the beauty of soul
to honor the creator(s)
So, let's go save the earth, sweet child
but know...
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LET IT END
It's getting so cold, I can't feel my legs
The water is frozen, my family's dead
I travelled so far to get what is mine
My freedom, a homeland, my will to survive
I paid for a journey that might be my last
I have no belongings, I'm a number of the past
But I have a hope , that's what people do
They're hopping until their dreams die too
My hope is now drowning, she goes down with the wave
There is no one to help me, I want me to fail
cause if I survive, it's not like I'll live
I'll die very slowly on a way with no wheel
Let the world...
The water is frozen, my family's dead
I travelled so far to get what is mine
My freedom, a homeland, my will to survive
I paid for a journey that might be my last
I have no belongings, I'm a number of the past
But I have a hope , that's what people do
They're hopping until their dreams die too
My hope is now drowning, she goes down with the wave
There is no one to help me, I want me to fail
cause if I survive, it's not like I'll live
I'll die very slowly on a way with no wheel
Let the world...
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YOU CAN'T PUT A LOCK IN A DREAM
I wonder in which hell you'd been hidden
and what you'd been suffered
Maybe I could reach your mind somehow
to comfort you
Don't cry, you have no tears left
don't you apologise
All your mistakes
have been forgiven
You can't hear me...an impassable gap
is dividing our figures
Although, you can't put a lock in a dream
I look back and our moments are counted
in one hand's fingers
I can't find a single one where
"I love you" is said
I'm not judging you; my judgment
suffered interception
I've been under...
and what you'd been suffered
Maybe I could reach your mind somehow
to comfort you
Don't cry, you have no tears left
don't you apologise
All your mistakes
have been forgiven
You can't hear me...an impassable gap
is dividing our figures
Although, you can't put a lock in a dream
I look back and our moments are counted
in one hand's fingers
I can't find a single one where
"I love you" is said
I'm not judging you; my judgment
suffered interception
I've been under...
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I KNOW
I know what is like to wake on thorns
that are nailing only some villainous souls
And how breasts come to a boil by the sunlight
while controversial memories of yours are passing by
You're looking for that moment that kept you go on
The one that ceased you from feeling alone
But this moment seems dressed in wailing black
like a cabare artista, like your enemy's trust
Now you're hundreds of miles away from yourself
Though, so close to your imminent upcoming death
May relief follow the trip of your soul
I wonder...if it's your will or a...
that are nailing only some villainous souls
And how breasts come to a boil by the sunlight
while controversial memories of yours are passing by
You're looking for that moment that kept you go on
The one that ceased you from feeling alone
But this moment seems dressed in wailing black
like a cabare artista, like your enemy's trust
Now you're hundreds of miles away from yourself
Though, so close to your imminent upcoming death
May relief follow the trip of your soul
I wonder...if it's your will or a...
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HERO
I live in a world that's only mine
in every dimension
I'm taking a gun and pointing
where no one else can
Inside my deepest secrets' nest
there is depression
and horrible nights drowning in guilt
smothering none
I miss you like the sun is
missed by a Jupiter's cloud
You are as imperative as
an alibi of a serial killer
But if you come, you'll leave me
you won't stay around
Your kiss goodnight day by day
tastes more bitter
Your lips are like swords
Covered with blood
They give me some hope ...
in every dimension
I'm taking a gun and pointing
where no one else can
Inside my deepest secrets' nest
there is depression
and horrible nights drowning in guilt
smothering none
I miss you like the sun is
missed by a Jupiter's cloud
You are as imperative as
an alibi of a serial killer
But if you come, you'll leave me
you won't stay around
Your kiss goodnight day by day
tastes more bitter
Your lips are like swords
Covered with blood
They give me some hope ...
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A SOUL IS MISSING
Justice is looking for revenge
A soul is missing
A young boy is singing alone
My echo's lie
A demon so sly
An angel's voice
Life is a rare painting
and its paint is blood
I'm not aware if this is an illusion
or rich imagination
Today is illustrated on the calendαr
it appears to be real
A last chance is send
from beyond the skies
The end is now announced
and it's passing by
Revelation of the truth
of all false prophets
Rescission of the precept
given by clergymen
Unheard prayers of
victimizers...
A soul is missing
A young boy is singing alone
My echo's lie
A demon so sly
An angel's voice
Life is a rare painting
and its paint is blood
I'm not aware if this is an illusion
or rich imagination
Today is illustrated on the calendαr
it appears to be real
A last chance is send
from beyond the skies
The end is now announced
and it's passing by
Revelation of the truth
of all false prophets
Rescission of the precept
given by clergymen
Unheard prayers of
victimizers...
