Submissions by nattyd23 (Whanay Writer)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I AM THAT I AM... I DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE...NOR THAT WHICH I'VE WRITTEN. FOR WHAT REASON? NO ONE EVER APOLOGIZED TO ME...FOR MAKING ME THIS WAY :-(
SAVE ME
I can't breathe without you (the bible says that the truth will set you FREE);
Well truthfully, I need you to save me...from ME.
For your love and your love alone...my heart does BEAT;
It's like I'm cumming without organs, touching without hands & walking without FEET.
I wanna lay down beside you and cuddle late at NIGHT;
I wanna argue, have make-up-sex & pillow FIGHT.
I wanna grow old with you & fight in our rocking CHAIR;
I wanna laugh at your corny jokes and your receding HAIR.
I wanna have opposing views...
Well truthfully, I need you to save me...from ME.
For your love and your love alone...my heart does BEAT;
It's like I'm cumming without organs, touching without hands & walking without FEET.
I wanna lay down beside you and cuddle late at NIGHT;
I wanna argue, have make-up-sex & pillow FIGHT.
I wanna grow old with you & fight in our rocking CHAIR;
I wanna laugh at your corny jokes and your receding HAIR.
I wanna have opposing views...
#ImSorry
#UnrequitedLove
#IMissYou
#separation
#bittersweet
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A Love To Die For
Death would be better than this constant pain I'm feeling; I'm so sorry as I'm writing...that I'm even still living...
I can't keep anything down and I'm crying at night instead of dreaming.
My heart is hurting and I'm having problems breathing.
What is life if I can't live it happily?
I feel like I'm suffocating.
Why the betrayal? My soul is exposed and my spirit is breaking.
I've never been sooo hurt by someone I cared for sooo much;
I just feel like disappearing.
It's the only way to end my sorrow; ...
I can't keep anything down and I'm crying at night instead of dreaming.
My heart is hurting and I'm having problems breathing.
What is life if I can't live it happily?
I feel like I'm suffocating.
Why the betrayal? My soul is exposed and my spirit is breaking.
I've never been sooo hurt by someone I cared for sooo much;
I just feel like disappearing.
It's the only way to end my sorrow; ...
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
#breakup
#betrayal
#DomesticViolence
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More Than A Friend
Truth Be Told I Have Feelings For You That I Don’t Quite Understand;
All I Know Is That You’ve Been There For Me Lately And Have Reentered My Life At A Time When I Really Needed More Than A Friend.
I Want To Tell You Thank You For Being There For Me; I’ve Really Missed Your Presence And Your Touch;
I Hope I’m Not Overwhelming You With My Honesty...I Hope I’m Not Doing Too Much.
I Wanted Us To Be So Much More Than What We Are Right Today; I Wanted Us To Go Further.
I Loved You More Than I Could Any Lover...Even More Than A Brother;
I Don’t Know Why...
All I Know Is That You’ve Been There For Me Lately And Have Reentered My Life At A Time When I Really Needed More Than A Friend.
I Want To Tell You Thank You For Being There For Me; I’ve Really Missed Your Presence And Your Touch;
I Hope I’m Not Overwhelming You With My Honesty...I Hope I’m Not Doing Too Much.
I Wanted Us To Be So Much More Than What We Are Right Today; I Wanted Us To Go Further.
I Loved You More Than I Could Any Lover...Even More Than A Brother;
I Don’t Know Why...
#love
#TimeHeals
#emotions
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1 Comment
Have You Ever?
Ever Had Your Heart Broken Into So Many Pieces It Seemed Impossible To Put Back Together?
Ever Had A Relationship/Friendship End With Someone Whom You Thought You’d Always Be Together?
Ever Felt Safe Whenever You Looked Into Their Eyes;
Ever Thought They Were The Absolute Greatest...Like A #1 First Place Prize?
Ever Been Surprised When They Turned On You Out Of The Blue;
Ever Thought That You Guys Were Tighter Than Glue?
Ever Thought The Words That Spoke Were Truer Than True?
