Submissions by manisha (cyanide kid)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I started off scribbling bullshit .. I still write the same bullshit but with some passion , love and honesty...
Crystals pile up
Pacing heartbeat makes me feel pumped up.
My mind is running in a jungle of fantasy.
The dim lights , colors and darkness ...Inside my shattered room I'm accompanied by isolation , staring at something that I can't figure out.
Just soaking in the air conditioned chills as i shiver.
now I'm vulnerable but not exposed to the world outside....
Coz the locked door has concealed my dark secrets and it sometimes makes me wonder if I'm afraid if who I really am.
But then the shivering stops all of a sudden, and I push myself for a another ride...
Another line......
My mind is running in a jungle of fantasy.
The dim lights , colors and darkness ...Inside my shattered room I'm accompanied by isolation , staring at something that I can't figure out.
Just soaking in the air conditioned chills as i shiver.
now I'm vulnerable but not exposed to the world outside....
Coz the locked door has concealed my dark secrets and it sometimes makes me wonder if I'm afraid if who I really am.
But then the shivering stops all of a sudden, and I push myself for a another ride...
Another line......
894 reads
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An excavation
Weird is special ,
loneliness can be a peaceful medium to swim through the space of art.
Sadness bears a wormhole,
an outlet to rejoice
I'm just another man trying to find it.
'where to start?' is the question that halts me.
A second to think puts my notice on this humongous dark space
that shines on its internal light like oil under the sun.
Stunned like I saw death
I froze like a scarecrow.
And thus my arrogance started to erode like a rock in a river bed and I learnt my first lesson.
loneliness can be a peaceful medium to swim through the space of art.
Sadness bears a wormhole,
an outlet to rejoice
I'm just another man trying to find it.
'where to start?' is the question that halts me.
A second to think puts my notice on this humongous dark space
that shines on its internal light like oil under the sun.
Stunned like I saw death
I froze like a scarecrow.
And thus my arrogance started to erode like a rock in a river bed and I learnt my first lesson.
694 reads
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Alone in the crowd
Home is a just a house these days
been smoking shit to keep myself out of it
smoked a couple of joints today
and thoughts dwells like a parasite
got my ass laid on this bench,
got my bag on the table.
faceless faces roaming around and talking loudly into my ears.
To my right at the counter they sell food
but it ain't no good
ain't got money to buy em either.
Fuck it , what is this place all about?
is there a board here?
and I look back
on top of the wall it say 'cafeteria'
been smoking shit to keep myself out of it
smoked a couple of joints today
and thoughts dwells like a parasite
got my ass laid on this bench,
got my bag on the table.
faceless faces roaming around and talking loudly into my ears.
To my right at the counter they sell food
but it ain't no good
ain't got money to buy em either.
Fuck it , what is this place all about?
is there a board here?
and I look back
on top of the wall it say 'cafeteria'
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My mortal sin
788 reads
2 Comments
A Satan's acknowledgement
You are like sugar on a cookie
spread all over the universe but still no one can see
shinning like a halo over everyone's head in different
versions
you are my joy , my empty void and my burden
the air that I breathe
hash and nicotine
you are two shades of me
hatred , anger and sorrow inside my glee
like a divine angel beside a beast
I have tread through everything you had put me through
the bad and the good
from its roots
like a pagan and an atheist fused
I've fed my brothers
with the same hand I assaulted some others
which...
spread all over the universe but still no one can see
shinning like a halo over everyone's head in different
versions
you are my joy , my empty void and my burden
the air that I breathe
hash and nicotine
you are two shades of me
hatred , anger and sorrow inside my glee
like a divine angel beside a beast
I have tread through everything you had put me through
the bad and the good
from its roots
like a pagan and an atheist fused
I've fed my brothers
with the same hand I assaulted some others
which...
960 reads
4 Comments
Man without a face...
A hologram of my tears
I used to see him standing here
every night hugging my fears
I could see through his chest
where my agony was destined to rest
dissolved in his invisible flesh
He didn't have veins like me to cut
so he bled his misery into my gut
where they were laid to rust.
I shred my deafness for his mouth to seek,
for a face like me
which no one else could see..
In the loop whole of time that night we talked empty
words like friends
I don't know if we were two souls of one world or two
worlds of one...
I used to see him standing here
every night hugging my fears
I could see through his chest
where my agony was destined to rest
dissolved in his invisible flesh
He didn't have veins like me to cut
so he bled his misery into my gut
where they were laid to rust.
I shred my deafness for his mouth to seek,
for a face like me
which no one else could see..
In the loop whole of time that night we talked empty
words like friends
I don't know if we were two souls of one world or two
worlds of one...
789 reads
3 Comments
Just a faggot....
796 reads
6 Comments
Relentless love for a mystery woman 3
I've sacrificed everything just for the sake of being with you
the atmosphere was never better
when I cover you with my love like a cocoon.
You cripple like a child
and I seek pleasure
watching you sleep.
In your sweet dreams I peek
to see what you conceive ,
and I realise you are worth every single of those sacrifice ...
the atmosphere was never better
when I cover you with my love like a cocoon.
You cripple like a child
and I seek pleasure
watching you sleep.
In your sweet dreams I peek
to see what you conceive ,
and I realise you are worth every single of those sacrifice ...
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Hey Daddy..
978 reads
5 Comments
mental myth..
Please stop the noise
I'm trying to hear the ghastly voices of a friend
there is no doubt they are calling me
to a state of void where it'll all end ,
my pain....
When I am king
you'll come against me like a starving pig
you know I've survived you
so bring back your arms to dig
my pain....
but oh! vicious beast you look pretty ugly
that shit in your teeth makes you so filthy (laugh)
you wont go off with my head man,
no, I will go off with your head
to those voices and rest
my pain....
.
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(this piece...
I'm trying to hear the ghastly voices of a friend
there is no doubt they are calling me
to a state of void where it'll all end ,
my pain....
When I am king
you'll come against me like a starving pig
you know I've survived you
so bring back your arms to dig
my pain....
but oh! vicious beast you look pretty ugly
that shit in your teeth makes you so filthy (laugh)
you wont go off with my head man,
no, I will go off with your head
to those voices and rest
my pain....
.
.
(this piece...
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7 Comments
Shallow dreams
I can't sleep well,
last night I was in a well asleep
your thoughts
like the encircled bricked walls
were surrounding me.
The boundaries squeezed
me when your watery trauma
dripped into my lungs as I drowned in my own afflictions
and I was laid in the hands of kama....
last night I was in a well asleep
your thoughts
like the encircled bricked walls
were surrounding me.
The boundaries squeezed
me when your watery trauma
dripped into my lungs as I drowned in my own afflictions
and I was laid in the hands of kama....
846 reads
11 Comments
Bugs ...
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