Submissions by naturalselection42

fuck
walking through life
like a ghost no one can see
hiding from everyone
there is no real me
the world is dark, cloudy, not free

STUCK IN A PRISON where no one lies but i,
trapped in my own dark world of a mind

In a coffin.. welcoming death
stench of rotten corpses drenches my breath

I am like jeffrey! brains until the end!
or maybe i am like ed, and i dance with the dead..

I will be honest, i am not really alive,
my light was snuffed out when i was vulnerable as a fly,

what kind of big...

I understand now.
What? you might ask?
why i no longer feel unhappy, sad, angry or bad.
My demons use to speak, no not speak,
SCREAM
so horribly loud. so horribly bleak.
Now, i cannot hear them, i am deaf to there sound, i use to be in fear, now i am profound
I noticed i can no longer dream,
My nightmares are really my dreams
example: last night i did not dream of a hot sunny beach,
i dreamed of cutting a throat and cleaning with bleach
that was a joke..
it was really like this, i cut someones throat and threw them in a ditch ...