Submissions by mkelly

you say you don't need sympathy, and you also say that you don't want help...and in your mind you believe that it is right that you should help your own self out of the darkness that you are in...but really what is going on in that mind is that you believe that maybe crying out all of your pain and suffering...it wont be there anymore...well you did a good job of lying to your self...I really do applaud you. But just one question self...would you rather suffer in the pain that you in flick on yourself or would you rather just sit there in silence and let that pain run down your face until...

it hurts when people cant see you screaming out for help...it hurts when you know that there are people who here for you but for some reason cant take you seriously...it like being stuck in a glass box, where you scream loudly for help, but your friends and family just walk by...they see you but don't notice, because all along you have been wearing that painted smile on your face...pretending like it all ok, and as they walk by what do you think they see...why do you think they have not stopped and helped you because that painted smile stays there...that's until you start...to cut out your...