Ever Been Backstabbed By Your Bff, Babe Or Boo?
Ever Been So...
Ever Had A Relationship/Friendship End With Someone Whom You Thought You’d Always Be Together?
Ever Felt Safe Whenever You Looked Into Their Eyes;
Ever Thought They Were The Absolute Greatest...Like A #1 First Place Prize?
Ever Been Surprised When They Turned On You Out Of The Blue;
Ever Thought That You Guys Were Tighter Than Glue?
Ever Thought The Words That Spoke Were Truer Than True?
Ever Been Backstabbed By Your Bff, Babe Or Boo?
Ever Been So...
#love
#friendship
#betrayal
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Whatever Happened To Friendship?
You used me and dashed me like a piece of trash you found on the side of the road;
Like the tissue used to blow ones nose or wipe their shit!
Whatever happened to all of that I CARE FOR YOU DEEPLY bullshit?
All that nothing and no one will ever come between our friendship? To turn around and just treat me like this?
Whatever happened to friendship...because this isn’t it?
Friendship is fairness.
Its mutual respect and trust and forgiveness!
How can you sleep at night knowing you’re destroying our friendship; whatever happened to friendship?
...
Like the tissue used to blow ones nose or wipe their shit!
Whatever happened to all of that I CARE FOR YOU DEEPLY bullshit?
All that nothing and no one will ever come between our friendship? To turn around and just treat me like this?
Whatever happened to friendship...because this isn’t it?
Friendship is fairness.
Its mutual respect and trust and forgiveness!
How can you sleep at night knowing you’re destroying our friendship; whatever happened to friendship?
...
#love
#friendship
#betrayal
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Ultimately Betrayed
THE ULTIMATE BETRAYL
She stole two and a half decades from me; she stole my trust, she stole my life!
She was the mother of all my children, and my wife.
25 years...5 children later and the DNA reveals...not one of our children are biologically mine;
I can’t believe I believed all the lies;
I only married her in the 1st place...because she told me she was with child;
But when I found out and came to the realization this meant Junior wasn’t actually mine...I almost died!
Truth be told, there was someone else...this woman whom I loved with...
She stole two and a half decades from me; she stole my trust, she stole my life!
She was the mother of all my children, and my wife.
25 years...5 children later and the DNA reveals...not one of our children are biologically mine;
I can’t believe I believed all the lies;
I only married her in the 1st place...because she told me she was with child;
But when I found out and came to the realization this meant Junior wasn’t actually mine...I almost died!
Truth be told, there was someone else...this woman whom I loved with...
#heartbroken
#breakup
#betrayal
#MovingOn
#revenge
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2 Comments
UNTITLED I NEED HELP PLS...
#lust
#sensual
#passion
#breakup
#hurt
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4 Comments
The Sweetest Blessing
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Upon Me...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Within Me...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Inside Me...
I Command His Manhood Deep Down The Back Of My Throat...
As He Enters And Exits...
And Enters And Exits...
Allow That Which He Is About To Release...
Taste Of Blessings Yet To Cum...
Give Him More Blessings Yet To Cum...
Let It Flow...Let It Over-Flow...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Upon Me...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Within...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Within Me...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Inside Me...
I Command His Manhood Deep Down The Back Of My Throat...
As He Enters And Exits...
And Enters And Exits...
Allow That Which He Is About To Release...
Taste Of Blessings Yet To Cum...
Give Him More Blessings Yet To Cum...
Let It Flow...Let It Over-Flow...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Upon Me...
May He Continue To Release A Sweet Blessing Within...
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One Thing I'm Certain Of
One thing im certain Of...
Is God's unconditional Love...
Thanks in advance to my Father Above...
People will hate...but it's ok...let them Hate...
Stop waiting for haters to Appreciate...
People will come and ppl will go...no matter how much you want them to Stay...
So please stop trynna force relationships with people who God sent Away...
Money is important...but one thing it can not buy is Manners...
Hard times will come...but it doesnt even Matter...
One thing im certain Of...
