Submissions by miz_juggalette7 (nobody)

Growing up, family wasn't steady.
Had to grow up quick, even though I wasn't ready.
Dad went to jail for selling too much weed,
Mom cheated on him because she was a woman in need.
I started saying "fuck it" when I was only 13.
My freind died when he was only 14.
To other people, that might not be a big deal.
Yeah, that's what I said, then I realized that this shit is real.
I've been lied to from the people I love the most.
Some of those lies hurt so much, I would've been better off as a ghost.
So no one could hurt me, not even phase me,...

I remember when we first met,
I was really quiet but yet,
you still gave me a chance,
making me believe you wanted more than just what was in my pants,
you told me you loved me, and asked if I felt the same,
I couldn't tell you the truth, so I led you on, with shame.
You said you'd do anything for me, stay with me through thick and thin,
even though I didn't believe you, I was over powered by your honest grin.
you told me that no one else would love me like you do,
you played with my mind, so I thought it to be true.
still feeling guilty, because i feel...