Submissions by obsessed
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
HER
She is always somebody's one and only
Always the woman of his dreams
She loves so hard
Supports so much
Until he see's HER
Not the HER that she truly is
Not the blind loyalist
Who would be by his side
Not the fighter
The bold,strong woman fighting for breath
He doesn't see the light in her eyes
A light that shines so bright
a light that could take his darkness away
He doesn't see the dreamer
the girl who is going places
He sees HER
As she stands, thick thighs
Bowed legs
He sees the hour glass that holds too much...
Always the woman of his dreams
She loves so hard
Supports so much
Until he see's HER
Not the HER that she truly is
Not the blind loyalist
Who would be by his side
Not the fighter
The bold,strong woman fighting for breath
He doesn't see the light in her eyes
A light that shines so bright
a light that could take his darkness away
He doesn't see the dreamer
the girl who is going places
He sees HER
As she stands, thick thighs
Bowed legs
He sees the hour glass that holds too much...
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Needs
Detached
I can't be detached
It's too much to ask
I need love
I can't be your mistake
I need to be the one who always weighs on your mind
The one who has been around for years
Waiting for my place
Next to negative thoughts
Next to drunken mistakes
The one who matters
The one who had always been there
Fighting for your success
Crying over your failures
The one who believed in you
All or nothing
That is me
Take me or leave me
I can't be detached
It's too much to ask
I need love
I can't be your mistake
I need to be the one who always weighs on your mind
The one who has been around for years
Waiting for my place
Next to negative thoughts
Next to drunken mistakes
The one who matters
The one who had always been there
Fighting for your success
Crying over your failures
The one who believed in you
All or nothing
That is me
Take me or leave me
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Each day
All around, there are constant reminders
Burning scars that hid my pain
In moments of weakness
A searing pain that still lingers
I close my eyes, grit my teeth
As I feel the anguish pulsing through my veins
Inhale;exhale
Haggard and broken I fall to my knees
Burying my salted cheeks in shaking palms
I see the sign, the simple symbol
Permanent on my arm
Wearily I climb to my feet
For I must go on
Alone
Trudging forward
I was born to be alone
Born to persevere
Burning scars that hid my pain
In moments of weakness
A searing pain that still lingers
I close my eyes, grit my teeth
As I feel the anguish pulsing through my veins
Inhale;exhale
Haggard and broken I fall to my knees
Burying my salted cheeks in shaking palms
I see the sign, the simple symbol
Permanent on my arm
Wearily I climb to my feet
For I must go on
Alone
Trudging forward
I was born to be alone
Born to persevere
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past
What he does to me
my body cannot handle
shaking knees I'm so weak
Brings out the real me
Would do anything
just to be the mistake
he cannot live without
Strong bold beautiful
anything you like
its my pleasure
(Started not finished)
my body cannot handle
shaking knees I'm so weak
Brings out the real me
Would do anything
just to be the mistake
he cannot live without
Strong bold beautiful
anything you like
its my pleasure
(Started not finished)
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nightly
Balancing on this two faced blade
so tired so lonesome
bustling and stirring
teetering on edge
Pondering
alas welcome to "dreamland"
where anything can happen
lost loves reunite
success at fingertips
not for the wicked
stuck in the clutches at evils will
Beaten battered bludgened
wake up..wake up!
This is all but a dream
sweat tears pounding heart
Heavy eyes awaken
Roll over to notice
your already in hell
living your nightmare
so tired so lonesome
bustling and stirring
teetering on edge
Pondering
alas welcome to "dreamland"
where anything can happen
lost loves reunite
success at fingertips
not for the wicked
stuck in the clutches at evils will
Beaten battered bludgened
wake up..wake up!
