Submissions by neybabi666
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"Fuck You And Have A Nice Day" I shine bright and stand tall in others' eyes, while secretly drowning in the own darkness of my life...
SELF POEM
Published
21st May 2011 12:44pm
21st May 2011 12:44pm
thinking to the mirror
i can't believe the life you had
with all the laughs and joy
now your sitting in the corner
playing with some toy
you always thought you were happy
but now to your dismay
it takes everything you have
to live through every day
they told you were fucked
a screwed up little girl
better off in the pits of hell
that you don't belong in this world
at nighs you sit and weep
for the angels to take you away
now you're finally all grown up
and you can have your way
you know you cant be stopped
so why play this game?
you're triles...
with all the laughs and joy
now your sitting in the corner
playing with some toy
you always thought you were happy
but now to your dismay
it takes everything you have
to live through every day
they told you were fucked
a screwed up little girl
better off in the pits of hell
that you don't belong in this world
at nighs you sit and weep
for the angels to take you away
now you're finally all grown up
and you can have your way
you know you cant be stopped
so why play this game?
you're triles...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th May 2011 11:28pm
20th May 2011 11:28pm
still no tears
i can feel it welling up inside of me
these tears that won't burst forth
they're killing me
i want to die
take this away
far away and never rein
these tears that do not flow
im sweeling
about to burst..
and i can't cry
these tears that won't burst forth
they're killing me
i want to die
take this away
far away and never rein
these tears that do not flow
im sweeling
about to burst..
and i can't cry
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SELF POEM
Published
20th May 2011 11:24pm
20th May 2011 11:24pm
Dear Mommy And Daddy
this is your little baby girl
im sorry that i must go
these tears fall from my veins
and im bleeding on the floor
my minds finally made up
i know you want the lies
but guess what?
my life is over
and this is me
telling you good bye
im tired of the games
they fucked with me to long
my name deserves to rot
in death do i part
in death do i part
im fallin' and i can't get up
but do i really want to?
no, i dont.. let me die
let me die
listen to me
im telling you good bye
in the end i wasnt ment to be
mistake at...
im sorry that i must go
these tears fall from my veins
and im bleeding on the floor
my minds finally made up
i know you want the lies
but guess what?
my life is over
and this is me
telling you good bye
im tired of the games
they fucked with me to long
my name deserves to rot
in death do i part
in death do i part
im fallin' and i can't get up
but do i really want to?
no, i dont.. let me die
let me die
listen to me
im telling you good bye
in the end i wasnt ment to be
mistake at...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th May 2011 1:43pm
18th May 2011 1:43pm
in the morrow
as i watch the moon fly
solar systems collide
and starst melt into dust
the angels cry
weaping tears of sorrow, regret
at things now lost within memory
forever gone, drowning in this
our grave, now lined with dust
keeps us from resurfacing again
as we are now lost
but in the coming morrow
light shall be shed
beings reflected off the angels tears
and crows for magnificent beauty
now if only the newest of morrows
would begin today
solar systems collide
and starst melt into dust
the angels cry
weaping tears of sorrow, regret
at things now lost within memory
forever gone, drowning in this
our grave, now lined with dust
keeps us from resurfacing again
as we are now lost
but in the coming morrow
light shall be shed
beings reflected off the angels tears
and crows for magnificent beauty
now if only the newest of morrows
would begin today
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th May 2011 1:55pm
17th May 2011 1:55pm
Higher
fill me full of XTC
put that microdot inside of me
hit the bong untill
im flying in the sky
my eyes are bigger than the moon
i wont be coming down to soon
my body's shaking, quaking
and im starting to love this feeling
speed weed and coke
i'll toke it till i choke
its pulling me higher
i can only get higher
LSD and XTC
put that microdot inside of me
add speed weed and coke
i can only get higher, higher
put that microdot inside of me
hit the bong untill
im flying in the sky
my eyes are bigger than the moon
i wont be coming down to soon
my body's shaking, quaking
and im starting to love this feeling
speed weed and coke
i'll toke it till i choke
its pulling me higher
i can only get higher
LSD and XTC
put that microdot inside of me
add speed weed and coke
i can only get higher, higher
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DARK POEM
Published
17th May 2011 1:48pm
17th May 2011 1:48pm
dreams
"break through my flesh" i dare
as he caresses the knife
with crazy, wild eyes, he obeys
the pain knocks me from my feet
a few mor bruises add to the sting
"is that all you go?" i teased, gasping
he grabs me by my hair
pulling me so i stand
my back as straight as nails
he's grinning
i can feel the heat of his breath
sliding down my skin
i feel him tracing shapes on my back
then, my throat is cut in two
and im falling, dead and lifeless
free from all regret and angst
never again to feel you creeping
your...
as he caresses the knife
with crazy, wild eyes, he obeys
the pain knocks me from my feet
a few mor bruises add to the sting
"is that all you go?" i teased, gasping
he grabs me by my hair
pulling me so i stand
my back as straight as nails
he's grinning
i can feel the heat of his breath
sliding down my skin
i feel him tracing shapes on my back
then, my throat is cut in two
and im falling, dead and lifeless
free from all regret and angst
never again to feel you creeping
your...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
16th May 2011 11:46pm
16th May 2011 11:46pm
the rush
this spark can be created
within a matter of seconds
your touch sends me realing
and this feeling grows
increasingly harder to resist
these thoughts
would make a porn addict
blush
words that are written
send me in a frenzy
i can feel it growing
deeper inside me
now when you hit me
i want to burst with
pleaseure
i like things rough
the harder the better
i can show you
better than
telling you
so touch me
again and again
ill set you aflame
and make it impossible to
resist
neither of us can stop...
