Submissions by nickiMirage
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Be not overcome of evil; but overcome evil with good. Romans 12:21
BILLY
A captivating storyteller
You were an amazing friend.
I wonder if I'll ever get to see you again
Lifes struggle is real and on you it took its toll You dreamt of your grave and it was you digging the hole
Was that a premonition did you already know??
I wish I could have taken all of your pain from you .
If I could have I would have taken Abby's away Too
Now I'm not going to lie I'm a little bit mad..
I'm also relieved
You were hurting so bad
Beyond belief
Your pain was so strong
I honestly can't say that what you did...
You were an amazing friend.
I wonder if I'll ever get to see you again
Lifes struggle is real and on you it took its toll You dreamt of your grave and it was you digging the hole
Was that a premonition did you already know??
I wish I could have taken all of your pain from you .
If I could have I would have taken Abby's away Too
Now I'm not going to lie I'm a little bit mad..
I'm also relieved
You were hurting so bad
Beyond belief
Your pain was so strong
I honestly can't say that what you did...
#sadness
724 reads
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Maybe
At times I catch myself thinking why am I here. I think and I think still the answers unclear. Going through the motions day after day. Maybe what I need is to just get away.
Not for long maybe just for a while.
Figure out who I am maybe find a new style. The thing of it is im not sure what's wrong. I just know I dont feel I am where I belong. I've spent months upon months. My emotions all mixed. Then I settled so I can pretend I am fixed.
I try to be happy and some days it works out. Then the next I wanna punch a motherfucker in the mouth. On second thought I think I just figured...
Not for long maybe just for a while.
Figure out who I am maybe find a new style. The thing of it is im not sure what's wrong. I just know I dont feel I am where I belong. I've spent months upon months. My emotions all mixed. Then I settled so I can pretend I am fixed.
I try to be happy and some days it works out. Then the next I wanna punch a motherfucker in the mouth. On second thought I think I just figured...
991 reads
9 Comments
Let It Be
1001 reads
3 Comments
In Charge
Changes come or so they say
Could they be right is today a new day
As I sit here I wonder
What's in store for me
Will I stay in search of love
Or let what will be just be
Can I sit back and let my life pass
Let days turn to months like sand and an hour glass
Or will I step in grab the reins and hold them steady
Screaming bring it on life
lets do this im ready
Most likely
Knowing me
I will choose the latter
Im not one to let fate choose the things that really matter
So fuck you life this one is mine ...
Could they be right is today a new day
As I sit here I wonder
What's in store for me
Will I stay in search of love
Or let what will be just be
Can I sit back and let my life pass
Let days turn to months like sand and an hour glass
Or will I step in grab the reins and hold them steady
Screaming bring it on life
lets do this im ready
Most likely
Knowing me
I will choose the latter
Im not one to let fate choose the things that really matter
So fuck you life this one is mine ...
744 reads
3 Comments
When I Was Dead
Enclosed.
Surrounded
Encircled
Hemmed in by a calming darkness
Unconsciously within my own consciousness
Contentment radiates through my soul
Suspended
Dangling
Floating
Carelessly hovering amidst my own sense of being
My essence seems to caress my psyche
Enlightenment tickles my senses
Nebulous
Inky
Obscure
Comfortably engulfed in the shadows of my memories
The darkness itself wraps around me
The darkness is me
Surrounded
Encircled
Hemmed in by a calming darkness
Unconsciously within my own consciousness
Contentment radiates through my soul
Suspended
Dangling
Floating
Carelessly hovering amidst my own sense of being
My essence seems to caress my psyche
Enlightenment tickles my senses
Nebulous
Inky
Obscure
Comfortably engulfed in the shadows of my memories
The darkness itself wraps around me
The darkness is me
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Broken Conviction
I've got me a broken heart condition
That I medicate through my addiction
It takes the pain away but only for a while
I suffer through my affliction
left with my conviction
Its getting harder for me to smile
I've got me a broken hearted memory
Tell me there's more to life than this for me
I've done my homework on how I'm supposed to live
My life has taken more than my soul can give
Please come. Just listen a while
I've got me a broken heart condition
And this addiction is my affliction
In my head I put me on trial
Were those...
That I medicate through my addiction
It takes the pain away but only for a while
I suffer through my affliction
left with my conviction
Its getting harder for me to smile
I've got me a broken hearted memory
Tell me there's more to life than this for me
I've done my homework on how I'm supposed to live
My life has taken more than my soul can give
Please come. Just listen a while
I've got me a broken heart condition
And this addiction is my affliction
In my head I put me on trial
Were those...
834 reads
2 Comments
Room For Me
I miss you my friend why can't you see?
As I sit here I wonder do you miss me?
You shoved me out. You sat me aside.
I'm so confused right now and these tears I can't hide.
Not even from you or from anyone else.
How could you do that, to just think of yourself?
Did you do it just to hurt me or did I do something wrong?
As I write these words on paper, in my head I hear this song.
"I get lost in the night, so high I don't wanna come down, and face the loss of the good thing that I had found"
I do feel lost.
My days seem full of...