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FOR THE LAST TIME
For the last time I'm asking of you
just one last time
Besides, youth is leaving me
no matter how much it lasts
To my Gods I am whispering
my mistake wasn't a crime
In my old vynil an A minor riff
is covered by dust
It's the last time I let you be here
just one last time
I hate you but I adore when
you're falling for me
Underground I will burry
my sorrow alive
Only you can make me
feel entirely free
Just one last kiss is left for me
to revenge your assault
Just one...
just one last time
Besides, youth is leaving me
no matter how much it lasts
To my Gods I am whispering
my mistake wasn't a crime
In my old vynil an A minor riff
is covered by dust
It's the last time I let you be here
just one last time
I hate you but I adore when
you're falling for me
Underground I will burry
my sorrow alive
Only you can make me
feel entirely free
Just one last kiss is left for me
to revenge your assault
Just one...
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WHIRL
Of a whirl I shall talk
my affliction's murderer
my question is locked
let the pain for later
I shall write of a pupil
which is so brittle
made of human material
but its soul has been whittled
I shall talk of a trip
of an astral projection
like an angel's weep
like a demon's suggestion
On my passion's behalf
my ego's lost piece
it abandons me half
and I wonder of my miss
Yes, I'm talking of it
and that's me whom I punish
I'm chronicling a myth
and in my myth I shall vanish ...
my affliction's murderer
my question is locked
let the pain for later
I shall write of a pupil
which is so brittle
made of human material
but its soul has been whittled
I shall talk of a trip
of an astral projection
like an angel's weep
like a demon's suggestion
On my passion's behalf
my ego's lost piece
it abandons me half
and I wonder of my miss
Yes, I'm talking of it
and that's me whom I punish
I'm chronicling a myth
and in my myth I shall vanish ...
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things I wanna do before I die
Before my time is over
before my clepsydra is an empty weird bowl
like my body without its closest lover
my cheater, reputable, volcanic soul
I want to lead my breath to the edge
wondering If it'll be followed or not
wondering if I'm alive or dead
while jumping tied to a Gordian knot
Into a dwarf I wanna turn my fear
and grow like Alice in wonderland
I want his guitar's echo inside my ear
playing in front of me as loud as I can stand
I want my cells that are tired and bored
to make adrenaline a...
before my clepsydra is an empty weird bowl
like my body without its closest lover
my cheater, reputable, volcanic soul
I want to lead my breath to the edge
wondering If it'll be followed or not
wondering if I'm alive or dead
while jumping tied to a Gordian knot
Into a dwarf I wanna turn my fear
and grow like Alice in wonderland
I want his guitar's echo inside my ear
playing in front of me as loud as I can stand
I want my cells that are tired and bored
to make adrenaline a...
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RECOGNATION - REVELATION - RESTORATION(talking to yourself)
Hey, mother fucker look straight in my eyes
They are the mirror of your disguise
You are on a strange immovable run
I am your bullet, you're my liable gun
You're my ego drowning in a lake of blood
I sense your smile in the veins of my arm
All I can hear is your constant lies
An apocalypse echo in black phony skies
You say it's my fault and it seems to be true
In front of an inner fight I always withdrew
I baptized you in a dark angel's firing hell
I made you crawl like a whore of a brothel
While looking up for some divine shines...
They are the mirror of your disguise
You are on a strange immovable run
I am your bullet, you're my liable gun
You're my ego drowning in a lake of blood
I sense your smile in the veins of my arm
All I can hear is your constant lies
An apocalypse echo in black phony skies
You say it's my fault and it seems to be true
In front of an inner fight I always withdrew
I baptized you in a dark angel's firing hell
I made you crawl like a whore of a brothel
While looking up for some divine shines...
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I'M NO POET
I'm no poet
I'm his scream
I'm like the water that turned to wine
I'm no poet
I'm his dream
that felt like nightmare and was declined
I'm no poet
I'm his words
which noone is ever going to read
I am inchoate
I am worse
than anyone that you 'll ever meeτ
I'm no door
I'm its key
I'm a tiny little grain of sand
I'm no saw
I'm just me
but I'm a miracle made by Your Hand
I'm no poet
I'm a verse
I'm a living undead curse
I'm his scream
I'm like the water that turned to wine
I'm no poet
I'm his dream
that felt like nightmare and was declined
I'm no poet
I'm his words
which noone is ever going to read
I am inchoate
I am worse
than anyone that you 'll ever meeτ
I'm no door
I'm its key
I'm a tiny little grain of sand
I'm no saw
I'm just me
but I'm a miracle made by Your Hand
I'm no poet
I'm a verse
I'm a living undead curse
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