within a matter of seconds
your touch sends me realing
and this feeling grows
increasingly harder to resist
these thoughts
would make a porn addict
blush
words that are written
send me in a frenzy
i can feel it growing
deeper inside me
now when you hit me
i want to burst with
pleaseure
i like things rough
the harder the better
i can show you
better than
telling you
so touch me
again and again
ill set you aflame
and make it impossible to
resist
neither of us can stop...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
16th May 2011 11:08pm
16th May 2011 11:08pm
free thinking...
i guess i just dont know what to say
i feel freed when i type like this
i just write and
what ever comes out
comes out
i talk amongst my peers
and feel the freak of nature
because i write of beauty
in the class room but
out if this sanctum
i scream these words across my paper
am i crazy?
i guess i cannot tell
this is my only route
my only escape to save
this fleeing sanity
we call life
well, i call this death
can we truly be freed alive?
i guess ones mind can
but never ones soul
as i write this
im merley...
i feel freed when i type like this
i just write and
what ever comes out
comes out
i talk amongst my peers
and feel the freak of nature
because i write of beauty
in the class room but
out if this sanctum
i scream these words across my paper
am i crazy?
i guess i cannot tell
this is my only route
my only escape to save
this fleeing sanity
we call life
well, i call this death
can we truly be freed alive?
i guess ones mind can
but never ones soul
as i write this
im merley...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
16th May 2011 1:45pm
16th May 2011 1:45pm
the new school whore? yup, that's me(:
i wonder what its like
to judge so quick
to feel the power
of "knowing" a person
by what they do
you dont know me
so dont dare to judge
i wonder what you'd feel
if i "knew" so quick
all your life
if you were in my shoes
then i guess you'd know
im just having
some harmless
fun
until then?
i guess ill just be
the new school whore
yup, thats me!
to judge so quick
to feel the power
of "knowing" a person
by what they do
you dont know me
so dont dare to judge
i wonder what you'd feel
if i "knew" so quick
all your life
if you were in my shoes
then i guess you'd know
im just having
some harmless
fun
until then?
i guess ill just be
the new school whore
yup, thats me!
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DARK POEM
Published
16th May 2011 2:06am
16th May 2011 2:06am
suicide note
can you see these tears?
watch them drip down my chin
i cant believe this pain i can feel
its unhuman, kill me
kindly take my heart
cut it from my chest
slit my throat from ear to ear
and let my grin upon my death
cant take this pain
i watch it rain
my bodies drain
im done, im done
i cry out for salvation
by the awser is this blade
take me away
and let me feel sweet searing bliss
i cant stand this feeling
why cant you save me?
this cant be done
why cant you save me?
why am i like this?...
watch them drip down my chin
i cant believe this pain i can feel
its unhuman, kill me
kindly take my heart
cut it from my chest
slit my throat from ear to ear
and let my grin upon my death
cant take this pain
i watch it rain
my bodies drain
im done, im done
i cry out for salvation
by the awser is this blade
take me away
and let me feel sweet searing bliss
i cant stand this feeling
why cant you save me?
this cant be done
why cant you save me?
why am i like this?...
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SELF POEM
Published
16th May 2011 1:42am
16th May 2011 1:42am
im a monster
i wish that you could see
all the little fucked up things
deep inside of me
im twisted and demented
a freak of fucking nature
but as well as the ease it brings
i just wanted to let you know
soon it might be my time to go
cus im this fucked up little being
angel caked with dust
filling these cracks with anything i get
each day high i swear to you is sober
i fight and fall
like a rebel without a cause
and this little thing you call me
wishes you a deep farewell
i watch you close these gates
as i see you seal my fate
you'll...
all the little fucked up things
deep inside of me
im twisted and demented
a freak of fucking nature
but as well as the ease it brings
i just wanted to let you know
soon it might be my time to go
cus im this fucked up little being
angel caked with dust
filling these cracks with anything i get
each day high i swear to you is sober
i fight and fall
like a rebel without a cause
and this little thing you call me
wishes you a deep farewell
i watch you close these gates
as i see you seal my fate
you'll...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
12th May 2011 1:35pm
12th May 2011 1:35pm
If This Feels So Right...
why does this feel so right
when i know it should be wrong
your touch, it comes so simple
have i been letting go for to long?
you feel like my sanity
my piece of solid ground
when i think all hope is lost
turning to you it can be found
is this saving me?
with his each and every touch
but this cure, it seems so simple
im afraid it might be much
why does this feel so right
when i know it should be wrong
your touch,it comes so simple
i've been letting go for so long...
i need...
when i know it should be wrong
your touch, it comes so simple
have i been letting go for to long?
you feel like my sanity
my piece of solid ground
when i think all hope is lost
turning to you it can be found
is this saving me?
with his each and every touch
but this cure, it seems so simple
im afraid it might be much
why does this feel so right
when i know it should be wrong
your touch,it comes so simple
i've been letting go for so long...
i need...
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