Is God's unconditional...
Is God's unconditional Love...
Thanks in advance to my Father Above...
People will hate...but it's ok...let them Hate...
Stop waiting for haters to Appreciate...
People will come and ppl will go...no matter how much you want them to Stay...
So please stop trynna force relationships with people who God sent Away...
Money is important...but one thing it can not buy is Manners...
Hard times will come...but it doesnt even Matter...
One thing im certain Of...
Is God's unconditional...
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1 Comment
SUICIDAL INTENTIONS
I'm Lost. No One Sees ME...
I'm Suffocating...
Someone Please Save ME...
I Can't Breathe...I'm Sooo Overwhelmed With EMOTION...
Contemplating Worst Case Scenarios...Pray They Don't Come To FRUITION...
I'm Tired Of All The Hurt And PAIN...
They Always Say There Will Be Sunshine After The RAIN...
But Somebody Please Tell Me When It's My Sun's Time To SHINE...
No Matter What I Say:
I'm Not OK...
I'm Not Alright...
I'm Not FINE...
It's All Lies:
When You Ask How I'm Doing And I Say...
I'm Suffocating...
Someone Please Save ME...
I Can't Breathe...I'm Sooo Overwhelmed With EMOTION...
Contemplating Worst Case Scenarios...Pray They Don't Come To FRUITION...
I'm Tired Of All The Hurt And PAIN...
They Always Say There Will Be Sunshine After The RAIN...
But Somebody Please Tell Me When It's My Sun's Time To SHINE...
No Matter What I Say:
I'm Not OK...
I'm Not Alright...
I'm Not FINE...
It's All Lies:
When You Ask How I'm Doing And I Say...
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2 Comments
DO YOU THINK OF ME
I think of you often...
I think of your touch...
I think of your love...
I think of how I messed up...
I miss you sooo much...
DO YOU THINK OF ME?
I think of how you beat me...
I think of how you broke me...
I think of how you slept with anything in a skirt...
I think about all the lies,
all the pain, and all the hurt...
DO YOU THINK OF ME?
Didn't I apologize?
Didn't I look you straight in the eyes?
Didn't I stop after that last punch?
Didn't I pay for you to do your nails and take you out to...
I think of your touch...
I think of your love...
I think of how I messed up...
I miss you sooo much...
DO YOU THINK OF ME?
I think of how you beat me...
I think of how you broke me...
I think of how you slept with anything in a skirt...
I think about all the lies,
all the pain, and all the hurt...
DO YOU THINK OF ME?
Didn't I apologize?
Didn't I look you straight in the eyes?
Didn't I stop after that last punch?
Didn't I pay for you to do your nails and take you out to...
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Anointed Body Prayer
I Pray For You...
From The Crown Of Your HEAD To The Soles Of Your FEET...Receive Wisdom In Jesus Mighty Name...
YOU ARE COVERED...YOU'RE LIFE IS COVERED...THE LIFE OF YOUR FAMILY IS COVERED. Receive It...
As I Pray Right Now...I Command Spiritual Wisdom To Reign Upon You Like A Thunderstorm!
I Crown You As A Captain In the Army Of The Lord, I Crown You As A Leader Amongst Many Nations, I Hereby Crown You Holy Royalty:
Never Allow The Temptations Of This World Tilt Your Godly Crown...
You Are Important In My Eyes; You Are Important...
From The Crown Of Your HEAD To The Soles Of Your FEET...Receive Wisdom In Jesus Mighty Name...
YOU ARE COVERED...YOU'RE LIFE IS COVERED...THE LIFE OF YOUR FAMILY IS COVERED. Receive It...
As I Pray Right Now...I Command Spiritual Wisdom To Reign Upon You Like A Thunderstorm!
I Crown You As A Captain In the Army Of The Lord, I Crown You As A Leader Amongst Many Nations, I Hereby Crown You Holy Royalty:
Never Allow The Temptations Of This World Tilt Your Godly Crown...
You Are Important In My Eyes; You Are Important...
811 reads
2 Comments
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