Submissions by personanongrata (Astral Gift)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
lyricist, poet, writer
The subjectivity of love
You have said that I'm a star,
And
Upon your heart a bleeding scar
While I'm watcing you sigh and bleed
I wonder..
Are we in love by force or need?
How can I ever say 'this is the end'
Let me remind you whispers in bed
'I swear on my life'..
'I swear for life'..
But I am not a ordinary wife
I live in a world that's only mine
I have no interest in things that shine
but if you want to say goodbye
I'll drop a tear and won't ask why
A tear to manipulate you to feel
A tear that even I
can't tell
if it's real....
And
Upon your heart a bleeding scar
While I'm watcing you sigh and bleed
I wonder..
Are we in love by force or need?
How can I ever say 'this is the end'
Let me remind you whispers in bed
'I swear on my life'..
'I swear for life'..
But I am not a ordinary wife
I live in a world that's only mine
I have no interest in things that shine
but if you want to say goodbye
I'll drop a tear and won't ask why
A tear to manipulate you to feel
A tear that even I
can't tell
if it's real....
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f**k it
Paranoia, great massacre
masturbation, with no luck
Thinking that your lives suck?
Children starving, what the fuck?
Their greed passed beyond the line
'Churche's' people don't give a dine
Parents rape their own kid
Inane buy shit they don't really need
Beautiful deamons on parade
all they think is to get laid
War world three is taking place
war of the bossy ruling race
Welcome to a political fuck
racism and slavery are back
Guns in the hand of a 13yearold
Homeless people shivering with cold
Brand new...
masturbation, with no luck
Thinking that your lives suck?
Children starving, what the fuck?
Their greed passed beyond the line
'Churche's' people don't give a dine
Parents rape their own kid
Inane buy shit they don't really need
Beautiful deamons on parade
all they think is to get laid
War world three is taking place
war of the bossy ruling race
Welcome to a political fuck
racism and slavery are back
Guns in the hand of a 13yearold
Homeless people shivering with cold
Brand new...
835 reads
3 Comments
YOU HAVE TO WAIL
So, they found you lying
on the bathroom floor
You invited death
and locked the door
The blame's on me
it's all my fault
Your face was blue
your intentions untold
a kiss goodbye
would be your last word
Your eyes staring beyond the space
A needle was still
atached to your skin
people wondering
of where you have been
It's been a few hours that you've entirely gone
Half naked,
livid,
slow throbbing...
on the bathroom floor
You invited death
and locked the door
The blame's on me
it's all my fault
Your face was blue
your intentions untold
a kiss goodbye
would be your last word
Your eyes staring beyond the space
A needle was still
atached to your skin
people wondering
of where you have been
It's been a few hours that you've entirely gone
Half naked,
livid,
slow throbbing...
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GEMINI
Extremely thin
is the line between
reality and dreams.
Naked flesh
which parts are mine
which parts are his?
I like it when I don't have to let you know
You already do,
our lives are true
but just a show.
Just turn to me
we wannna love each other more
I ask you
what is it in me that you fell for?
Just hold me
to perform a perfect play
I adore you cause we think in the same way.
Extremely fragile
is the wall between our minds
Don't be afraid
I won't be either
at least, most times
I don't want...
is the line between
reality and dreams.
Naked flesh
which parts are mine
which parts are his?
I like it when I don't have to let you know
You already do,
our lives are true
but just a show.
Just turn to me
we wannna love each other more
I ask you
what is it in me that you fell for?
Just hold me
to perform a perfect play
I adore you cause we think in the same way.
Extremely fragile
is the wall between our minds
Don't be afraid
I won't be either
at least, most times
I don't want...
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vegera
Twelve more hours
and it's almost dawn
My joy, my sun, my love
they're all gone
I was another soul in the field
They said I was ungrateful
and a lazy creep
'Just a bit longer and it's over'
I say mantled
I'm touching my forehead and I'm scared
cause it's scalded
Although the thernometer
doesn't speak of illness
I'm trying to sleep
but then I'm loosing my interest
I start a conversation with myself
on my pain bed
He's my evil, unjustified,
rediculous rebel
I don't trust him at all
he's a mental cancer
So I'm...
and it's almost dawn
My joy, my sun, my love
they're all gone
I was another soul in the field
They said I was ungrateful
and a lazy creep
'Just a bit longer and it's over'
I say mantled
I'm touching my forehead and I'm scared
cause it's scalded
Although the thernometer
doesn't speak of illness
I'm trying to sleep
but then I'm loosing my interest
I start a conversation with myself
on my pain bed
He's my evil, unjustified,
rediculous rebel
I don't trust him at all
he's a mental cancer
So I'm...
610 reads
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The end
A revolver is singing in the night
I'm almost dead
all colours turn white
An angel's warning
'Be aware
death, same as life, is very unfair'.
As my body travels to the ground
As my spirit rises brave and proud
You can't stop considering it as a joke.
You're so exchausted that you faint
A woman's crying for the life she'd made
she dives to the sea tied to a rock.
So now you're putting me in a box
you hear my voice telling tales
to make you rejoyce and laugh.
This is the beginning of my end ...
I'm almost dead
all colours turn white
An angel's warning
'Be aware
death, same as life, is very unfair'.
As my body travels to the ground
As my spirit rises brave and proud
You can't stop considering it as a joke.
You're so exchausted that you faint
A woman's crying for the life she'd made
she dives to the sea tied to a rock.
So now you're putting me in a box
you hear my voice telling tales
to make you rejoyce and laugh.
This is the beginning of my end ...