This is all but a dream
sweat tears pounding heart
Heavy eyes awaken
Roll over to notice
your already in hell
living your nightmare
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sharp
Your fuel your nourishment
take unto me like razor blades
A luster and shine I now avoid.
leaving behind scars and wounds
festering within my olive flesh
now the shrapnel swims inside
shredding all through out
leaving me in fear the paranoia
all consuming self loathing
for I must consume you
over indulge every time
Raging pain
binge and purge
seeing vibrant red
one more hour
It'll be over
this disease this cycle soon will start again...again
take unto me like razor blades
A luster and shine I now avoid.
leaving behind scars and wounds
festering within my olive flesh
now the shrapnel swims inside
shredding all through out
leaving me in fear the paranoia
all consuming self loathing
for I must consume you
over indulge every time
Raging pain
binge and purge
seeing vibrant red
one more hour
It'll be over
this disease this cycle soon will start again...again
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shattered
Blank eyes
Empty shell
Perseverance and failure
Censored tears
Emotional short circuit
Searching for a hand
pick up shattered pieces
Of a broken heart
Lay them out
Stepping stones to life
A morbid sadistic life
Waiting to consume all
Alone except the shadow
Burden and regret
Empty shell
Perseverance and failure
Censored tears
Emotional short circuit
Searching for a hand
pick up shattered pieces
Of a broken heart
Lay them out
Stepping stones to life
A morbid sadistic life
Waiting to consume all
Alone except the shadow
Burden and regret
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ponder
Can you see me?
Hear me?
Am I invisible
My screams a muffled sound
Another notch
Misunderstood
Mistaken beauty
My words don't resignate
Thoughts spewed
Purged, for all to see
For your eyes only
Questions
What is
What could have been
Haunting me
Surely only me
Hear me?
Am I invisible
My screams a muffled sound
Another notch
Misunderstood
Mistaken beauty
My words don't resignate
Thoughts spewed
Purged, for all to see
For your eyes only
Questions
What is
What could have been
Haunting me
Surely only me
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more
Tonight again you found me
Still lingering in my dreams
raging eyes and tender kisses
Earnest arms embrace
Soft sighs, graveled moans
Everything I imagine you to be
Everything you will not become
No not for me
I am not worthy
Nor are you
Unconditional love
All I can offer
this midnight desire
Seems to remain
Lusting, longing, always
Still lingering in my dreams
raging eyes and tender kisses
Earnest arms embrace
Soft sighs, graveled moans
Everything I imagine you to be
Everything you will not become
No not for me
I am not worthy
Nor are you
Unconditional love
All I can offer
this midnight desire
Seems to remain
Lusting, longing, always
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dream
Last night you soul came to visit,
While I slumber
Such an amazing dream
Yet so unreal
Finally I feel at ease
I felt your warmth around me
Your touch
Fingertips grazing my face.
One hand travels to caress my breast
the other moves to my crown.
Brown silky locks,
Entangled in strong rugged hands
A little tug
I gasp
sends chills through my sex
Breathing ragged
My hands find your chest
Tracing your tattoos
My lips find your neck
Sucking, kissing, nibbling
Until rewarded by your sweet mouth
I'm waking, your fading...
While I slumber
Such an amazing dream
Yet so unreal
Finally I feel at ease
I felt your warmth around me
Your touch
Fingertips grazing my face.
One hand travels to caress my breast
the other moves to my crown.
Brown silky locks,
Entangled in strong rugged hands
A little tug
I gasp
sends chills through my sex
Breathing ragged
My hands find your chest
Tracing your tattoos
My lips find your neck
Sucking, kissing, nibbling
Until rewarded by your sweet mouth
I'm waking, your fading...
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farewell
Arrogant
Ego maniac
Woa is me
Make me vomit
Arms open
Willing to hold you
Push me away
Farther away
As time lingers on
Life without me?
You can handle it
But can I
Suck up my pride
Say farewell
Our time is up
Ego maniac
Woa is me
Make me vomit
Arms open
Willing to hold you
Push me away
Farther away
As time lingers on
Life without me?
You can handle it
But can I
Suck up my pride
Say farewell
Our time is up
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mirror
Frustrated with accusation
Ridicule
Eyes always watching
Speculation
Unseen addiction
Binge and purge
Binge once more
Up and down
The numbers change
Self mutilation
In the eye of the beholder
Her lids are sewn shut
An esteem contamination
No comfort
Just lashings
a mind of confusion
Her past her present
Inevitable future
Self loathing
Destruction
Ridicule
Eyes always watching
Speculation
Unseen addiction
Binge and purge
Binge once more
Up and down
The numbers change
Self mutilation
In the eye of the beholder
Her lids are sewn shut
An esteem contamination
No comfort
Just lashings
a mind of confusion
Her past her present
Inevitable future
Self loathing
Destruction
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