Submissions by maia

luck
it is not my area.
if i go somewhere,
something stupid
will happen.
if i have two things in my pocket
and blindly draw out one
it will always be the one
i do not need.
before an event
my face is blotched
but when i am home
it is as clear as day
my best clothes
are always in the wash
at the wrong times
the one time
i forget to do something
is the one time
it counts.
the one time
i am sick
is the one time
i miss out
on something extravagant.
so,
you can tell.
luck.
it would not,...

can you not see me?
i love you
but you do not love me.
i want you to pull my beating heart
from inside my ribcage
because anything
would feel better than this
this stupid feeling
i have for you.

i do not want to love you
it hurts too much