Submissions by naathalie___ (moongirl)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
f**ked up once again
I warned you.
I told you.
I informed you.
I repeatedly told you
again & again.
You should of see this coming.
This has happened before.
I'm surprised it took this long
to happen again.
Now I've lost people once more.
But it doesn't hurt.
I have become immune to this feeling.
I never mean to do the things I do
that hurt you.
I don't expect you to forgive me.
This is the way I am.
I don't try to be this way.
I am a compulsive liar.
I make up things that aren't real.
I don't care after I've...
I told you.
I informed you.
I repeatedly told you
again & again.
You should of see this coming.
This has happened before.
I'm surprised it took this long
to happen again.
Now I've lost people once more.
But it doesn't hurt.
I have become immune to this feeling.
I never mean to do the things I do
that hurt you.
I don't expect you to forgive me.
This is the way I am.
I don't try to be this way.
I am a compulsive liar.
I make up things that aren't real.
I don't care after I've...
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Selfish.
The fact that the world
goes round & round,
doesn't mean it revolves
around you.
The fact that you
love her, doesn't
mean you can control
all she does.
The fact that she's
your daughter,
doesn't mean that
you can decide
what she's going to
do for the rest of her life.
The fact that I loved you, doesn't mean that I'm going to let myself
think about you everyday & want you back.
The fact that I needed you & you weren't there, does give me the
power to complain, because you said you would always...
goes round & round,
doesn't mean it revolves
around you.
The fact that you
love her, doesn't
mean you can control
all she does.
The fact that she's
your daughter,
doesn't mean that
you can decide
what she's going to
do for the rest of her life.
The fact that I loved you, doesn't mean that I'm going to let myself
think about you everyday & want you back.
The fact that I needed you & you weren't there, does give me the
power to complain, because you said you would always...
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Every night
The way that I feel lonely is the way the moon does.
It is forced to see the earth every night &
it sees the people experiencing new
things together. Loving one another.
But the moon can't help but be happy
for them even if it's miserable all on it's own.
The truth is that everyone needs that
one person in their lives to bring them
joy, but the moon doesn't have that,
although one time it did. But it knows
it is beautiful & it shines bright in
the night standing with pride.
The moon knows it is special & some
people on earth...
It is forced to see the earth every night &
it sees the people experiencing new
things together. Loving one another.
But the moon can't help but be happy
for them even if it's miserable all on it's own.
The truth is that everyone needs that
one person in their lives to bring them
joy, but the moon doesn't have that,
although one time it did. But it knows
it is beautiful & it shines bright in
the night standing with pride.
The moon knows it is special & some
people on earth...
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I wave you goodbye.
Looking out into
the ocean it comes to
me when you would
kiss me.
The way you would
grab my waist & pull me
close with a strong grip.
You wanted
me close to you.
Bold and sure like the
waves roaring you would
hug me.
Kissing me
gentle & lovingly
like mother nature
make the waves
seem at night.
But now after the
hurricane has passed,
I miss your love
oh so much.
the ocean it comes to
me when you would
kiss me.
The way you would
grab my waist & pull me
close with a strong grip.
You wanted
me close to you.
Bold and sure like the
waves roaring you would
hug me.
Kissing me
gentle & lovingly
like mother nature
make the waves
seem at night.
But now after the
hurricane has passed,
I miss your love
oh so much.
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Being judged
As I walk down the street
people look at me, so less
discreet. Why are people so
judgmental?
Everyone always tells me
to be myself because I am
me& no one else is.
But as time passes me by
I come to see people looking at
me strangely. Why are people
so rude? Maybe you don't
like what I'm wearing but it's
not affecting you in any way.
I might not like what you're
wearing but I am mature & I
will respect you & will not
judge you. You are you.
The way you dress is you
way of representing your...
people look at me, so less
discreet. Why are people so
judgmental?
Everyone always tells me
to be myself because I am
me& no one else is.
But as time passes me by
I come to see people looking at
me strangely. Why are people
so rude? Maybe you don't
like what I'm wearing but it's
not affecting you in any way.
I might not like what you're
wearing but I am mature & I
will respect you & will not
judge you. You are you.
The way you dress is you
way of representing your...
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Another poem for the lonely
That feeling when you know you fucked up, try to fix it & can't.
That feeling when you realize you thought you could do it & can't.
That feeling when you notice you don't have as many friends as you once had & feel lonely as ever.
When you try to make someone happy when you hurt them in the past & they don't want you.
When you don't care what happens to you anymore.
When your best friend becomes a stranger....
When you need someone there for you & your "friends" don't have time for you.
When you...
That feeling when you realize you thought you could do it & can't.
That feeling when you notice you don't have as many friends as you once had & feel lonely as ever.
When you try to make someone happy when you hurt them in the past & they don't want you.
When you don't care what happens to you anymore.
When your best friend becomes a stranger....
When you need someone there for you & your "friends" don't have time for you.
When you...
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Here's to...//Basic
Here's to all the people
in the world who know what
they want in life.
The people that are happy
with their families and
the people that have everything
they want in life.
Now here's to the people
(teenagers mostly)
that have panic attacks when
someone asks them what they plan
on doing with their lives.
To the people that are not happy
at all. To the people that
want to leave their house
because their families judge and
don't accept who they are.
But mostly, here's to the teens
that have been through so...
in the world who know what
they want in life.
The people that are happy
with their families and
the people that have everything
they want in life.
Now here's to the people
(teenagers mostly)
that have panic attacks when
someone asks them what they plan
on doing with their lives.
To the people that are not happy
at all. To the people that
want to leave their house
because their families judge and
don't accept who they are.
But mostly, here's to the teens
that have been through so...
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And I wish I had my sequel
I have drank a little too much.
I have smoked too much.
I am just going with the flow.
They say drugs and alcohol are bad for you,
but they help you forget your troubles
for a while and I consider that a gift.
I don’t know all the people at
this party. It’s my best friend’s celebration.
Birthday’s are becoming more and
more important to me, because after
all the things we've been through, after
all the desire of wanting to let go of ourselves
and inviting death into our lives, we are still here.
There...
I have smoked too much.
I am just going with the flow.
They say drugs and alcohol are bad for you,
but they help you forget your troubles
for a while and I consider that a gift.
I don’t know all the people at
this party. It’s my best friend’s celebration.
Birthday’s are becoming more and
more important to me, because after
all the things we've been through, after
all the desire of wanting to let go of ourselves
and inviting death into our lives, we are still here.
There...
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Growing up
I should get up,” she says.
“This bed is depressing me so more.”
“What’s the point though,” she thinks.
Feeling the need to cry,
but not being able to.
She thought growing up would be much
different. The feeling is far from the happy
endings in the fairy tales.
Becoming an adult and taking
on responsibilities is not how she thought
it would be. She didn’t think it would
be so complicated to have everything
under control. She is so overwhelmed with life.
She can’t feel sadness anymore.
She got used to this horrible feeling....
“This bed is depressing me so more.”
“What’s the point though,” she thinks.
Feeling the need to cry,
but not being able to.
She thought growing up would be much
different. The feeling is far from the happy
endings in the fairy tales.
Becoming an adult and taking
on responsibilities is not how she thought
it would be. She didn’t think it would
be so complicated to have everything
under control. She is so overwhelmed with life.
She can’t feel sadness anymore.
She got used to this horrible feeling....
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