712 reads
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EGO SAMPLES (unlivable life)
Inside a sea of selves in pain who are crying out for help ..
I am drowning in their pond too
with the only help they can get...
They all look like me
idolize my name and praise me
because I am all they can see...
Life seems like an illusion
I've never had such a sensation
like submerging in newfound wave
And I used to swear on sacred figures that
if I was awarded with euphoria
I would definately be brave.
But my selves aren't sinking down and everything I tried to change
became anthropoid compunctions ...
I am drowning in their pond too
with the only help they can get...
They all look like me
idolize my name and praise me
because I am all they can see...
Life seems like an illusion
I've never had such a sensation
like submerging in newfound wave
And I used to swear on sacred figures that
if I was awarded with euphoria
I would definately be brave.
But my selves aren't sinking down and everything I tried to change
became anthropoid compunctions ...
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QUINTESSENCE OF MISFORTUNE
Such a dreamer I became
Me on a couch and both in frame
This awfull parody makes me sad
but I won't cry no matter what
I am laughing
I am insane
I am drowning
I am in pain
"Live fast,die young", or don't
I don't care
The sky is black, the world is unfair
Want to rather burn than live?
So big misfortune my Gods give
The mirror speaks to me and lie
I need all comfort I can buy
on 8-hour basis and then tear apart
with an angel of death as bodyguard
I'm still waiting for my luck to turn
and as I...
Me on a couch and both in frame
This awfull parody makes me sad
but I won't cry no matter what
I am laughing
I am insane
I am drowning
I am in pain
"Live fast,die young", or don't
I don't care
The sky is black, the world is unfair
Want to rather burn than live?
So big misfortune my Gods give
The mirror speaks to me and lie
I need all comfort I can buy
on 8-hour basis and then tear apart
with an angel of death as bodyguard
I'm still waiting for my luck to turn
and as I...
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BE RIGHT BACK you bastard
I'm running out of luck
so I'll be right back
return to a misery empire
where they're all on wire
Hey, world you inevitably suck
but I will be right back
I'll close my eyes for a while
to marry them to denial.
We 're all alike but not the same
each one is a riddle
There're satelites everywhere
and humans in the middle
Their most acceptable list of traits
you rather have or not
What if on your way home
you unexpectably get shot?
They victimize, categorize
in alphabetic order
putting away any kind
of social...
so I'll be right back
return to a misery empire
where they're all on wire
Hey, world you inevitably suck
but I will be right back
I'll close my eyes for a while
to marry them to denial.
We 're all alike but not the same
each one is a riddle
There're satelites everywhere
and humans in the middle
Their most acceptable list of traits
you rather have or not
What if on your way home
you unexpectably get shot?
They victimize, categorize
in alphabetic order
putting away any kind
of social...
695 reads
0 Comments
MY SENSES ON DENIAL
Blinkers aside your ears
Your sight is fenced
Shields on what he feels
With eyes to be depressed.
Vanity is well hidden
Hope's disguised into a shroud
I felt on my body written
words I shouldn't say outloud.
He touched me and smelled the paint
An echo of his voice , "This is blood..,blood.."
I tasted it and was about to faint
I said ''help me", and heard "I can't".
Inside myself's nest
Sounds are fading away
Sight is following next
This is the prize I have to pay.
My emotions are...
Your sight is fenced
Shields on what he feels
With eyes to be depressed.
Vanity is well hidden
Hope's disguised into a shroud
I felt on my body written
words I shouldn't say outloud.
He touched me and smelled the paint
An echo of his voice , "This is blood..,blood.."
I tasted it and was about to faint
I said ''help me", and heard "I can't".
Inside myself's nest
Sounds are fading away
Sight is following next
This is the prize I have to pay.
My emotions are...
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TRAGIC IRONY
Seek me
Find me
Make me strong
Babe it shouldn't last too long
If you'd like you may stop
Release your fucking neck tied rope
It's a tragic irony that you're alive
You're repeated history in your family's archive
They all gave you shit as a piece of advice
And you stood lazy, sad, dreamer and nice
A strange device
A girl who dies
They threw the dice to be advised
Medical lies
A boy who cries
A tragic irony twice
His yellow eyes
an unlike maybe
My own quilt
a crying baby
My last 1/3 down in the sink...
Find me
Make me strong
Babe it shouldn't last too long
If you'd like you may stop
Release your fucking neck tied rope
It's a tragic irony that you're alive
You're repeated history in your family's archive
They all gave you shit as a piece of advice
And you stood lazy, sad, dreamer and nice
A strange device
A girl who dies
They threw the dice to be advised
Medical lies
A boy who cries
A tragic irony twice
His yellow eyes
an unlike maybe
My own quilt
a crying baby
My last 1/3 down in the sink...
805 reads
0 Comments
self knowledge
I hate myself
I want him dead
"But you can't kill me" once he said,
"cause if you do
you'll be dead too
and noone is going to cry for you".
Get to know to yourself better
you're about to enter a shelter
Learn your fucking list of traits
change yourself your life awaits.
Traits you should embrace and hold
Traits you should erase as told
Traits you should change a bit
for you in society to fit.
Well, I,
with my conscious with sense
with this confession as a defense
admit how horrible I...
I want him dead
"But you can't kill me" once he said,
"cause if you do
you'll be dead too
and noone is going to cry for you".
Get to know to yourself better
you're about to enter a shelter
Learn your fucking list of traits
change yourself your life awaits.
Traits you should embrace and hold
Traits you should erase as told
Traits you should change a bit
for you in society to fit.
Well, I,
with my conscious with sense
with this confession as a defense
admit how horrible I...
1168 reads
5 Comments
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