As I sit here I wonder do you miss me?
You shoved me out. You sat me aside.
I'm so confused right now and these tears I can't hide.
Not even from you or from anyone else.
How could you do that, to just think of yourself?
Did you do it just to hurt me or did I do something wrong?
As I write these words on paper, in my head I hear this song.
"I get lost in the night, so high I don't wanna come down, and face the loss of the good thing that I had found"
I do feel lost.
My days seem full of...
803 reads
2 Comments
f**king People
Small fuckin world , with even smaller minded people.
Won't you tell me please, why are u so fuckin evil..?
You only do for you, just forget everyone else.
Always only thinking of you, that's right, just of yourself.
You stab me in mine and then just turn your back.
Well for me this constant evil had my heart turning to black.. You will make a deal just to break the hand shake.
What the fuck is wrong with you,
Your plastic
My God you seem so fake!
You will never help another unless it benefits you
I remember a day when my friend were...
Won't you tell me please, why are u so fuckin evil..?
You only do for you, just forget everyone else.
Always only thinking of you, that's right, just of yourself.
You stab me in mine and then just turn your back.
Well for me this constant evil had my heart turning to black.. You will make a deal just to break the hand shake.
What the fuck is wrong with you,
Your plastic
My God you seem so fake!
You will never help another unless it benefits you
I remember a day when my friend were...
782 reads
3 Comments
Sinland (Part 1)
An open rose .. It calls to me.
To a far away land one can not see.
Luring me in with its crimson red.
I find myself drawn to it, though I should run instead..
As I look all around, well what's this I see?
Its a tiny bird woman with sharp pointy teeth.
She smiles at me with an evil little grin
and its just then I realized This rose creates sin.
She raises her arms and she spins all around.
Roses appear everywhere but they don't make a sound.
There's a fragrance near and it hypnotizes quick.
I breathe it in deep and my mind becomes sick....
To a far away land one can not see.
Luring me in with its crimson red.
I find myself drawn to it, though I should run instead..
As I look all around, well what's this I see?
Its a tiny bird woman with sharp pointy teeth.
She smiles at me with an evil little grin
and its just then I realized This rose creates sin.
She raises her arms and she spins all around.
Roses appear everywhere but they don't make a sound.
There's a fragrance near and it hypnotizes quick.
I breathe it in deep and my mind becomes sick....
#utopia
918 reads
1 Comment
Sadness Personified
Alone I sit here in this quiet silence
Where sometimes wretched bells ring
Its either silence or whistles screaming violence
Its broken me down in all of my dreams
Drawn into a charming obscenity
I FEEL
There's a deep longing
A sharp terrifying vision of a dream
Running forward then reverse and back again
I think it may be taking over me
I once thought there was meaning
to what I've been put through
A reason for all this anguish
Maybe all created by this torched mind
Maybe from feeling so left behind
From...
Where sometimes wretched bells ring
Its either silence or whistles screaming violence
Its broken me down in all of my dreams
Drawn into a charming obscenity
I FEEL
There's a deep longing
A sharp terrifying vision of a dream
Running forward then reverse and back again
I think it may be taking over me
I once thought there was meaning
to what I've been put through
A reason for all this anguish
Maybe all created by this torched mind
Maybe from feeling so left behind
From...
887 reads
4 Comments
Advice
I'm lost I think. I'm not sure where to go.
Time to settle my debts. Time to pay what I owe.
I wonder all around but only in circles it seems.
I long for love I think. The kind you only find in dreams.
I can't decide what's most important...
Exactly what should be held higher.
A lonesome confusion has set in.
And last night I drempt my hands were on fire.
Now I run and I run and then I run away.
That's all I know to do.
There's an urge telling me to go.
But those close to me say to stay...
Stay right here.
Stand up.
Face all of your...
Time to settle my debts. Time to pay what I owe.
I wonder all around but only in circles it seems.
I long for love I think. The kind you only find in dreams.
I can't decide what's most important...
Exactly what should be held higher.
A lonesome confusion has set in.
And last night I drempt my hands were on fire.
Now I run and I run and then I run away.
That's all I know to do.
There's an urge telling me to go.
But those close to me say to stay...
Stay right here.
Stand up.
Face all of your...
786 reads
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Disappointed
Disappointments are when the heart sinks and hope turns to shame
Guilt just feels right. Its calling out my name
Happiness is out of sight no matter what I do
But it was right in front of me. Somehow I just knew
To lift myself up is what I must go through
To give myself a break. It was the best that I could do
For people are just people. That's all they can be
Do changes come for them or for me
There's a constant disappointment. Is this humanity
All the hurt
All the lies
All this insanity
Can people care about people of only of themselves ...
Guilt just feels right. Its calling out my name
Happiness is out of sight no matter what I do
But it was right in front of me. Somehow I just knew
To lift myself up is what I must go through
To give myself a break. It was the best that I could do
For people are just people. That's all they can be
Do changes come for them or for me
There's a constant disappointment. Is this humanity
All the hurt
All the lies
All this insanity
Can people care about people of only of themselves ...
802 reads
1 Comment
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