Submissions by lyricalmiss

There you go again
My misguided friend
It seems you forgot
You had ink in your calligraphy pen
I thought you were zen
But you only wanted to
Feel that blood drip drop again
Another stain in the floorboards
That creeks, thats your scoreboard
As the blood creates
A pattern of numbers
Signifying your desperate count of wanted numbness
This is dumbness
To watch you crumble
Under the weight of your own weakness
And here i am yet again
Standing watching my wounded voiceless friend
As another promise comes to an end
...

Its one split second
A moment in time
When no one honestly leaves behind
Anything that meant something in their mind
Unless its something they chose not to find
You have with you exactly what you wanted
And compared my heart to a monkey
And flaunted it
Animalistic instinct not dormant inside
Its your actions causing pain unable to hide
No more meaning, no more words
Its the little things that matter
That cause the most hurt
But still you forgot it
Its meaning you destroyed it
With eyes wide shut
Im seeing all of it
Its...

I unlocked pandora
Ripped out my heart
Placed it in a box
And swallowed the key
Losing what was once my identity
Hidden in plain sight
From the bodies in my life
Covering the black eyes
From my dark past fights
You stood by my side
And shielded my eyes
Protecting me
From my deepest lies
As i cried into your chest
Confused as to why
Your heart remained so strong
That you never left my side

I wiped my mind blank
Deaf to all sounds
This was my way to be free
But you held me
YOU HELD ME ...